Bored!

There are moments I’m loving the scenario of just staying in my room doing nothing.. But today, it was an exception, I’m feeling so drop dead bored.

It started at office this morning.. I felt so pathetic and low, I don’t feel like working but I must work, I have tons of work to do in case you don’t know. Oh my diary you haven’t heard  enough of me this past few weeks , aside from being busy I found a friend whom I could talk about my sentiments, thoughts and etceteras, stuffs I used to tell you (sorry I forgot about you)… But maybe, you’re still my best friend, I will always go back to you, this friend I’m talking about is leaving me so soon.

Anyway, I must update my blog site…  I must change this corny dash board “letters to soulmate”. .. It’s kinda “ew!” hehe..

Where Am I? This is just one of my weaknesses in writing, I don’t stick to one topic, I always find myself getting away from what I really want to write about, (what’s so new, its anything goes right? I own you anyway.. haha)

So where am I again? Haha.. When I’m in office, I always want to get myself out of it.. But as soon as I reached home, like earlier tonight, I realized how boring my life is. Unwanted random thoughts are eating me up, only the four corners of my room is what I’m seeing, they’re like cloaking me away from my sanity. I have no one to talk to, that’s why I ended up talking to myself, to you my dear diary.. haha.. I feel so envious to my officemates, for sure they are having a good time with their family by now! Errr…

Haha… that’s all. I’ve said enough I guess.. I’m a bit fine now.

Its 11:15pm now, (I don’t know how to reset the time here in blogger, got no time to learn about it), shall I watch a movie now? Honestly I am so sleepy now, but I don’t feel like going to dreamland , not yet.

Mean People!

People are mean! Yes they are, and I’m not labeling myself as an exception, maybe that’s part of being rational..

Anyway never expect that everyone would go according to your standards, to your will, to how you want them to react. Some of them wouldn’t cease on pestering your mood, some would rather die in seeing you happy. Even if you are the most kind person in the world, there will always be someone who would put you down.

There are people who would never appreciate your ways, no matter how hard you’ll work, still they wouldn’t be contented of your performance, they wouldn’t see what you are going through, they’ll never care about you, they will only consider themselves.

 What happen to the world, don't they remember the golden rule? Did they forget how to be considerate? Would it be so hard to pause for a while and think if you’ll hurt someone’s feeling before making a move?

The only way we could survive from their browbeating presence is to stop thinking about them, not to worry about the sarcastic words they’ll throw you, by just laughing your heart out instead of frowning because they’ve insulted you. Answer them back if you want, and if you can’t because you are too kind to fight back, then forget about it! Don’t let them make you feel outsmarted.. Running away from them isn't a solution coz they are everywhere, you'll always end up meeting people with this behavior. Remember they’ll only win over you if you permit them. Just put it this way, these kind of people will help you become a stronger person. Life is too short to let them make you feel inferior.