Thursday, April 23, 2020

23 April 2020

Tomorrow is officially the start of Ramadan.  And today is supposedly the effectivity of my resignation so I can spend the holy month at Home.  But due to this Pandemic,  I was not able to go home.  I haven't submitted my resignation either coz I must have enough time to  turn over my task. 

But despite this situation.  I am grateful that we have come again to this month. I'm praying that all our sins we'll be forgiven and my prayers will be accepted.. I pray for my family's health and safety.  I pray also that wherever my career or decision leads me to, the Almighty will approve and bless it,  that I will deserve it. He may guide me the right path.  And lastly,  I pray that this pandemic will soon be over.

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

What's Keeping Me Sane during the Community Quarantine

Have you accidentally clicked the link and found yourself here? You can touch the back button coz this is  an uninteresting post.

Still here? Don’t blame  me if I bore you haha.

So, why I posted this lame blog on my FB account if I advise you to leave it? Wala lang, maybe there are others who are too bored and might be fascinated to know the whereabouts of someone like me on this Community Quarantine... just in case... 

Anyway, just writing about how I am able to survive from this lockdown, coz someday I might miss this. This is my 21st day, no work, just  stayed home (as in boarding house)—ALONE.  I was kinda stranded in here due to the road closure from here and there. Honestly, “staying home”  is not  a big deal to me, in fact, I will be very grateful if it happens only in my home place.  With my nieces and nephews, surely I wouldn’t  mind a month long or even more Community Quarantine (for my case) . But unfortunately--- I'M NOT.  Wag ako maarte, still lucky that that's my only problem. 

But who says I’m sad??!! (no one ofcourse haha)  I’m trying to make use and enjoy it… there are few moments I feel the annoyance of being so unproductive but I can easily sheer the mood into something else. 

So what's keeping me sane instead letting doldrums outsmart me?

I still wake up early to perform Fajar Salah then I’ll sleep back. I’ll rise from bed at around 8:30 am or every time I’ll feel a little headache, I'll jolt out of bed ... i need to keep myself moving. 

For my food,   sometimes I cook instant meals, sometimes I’ll just eat bread with cheese or Pineapple Jam, sometimes our Project In Charge will send me food,   sometimes I'll just let Food Panda saves the day. This morning,  I  had Bread and Apples with bagoong. 

Because I couldn’t go to the laundry shop, l wash two or three clothes almost everyday, this way I can get some sunshine in our clothesline area.

I don’t wanna spend the rest of the quarantine period by just watching movies, tv series, eating, washing the dishes, sleeping… so I thought of writing again. Anything  goes , at least my mind wont  get rotten haha.

I read those books resting on my shelf for long time. I finally finished that Chicken Soup for the Soul. Started reading a self improvement book by Dale Carnegie. Even read that Kids Bedtime Stories (intended for my niece when she grows up a little).. I'm not a bookworm, sometimes I stayed in NBS, dawdling around, quick reads,   then I'll buy some books but would only read them in times like this. Sometimes I read them loud as if I'm talking to someone. 

Constant calls from home is keeping me sane. Watching videos and scrolling pictures of my nieces and nephews cheering me up. Listening to my niece telling me (in struggling words) about "Ponyo" is a bliss..  I told my sister to let her watch that,  she'll like that..  And she did. 

Been active on social media..  Posting "mystories" then delete some in a bit realizing I'm being pathetic. I reconnect with old friends.. Text them or Chat with them..  Maybe they're annoyed already.  Haha..  Had this chat a while ago with Teh from SoKor,  and I didn't  know chatting with these effects can be this fun. My first. 

Daily,  I'm getting myself a little exercise too,  those basics.  I tried to search in Youtube, I saw it hard so I went back to basic haha (yung pang elementary na exercise).

I'm constantly checking my body temperature,  I'm enjoying the alarm signal on my digital thermometer even I don't feel any fever at all. Guess,  I'm appreciating small stuff. 

I've been active filling up my happy journal book nowadays. This should be done in a period of one year but I'm too lazy or been work- exhausted to give it a zeal. And today's phrase turns out this way. 
How will I make this day special?  How can I make it different?  In our boarding house,  we had our back gate which I never knew where it leads to..  I've been curious about it,  so today I walked there, went out and saw the road!.. Babaw lang noh?  Haha..  At least my curiousity for almost 4 years ended there. In that case,  I followed Pres.  Duterte's advice na baka may dipa nga ako napupuntahan .


I'm watching a lot of vlogs..  Reading not so famous peole's personal blogs too--I actually enjoy reading ordinary people's lifestyle and blah blah, it's more fun and realistic. 

Oh, and I had lots of selfies too for the last 21 days..  I don't know how tiktok works but I'm fine with selfies..  As this is the only face I'm constantly seeing recently. Just checking if I'm still looking well hehe. 

This is actually my comfort zone,  having my ME-TIME ever..  I might miss this someday so I'm looking at the brighter side.  in the coming days,  I still have lots of things to do... Like cleaning and organizing my closet, throw away trashes (I've been keeping for reason I don't know why),   getting the books done,  finish drawing the improvement or plan for my house,  and maybe more blogs??.. 

This Covid 19 Pandemic will soon be over Inshaallah.. And once the community quarantine will be lifted,    surely we'll get really busy. But for now,  lets beat anxiety (if in case it's hitting us) . 

See? It wasn’t lonely at all. Still here?  Really?  😊😊😊

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Solo Travel Photos Challenge


Without the current pandemic,  this season could have been best for us to pack our bags and travel. But we just can't,  the best place now to stay is our HOME and the least we can do is to reminisce the past :).

In order for me to keep my mind productive , I decided to create this Travel photos challenge. This way,  I could avoid whining about our current status and remind my self that sometime long ago,  I've been out of my comfort zone. 


I'll choose 30 solo travel pictures and I'll describe or just say anything about it in just 3 sentences, to avoid myself from so much blah blah blah..  Haha..  But I'm good at compound complex sentence too. Haha



So here are my life travel snapshots:


1
There is something about Train stations that  made me  love it so much. Not just because Trains bring us to different destinations. It's the only mode of transportation that won't let me feel worried if I get lost, board the wrong train or alight at wrong station, just carefree!   --- Kuala Lumpur,  Malaysia December 2014.  

2 
I remember the time I experienced riding a taxi  from this spot where the driver seemed to hate the world.  For a bit moment,  we felt that we're about to face an accident as he drove so fast and had sudden swerves and turns . That was a terrifying road experience but fortunately we had reached our next destination  safe and sound.  ---Macau February 2016

3

This was my most unplanned trip.  I spent a lot because we had only less than  two weeks preparation including the purchase of airfare tickets not to mention the  flight will fall on a Chinese New Year. I guess I was hypnotized by our impulsive Project Nurse haha,  my travel buddy that time. ---Hongkong February 2016.

4

When you're a "Probinsyana" who works in Manila for about 6 years,  surely you must have visited this place.  Actually,  I almost not,  and when I got there,  I had only about 4 hours.  My brother, my mom and her friends had a road trip from Mindanao to Luzon,  it was part of their destination,  so I hitched and filed a fake sick leave. -- Baguio, Philippines October 2014

5
This place is one of my favorite despite how hard for me to step down from those steep stairs of the various temples.  Simplicity, serenity,  cheap foods and accommodations surround the place.  It has an ambiance that makes me want to come back.  ---Siem Reap, Cambodia June 2014.

6

I always love the rain but not during this time.  It rained for the entire duration of the day trip that we needed to cancel other itineraries.  But it didn't really hurt so much since my RT airfare was just free due to Cebu Pacific delayed flights vouchers. --  Temple of Lea,  Cebu November 2018 

7

Here,  the distinction between their race and ours is quite fuzzy. People will talk to us in their language,  the funny thing is,  instead of explaining things to them in English,  my mom talked to them in our own local dialect too. Surprisingly,  they understood one another. Haha Jakarta,  Indonesia November 2018

8


After a tiring hike, we  rested here on our last stop, facing the sea that was once hit by 2004 tsunami, I was fondly watching these monkeys.  This was an all expense paid trip privilege of my brother in his previous job.  Our mom told us,  did you go to that place just to see monkeys when we have lots of monkeys here??  -in Penang, Malaysia March 2013.

