5th Of July

Today, I haven't seen the blue sky... it's truly a rainy day... I stayed home and just watched the rainfall thru my window and I'm loving it... then I made fun of these pictures.

And now, I'm sleepy. GOOD NIGHT!

Rainy Night!

Rain

I missed you, I haven't really felt you recently and now I feel you
Your gloomy looks and melancholic  scent are like tear drops too
Yes you break my heart, but surprisingly, you makes me happy too.
I was at work this morning, and I watched you fall heavily through our huge glass window, and  if only I was home then maybe I could run out and be with you.
I love you beacause you bring out the child in me.
I love you  because I know you'll gonna hide my tears when I don't let anyone see but you..
I love you because you're washing my heart aches away...
I love you because it's like my sentiments are somewhat not so out of place when you're just right there..
I love the sound you bring, its serenity that calms my senses.
I love you in times like this -- when I'm about to sleep, and maybe I'll dream of you, that  one day, I'll walk with you there and kiss you like it would be the last day I'll be seeing you....

Good night...

P.S (shall I love the rain for making me so dramatic and corny???)

2July15

I think I'm enjoying this new series Pinocchio! Hayst.. sobrang late na nga lang, I need to sleep early.

Anyway, had a good laugh with Lee, Jay r, Mela, Rose and Margaux.. had our dinner at Gerry's Grill Greenbelt and dessert at Red Mango... Glad I had these kind of people, they maybe few but they're so true and mean too.. hehe..

Good night!

That Cat!

There she goes again......

Stressed to The Nth Power

What have I done wrong today to be this emotionally, physically, socially, spiritually and mentally stressed????!

But I'll be alright, I'm glad I reached home alive.. I think I really need a lot of sleep..

So good night now.

29July15

I was trying to sleep after Suhoor, but I couldn't sleep back. I opened my eyes and I'm almost consumed with some negative thoughts, it's too sad.. was confused again for being at the wrong place, my fears of the unknown risen, I've thought of the people I've loved, I haven't done enough for them, I haven't even made them feel or at least tell them I loved them, they're too few of them but, I can't even manage to do so, and life is too short.

So this, I'm battling with my Monday Morning Sickness.. So, before my alarms ring, I rose from bed and performed my Salah.. and had this prayer.

Dear God, take away the fear in my heart, make me strong, clear my mind from whatever causing my anxiety, I'm sorry if the way I worship You is maybe not the appropriate way, I hope you'll forgive me, I'm in a place where my spiritual life is hard to nourish, but I hope You can still hear me... I don't know too many things, I don't even know what to do with my life, sometimes I think I am wasting it.. I hope You'll forgive me and You'll light up my way. Take care of the people I love for I can't even do it the right way. For the things I that I can't give up but I should, please help me let go of them... For the things I should stand and fight for, give me courage, let me not give up so easy.. Make me understand that what is due to me is what I am getting, and what's not meant for me is not meant for me... Yah, Allah, in everything I do and I can't do, please Guide me, shower me strength and Wisdom.

I Wanna Go To Paris!

Seriously, I wanna go to Europe!