8sept14

5:38am
 Woke up at 4am pa rin, 5:30 pa yung alarm ko.. whats wrong with me? Haha.. nababaliw na ata ako. Haha...

Good morning!!!

7:44am
At office and I'm late... so ironic that I'm already awake at 4am but I still can't make it early to work, pinipilit ko kase talagang matulog ulit.. haha... I feel like I'm extra unpretty today, mukha nanaman akong zombie, at yung mga pimples o naghihimagsik nanaman..... haha... I'm feeling down, baka effect lang to ng Monday Morning sickness ko, but I must not show anyone how feeling  bad I am deep inside, dapat ako lang makaramdam non.. haha.. so I tried to greet everyone today in a cheerful tone, plastic ba?? Haha. I'll try to smile a lot... okay lang ako!(oo, tama yan, lokohin mo rin sarili mo.. haha).


10:52am

Dumudugo utak ko sa isang to... ayaw kong gawin! Kelangan ba  talaga balikan ko pa yung sept 2009????? Errr... haha.. ayoko! Haha

5:11pm

I can go home now... Lee is absent... Marj is not replying yet if she wants to see me, Margaux might be on board  on a plane by now, she said she wants to see  me... but what time is it now???

5:51pm
Alone in Landmark.. waiting for someone I don't know who , or if he/she will be coming... si margaux na lang pag asa ko kaso anong oras pa yun.. haha... Bat ganon? That moment na kailangan mo ng kausap saka wala sila.. haha... hmmm... makapagdinner na nga... hayst, I never been this tired of this place.. i mean mas grabe ngayon... nagsasayang nanaman ng panahon. Haha... I waited and been waiting for nothing..

6:57pm

So Maragaux couldn't make it now.. so I better be going home... I'm thinking of going to National Book store.. pero tinatamad ako.. hahaha.. ang sipag kong gawin to noh?? Minsan ayaw ko na rin magsulat, para kaseng ang O.A... if my other friends will know this, maiirita sila sa akin.. ako rin naman naiirita sa sarili ko, sila pa kaya? Haha... yung mga sentiments ko sa buhay walang kwenta.. samantala yung iba ang bigat ng pinagdadaanan.. nakakainis talaga ako.... sobrang sa sarili ko na ako naiinis. Haha

8:00pm

Just got home.. look, the moon is a beauty and so creepy too.. took that picture while I was on my way here upstairs..

9:07pm
At inaaway pa ako ni margaux, hindi ba nya alam na may pinagdadaan ako?? Hahaha! Di nga pala ako dapat mandamay... okay, Signing off!! Good night.. I hope I can sleep well.. and with this prayer again.

"GOD, GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN, AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE"