26th of October

 Felt this.  

16th October 2020

It's fun babysitting my nieces.. And we looked happy on this picture.. We are actually happy, and I'm happy having these two.  Kahit pa, not a single day na hindi ako nagiging referee,  magkasundo naman sila pero madalas din mag away... Yung wala ka dapat kampihan..   Yung sabay sila iiyak,  And the worst is pag nagpapakarga sila pag may sumpong, ang bigat kaya nung isa,  haha.

That concludes that being a Nanny is really tough.  But I'm happy having them.  They loved staying in my room, pag sobrang kulit na..  pinapalayas ko hahaha...  But I would miss them agad agad din..  I just loved them,  alhamdulillah for having them. 

Wala lang.  Sinasabi ko lang. 

 Now  there's something I know I am..  A dakilang Tita!  :)

Good night. 

 

Just Another Beautiful Nightmare

" So, I saw you in my dreams again.  But this time,  you waved your hand,  you smiled at me,  you've talked to me somehow.  But I woke up not remembering anything you've said. All I know is,  you were there.  Why do we sometimes forget the details of our dreams? And why do I see you in my dreams?  Now,  I'm wondering if by any chance I dropped by in your dreams as well,  maybe not,  maybe never. 

I wanted to tell you,  I saw you in my dreams. Would you be glad?  It's the only place,  you I can keep. 

I'm writing the words I doubt you would wan't to hear.  I just need it out of my thoughts. "

11th of October 2020

Alhamdulillah...  I'm thankful about everything...  I may not have all the things I wished for,  but it's okay.  Someday,  InshaAllah,  everything will be alright.   We'll be alright...  :)

For the moment,  I'm grateful of the things I'am blessed with. For today,  "No Movement Sunday" but had a great time with my family...  Gardening,  eating delicious food,  playing with my nieces and nephews,  Sho

pee!( may inorder nanaman ako haha),  had Banana-q  on our yard(despite the rain), chat friends (teh,  glends and marj) ...   At yun lang yun... But its something I have that I will surely wont trade for anything... 

Maybe I'm really getting old,  mga ganto na lang ang trip ko haha..  

Good night. 

Today's not so Okay.. but it's Okay