The bad news is confirmed, I'll be really heading to Manila next week... anyway, I made a little editing on my previous post, I was so sleepy and feeling upset, kaya mali mali yung pinagtatype ko.. haha
Anyway, as I said.. i feel bad for being back to Manila for work... diko alam.. ayaw na ayaw ko na talaga dun.. ang traffic, the "other" people there... not that I hate them, pero diko alam, bat ayaw ko na silang muling makita pa.. baka dahil introvert talaga ako. haha.. pero syempre hindi naman lahat, I miss "some" other people as well...at yun na lang ang sa tingin kong kahit papaano ay mamomotivate ako pumunta..
at tsaka yung eroplano!!!! wahhh...
sigh! in moments like this.. it makes me realize that I don't regret my decision in resigning last year.. i'm a way way much happy here now.. happy??? hmmm... hindi ata yun ang mas appropriate term, iibahin ko na lang, im a way way much not so sad now... haha! kahit wala akong friends dito, just merely friendly officemates, ayos lang... on the other hand, i don't regret working almost 6 years in Manila, I don't wanna entertain the thought of wasted time... wasted for waiting the right opportunity, or even waited for someone to see and talk to me even for a day, but that didn't happen... haha.. scratch that someone... masyado na akong napapalayo sa topic ko. haha.. sorry... it may sound bitter but I'm not... I still believe that everything happens for a reason, gasgas na yan but I do believe in that.
at ang post na to ay hindi para itolerate ko yung pagiging nega ko!!.. aja. kaya ko to... kaya natin to.. sabihin mo namang kaya ko 'to oh... haha... hmp! kahit dimo sabihin.. kaya ko'to.. i mean.. haharapin ko ng taos puso at may lakas ng loob (charot) ang pagsubok na 'to...pagsubok na agad? oo! I'm gonna get out there and let the world know I exist... ang o.a ko ba? matagal na. haha....
Good night!
(So help me, yah Allah).
ECHOS LANG!
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