Random story about my Niece

One night my niece came to my room feeling so annoyed,  having tantrums,  ayaw daw nya sa kwarto nila,  ayaw daw nya sa nanay at tatay nya..  Haha.  Ofcourse I'm not that type of Tita who tolerate such attitude..  Eh kaya lang,  saken daw talaga sya matutulog.. This is the 5th (maybe 6th?) night that she's been sleeping here...di naman na sya galit but still gusto pa rin nya dito.  I don't have a problem with that kaya lang,  medyo masikip, di ako nakakagalaw,  I have a single size bed and dala dala pa nyang mga tropa nya.  Haha.. And I need to bangon everytime she asks for her milk (arte ko dun haha,  hirap magfull english). 

Right now,  she's already sleeping while I'm writing this. She's been talking a lot, ang daldal. Before she slept, she asked me to tell her a story,  so I made stories but she keeps on interrupting,  revising my stories,  kulit din,  so I told her..  Kaw na lang kaya magkwento??!..  Haha

She's only 4 but she's really witty,  medyo pasaway lang minsan,  may attitude problem din,  nakuha ata nya saken.  Haha.. she calls me "Tati".. as in Tita yan. When she started talking,  some words she spoke in reverse way,  ewan bakit..  like Toti (tito), Lalo (lola)  .. But eventually,  she learned the correct terms..  Pero I enjoyed her calling me that way (Tati)..   Kaya I just let her.. Though minsan Tita na tawag nya saken. 

Anyway,  wala lang.  Nagkukwento lang ako sa kawalan.. Gusto ko lang magsulat,  magkwento kahit nonsense...  But for me,  this made sense.... A story about one of my my happy pills,  she's my first niece. 

 I posted something about this in my fb story kaya lang I deleted it.. Kase parang kulang sa pansin...  Haha..  Eh ano naman? Dito na lang sa blogger,  wala pang nakakaalam na ang babaw ko rin minsan.  Haha.. 

Good night! Might edit this tomorrow.

 

Lazy Monday 9th of November

10:40 A.M

Still on my bed at this point of time,  not rolling my curtains yet coz I don't wanna be blinded by the sunlight..  Acting like a vampire?  Haha..  My room facing where the sunrise is,  I loved it but sometimes I'm too lazy to face it.  My nieces who usually ransacking my room by  now,  playing,  messing around,  fighting,  watching same movies on my tv,  -- are not around. That's why I had the chance doing this.  They went to my sister's office just accross the street.  I know they shouldn't be there due to Pandemic. They'll be here anytime soon anyway. 

I'm hungry a little but I'm still lazy coming out my shell.  My brother in law probably having a zoom meeting I might get caught on the camera,  I need to pass by him when I'll go downstair. Haha

About 3 months ago,  I hate Mondays. Now,  I don't even know its Monday. I'm still jobless and I'm not proud.  Lol.  But I'm fine.  I don't wanna lose hope and think that I am waiting for something that's not gonna happen. I'm still waiting. That's all I can do for now. What's meant for me will be mine InshaAllah. 

11:20am

Still here with these annoying photos haha..  Might delete this later.  I'm trying to write my entry on my happy journal,  but the question on the page is a bit tough. So selfie instead?  Haha

1:58P.M

I just got back here in my room, I went out when I heard my nieces back home and they brought me a chocolate cake baked by my sister's officemate. I think baking is fun..  Hmmm... I want but I can't!  Errr

Then I checked my plants,  I transferred two flower seedlings in out front yard,  i hope it'l grow successfully... It was my second time ordering plant seeds online but I'm always disspointed ..  Maybe two percent grew and bloomed.. The rest germinated but died eventually,  others didn't even germinate.   So that green thumb thing?  i don't have it..  But still trying.

5:30pm

Done watching this...  I loved it.  It made me cry. Haha

9:08pm

So I'm done with my journal today..  I told you it's kinda tough to answer that question. 

So how would you answer this?  

10:59pm

Good night... Though I might watch another movie before I really sleep. 

26th of October

 Felt this.  

16th October 2020

It's fun babysitting my nieces.. And we looked happy on this picture.. We are actually happy, and I'm happy having these two.  Kahit pa, not a single day na hindi ako nagiging referee,  magkasundo naman sila pero madalas din mag away... Yung wala ka dapat kampihan..   Yung sabay sila iiyak,  And the worst is pag nagpapakarga sila pag may sumpong, ang bigat kaya nung isa,  haha.

That concludes that being a Nanny is really tough.  But I'm happy having them.  They loved staying in my room, pag sobrang kulit na..  pinapalayas ko hahaha...  But I would miss them agad agad din..  I just loved them,  alhamdulillah for having them. 

Wala lang.  Sinasabi ko lang. 

 Now  there's something I know I am..  A dakilang Tita!  :)

Good night. 

 

Just Another Beautiful Nightmare

" So, I saw you in my dreams again.  But this time,  you waved your hand,  you smiled at me,  you've talked to me somehow.  But I woke up not remembering anything you've said. All I know is,  you were there.  Why do we sometimes forget the details of our dreams? And why do I see you in my dreams?  Now,  I'm wondering if by any chance I dropped by in your dreams as well,  maybe not,  maybe never. 

I wanted to tell you,  I saw you in my dreams. Would you be glad?  It's the only place,  you I can keep. 

I'm writing the words I doubt you would wan't to hear.  I just need it out of my thoughts. "

11th of October 2020

Alhamdulillah...  I'm thankful about everything...  I may not have all the things I wished for,  but it's okay.  Someday,  InshaAllah,  everything will be alright.   We'll be alright...  :)

For the moment,  I'm grateful of the things I'am blessed with. For today,  "No Movement Sunday" but had a great time with my family...  Gardening,  eating delicious food,  playing with my nieces and nephews,  Sho

pee!( may inorder nanaman ako haha),  had Banana-q  on our yard(despite the rain), chat friends (teh,  glends and marj) ...   At yun lang yun... But its something I have that I will surely wont trade for anything... 

Maybe I'm really getting old,  mga ganto na lang ang trip ko haha..  

Good night. 

Today's not so Okay.. but it's Okay