Thursday, December 12, 2024

The Planned Trip to Dubai

 

12/12/24 9:49am

Can I get there???

UAE, particularly in Dubai, is one of those countries I wish I could visit... When I graduated college, I planned to work there but it didnt come true. So I told my self, I will just visit there Inshallah. 

Now It's about to come true this January, I'm ready and excited... I've paid my advance payment to the travel agency, but something happened to my friend who is supposed to be my travel partner for this trip... Something good to happen for her... too good that she might cancel our Dubai plans.... I'm happy for her though, but I'm sad for myself hahaha... coz, if she cancels the Dubai, I can't get go too coz it is a minimum-for-two package..... hayssss... this is the bad side of having very limited friends, and few options... I'm fine with my being an introvert though....

I'm praying, I can still go this January. Please. The Almighty may help me conspire with the Universe.

9.21Pm

And she's cancelling! I knew it, I felt it... arghh.. I don't know now.. sooooo sad right now... I mean, I don't wanna be selfish.... that's why I just have to be sad.. I'll be fine tomorrow. hope so.


12/13/2024

So, Finally, I decided to cancel it. My friend seems undecided and preoccupied. She's like, can we cancel it? o, wait, lets pursue it, okay we'll go, can we refund? blah blah, finally saying, lets pursue it.... But I decided, to cancel it, though it saddened me deep inside. I know, she might not enjoy it coz she'll be preoccupied of that Good thing about to happen to her... mapipilitan lang syang samahan ako if ever, so ako na lang nag decide, to just give it up now.

Someday, I still can go to Dubai, Inshallah

Wednesday, December 4, 2024

12.4.24

 9.22 am

I'm currently alone in the office now, our engineers are mostly on travel, and our chief is I'm not sure what time he'll be coming. I'm supposed to be busy right now, but I sort of don't know what to do first. I want to burst out some of my rants, but what if they find my page?...  what if the concerned person finds this,, why so paranoid? Nobody reads blogs nowadays na.. hehe.. I stopped writing as well,,, siguro dahil okay lang ako... you know, I write with a heavy heart, I can write with a heavy heart I mean.. hehe... now, I'm just confused.