My 9th of August 2019

August is both hectic and fun,  kase maraming holiday haha..  Surely it will end nang diko namamalayan..  And August is my birthmonth too,  happy and vain too,  kase ang tanda ko na pala..  Haha...  But grateful for this gift of life.

Having my newyborn nephew on the same day I was born is also a blessing..  (since CS yung sister ko,  sinadya nyang maging same bday kami para sagot ko na raw pabirthday nya haha)

Turned off my bday notification to my friends list but still I got these greetings. Some people say that your true friends could remember your birthday even when you don't speak to one another frequently.  That could be true, and overwhelming if they did..  But i understand too if they forget ,  duh,  theres so much things in these world to think about, hindi lang yung bday ko..  Hehe.. 

For those who Spent time greeting me..  thank you. 

Ang sipag ko magscreenshot..  Haha..  May advantage din pala pag konti ang nakakaalala..  Haha

i don't really celebrate my birthday but it's every 9th of August,  I feel like a bit special somehow.  Haha.. 

 To my officemates.  Thank you. 

To our new family member,  I pray for good health to both of us.. 

Monday Blues

Another Monday Blues...  Hate Mondays as always,  hope I'll get used to it.  :)

And oh,  Blue isn't around,  don't ask me who Blue is... It just saddened me because Blue a bit making my rough day a little ligher..  And well,  I know it's the same old story,  it's not going to last long,  Blue will break my heart too.  :(

hello Monday!

8th July 2019

Sigh. i think I'm about to face another same old story kind of love story..  Why it keeps on happening.. ? Hayst..  i'm too old for this,  must be matured enough to realize I'm gonna hurt myself again if this wont stop.  I should have learned my lesson.  I should have accepted the fact that,  stuff like this-- a happy ending story, is not meant for me.

Good night.

random thoughts on the 8th of june

5:20pm

lining up at Maxi Mango.. Despite my light flu, I want to  eat someting cold. Killing time thinking wether to watch Alladin or Godzilla. They said Alladin is nice but I don-t want to watch another fairy tale type of movie.. COZ IT ISNT REAL.. haha.. (Godzilla isn't either haha)

5:30pm
Savoring my Maxi Mango now at the food court.. We're supposed to have a family outing, but they didn't come.. so I decided to stroll around so I won't get sad at my boarding house.. haha..

A while ago, I dropped by at National Bookstore, scanned some random books and something reminded me of my foolish act before. I wrote a letter "to whom it may concern" but I couldn't give it to that person.. I had two copies, left one at the bus and one at the Park.. hahaha.. I don't know if somebody picked that up or just thrown away and and no one ever read that. haha weird right? Now I'm just wondering if I still feel the same way to the content of that letter. Anyway, what to watch now?

9:45pm
watched alladin. it's fine.

Between Maybes

7:00pm
Already here at the cinema,  will watch Between Maybes,  which will roll by 7:20pm.

When I entered the cinema hall,  haba na ng pila...  What are they watching, sa isip ko?  Between maybes kaya?  i was wrong,  John wick pala..  Haha

 While no one is lining up for Between Maybes.

Anyway,  why am I watching it all alone aside from I want to eat Popcorn? Not even a fan of Julia Barreto and Gerald Anderson..  Wala lang.  Feeling ko magugustuhan ko lang sya..  And the setting is Japan...  i love japan so much..  Haha..

I'll update this later if I'll enjoy it.

9:35pm
I'm already home..  And I loved the movie really. It was just light but touching..

Marami sana akong naisip na isulat kanina habang pinapanuod ko..  Pero ngayon..  Naglaho na.  Haha.

Good night!

13th of May 2019

It's election day.. and I  was not able to cast my vote, I'm sorry Philippines.

anyway, I called home. My niece answered the Phone, she used to pronounce tita (auntie) the reverse way "tati".. haha.. ewan bakit, at nasanay na ko.. but she called me "tita" in the phone a while ago.. maybe my sister corrected her now that she's getting older.. she will be three next.month.. I'm just wondering if she knew that tita is her tati..  I miss that little one so much.

29th of April, 2019

My Beautiful Disaster,

This could be another Monday morning sickness,  or I'm just missing my nieces so much.  But you we're in my dreams again,  a night mare?  A beautiful nigthmare?  i can see you now only in my dreams.  And even in my dreams you broke my heart.  I was giving you the time to say something,  but dreams can't give me more time,  I woke up heavy hearted.  I only wanna hear from you,  we're sorry and goodbye, but you we're too silent

.. but I think,  for you,  it's just easy to be gone by saying nothing at all.  Was it easier and you didn't care at all?.