Tired

 I'm tired but I'm fine..  Sometimes I just need to write it away. 

I'm at the situation where I prayed for,  but I never thought it would be this hard.  I want to be the best version of my self..  i want to be valued .. But there were times I questioned if I meant to be here..  I felt like I dont deserved to be where I am..  I'm feeling useless.  i know I shouldn't feel that way.  i want to be good with what I'm doing...  But I can't..  Coz I'm not really that good for that.