29th of April, 2019

My Beautiful Disaster,

This could be another Monday morning sickness,  or I'm just missing my nieces so much.  But you we're in my dreams again,  a night mare?  A beautiful nigthmare?  i can see you now only in my dreams.  And even in my dreams you broke my heart.  I was giving you the time to say something,  but dreams can't give me more time,  I woke up heavy hearted.  I only wanna hear from you,  we're sorry and goodbye, but you we're too silent

.. but I think,  for you,  it's just easy to be gone by saying nothing at all.  Was it easier and you didn't care at all?.