Someday

 Someday,  I won't wait for the weekends to arrive just to feel okay

Someday,  everyday is a wonderful day,  I wont even hate Mondays

Someday,  I can do something new,  not being occupied with my job alone

Someday,  my job won't be a problem,  it might still be challenging,  but that day I know better what to do

Someday, my family would be proud of me as much as I'm proud of myself

Someday,  I'll be driving on a road trip feeling that beautiful moment alone..  Not disturbed with a job I'm so unsure of

Someday,  I'll realized why I had to be on these shoes,  that I'm perfectly deserving of this position

Someday, I wont fear the unknown. I'll grow,  productive,  contented,  grateful and happy.. 

Someday,  I'll read back this post telling myself,  "See?  i told you,  everything will be okay".

....and that Someday is about to come, INSHAALLAH. 

Tired

 I'm tired but I'm fine..  Sometimes I just need to write it away. 

I'm at the situation where I prayed for,  but I never thought it would be this hard.  I want to be the best version of my self..  i want to be valued .. But there were times I questioned if I meant to be here..  I felt like I dont deserved to be where I am..  I'm feeling useless.  i know I shouldn't feel that way.  i want to be good with what I'm doing...  But I can't..  Coz I'm not really that good for that.

My 9th of August2021

 Bukas na lang.   Haha

Someone saves the Day

 Hi. How was your day?

Mine was a bit tiring and rough but I'm fine now. I'm about to sleep. But before I do, I'm going to make some writing here. 

There's a point in my life today I wished I wasn't there, I felt stupid and useless. I could only dream that I'm good at some "things"...but I can't think of anything I am good at.. 

I'll be okay. 

I've recovered now :).  Coz I got a tight hug from my niece. 

Anyway,  Someone saved me too today, either he purposely saved me or that's just part of his job, it doesn't matter, thanks though. :)

I don't need to be saved by anyone anyway, I know my day will end the way it ends right now. But sometimes it feels good when someone saves the day even if your not asking for it. :)

Good night!