I Want TO Write Again But I'm Too Lazy

 Yes, I wanted to write again, my thoughts, my pain, my disappointments.... as always, I can write more when I'm upset.. and I'm being a bit of  it, this past few weeks, or ever since my father passed away, I missed him everyday. 

Gotta get myself busy working now.

Missing Ayah so much

 I missed aya so much, since he passed away, i never had dreamed of him, until dawn this morning..

I'm still hurting.. even though I'm accepting it...i have so much thoughts about him... 

I'm currently at Davao now for a Team Building/Strat Plan and its breaking my heart that Ayah is no longer home when I get back..

Yah Allah, Alhamdulillah for making not feeling the pain all the time.. but at some point, its breaking me.Astagfirullah

I miss Ayah

 i miss ayah so much....