9
I was reading  some blogs on where to escapade just nearby Manila,  so I bumped into this and there we go. The transportation has been rough,  we took a bus,  a jeepney and lastly thru tricycle,  we trudged the bumpy and rough road going to the beach proper. .  What's memorable is the bus ride going home,  it was a non air bus airing loudly some sort of country songs that made me feeling so emo,  like carefree! Haha - Calatagan Batangas, Philippines June 2015.

10

This was my first time to ask a stranger to take my photo and obviously I looked so  conscious. But despite how awkward my face  here,  deep inside I was so delighted to see the Sakura Trees upclose. It was a dream came true I traded for that jittery feeling I had to face in traveling solo. -- Osaka Japan April 2019

11
My family had a night accommodation in one of the resorts in GenSan where we were so disappointed on their beach.  The moment the sun came up we decided to leave the place and drove off somewhere.  After about two hour drive,  we reached this pristine beach, it was enchanting that time. --Sarangani , Philippines Dec 2012

12


Well, I couldn’t say much of this picture aside from I'm so thin here haha. All I could remember is, I traveled here with my brother because he’d never been here . That time,  the place was also covered with thick fog and just had this photo when it cleared out  – Tagaytay, Philippines July 2013

13

Next to Cherry blossom season,  autumn foliage caught my heart and I'm too gratified  that I pursued that trip I almost cancelled. I'm not that super girly type, but I didn't hesitate trying their traditional dress. In fact, I accidentally brought home the headband, now I'm keeping it as memorabilia. --Seoul, South Korea. November 2019

14


I didn’t really have a decent picture during our one night stopover in this place. Early in the morning while waiting for our next bus ride, we stroll around the famous streets here, not minding the drizzle.  The red buildings, the mosque adjacent to a church, the historic spots, the ship replica, that Taming Sari tower, and that brunch in MacDonalds I could remember so well.  ----Malacca,  Malaysia December 2014.

15

Seeing this photo still brings back that guilt I had.  I was travelling with my brother and my mom-- and she was scolding me because I let her walked too far under the heat of the sun searching for the main gate of the Golden Palace. But when we finally found it,  the main attraction was closed due to some event.  --Bangkok Thailand June 2016

16

By riding a ferry boat from Manila bay, we have reached this historical place that has played an important role during WWII. We were so stunned on how they preserved the Remains of the place and the details of every spots were discussed evidently by our Tour guide. Not only the Ruins and the countless canyons amazed us but also the tranquility  of the place despite the slight creepiness, and the overlooking beautiful sea scenery.- Corregidor Island, Philippines Oct 2014. 

17
We had a long holiday due to APEC summit, I couldn’t waste my time by just staying home. Boarded the night bus for about 7 hours,  we found ourselves arriving at dawn.  Later that day, we wandered and astonished by  this Spanish inspired street, finally. -- Vigan, Ilocos Sur Philippines November 2015 

18
I thought I'll be able to witness the frozen remains of the late Ferdinand Marcos just right behind that door. Unfortunately, viewing was temporarily closed due to power black out.  Not our lucky day,  so I wont be able see him as he is already buried now. --Ilocos Norte, Philippines November 2015.

19
This was my first far away leisure  travel that made me realized that travelling is truly a bliss.  The calms seas, the crystal clear waters, the fine sand, the enchanted river, the beautiful mountain views and that college friends I get to bond.  I can still remember swimming (I can’t swim) with life vest and been bitten by a fish because I keep on stepping on that stone where it lives. – Puerto Princesa Palawan, Philippines Oct 2010

20

I just loved this photo, don’t you?  Haha I was accompanying a broken hearted friend who took this shot, now I hope she’s fine. I still have to come back here coz I haven’t conquered yet the fear of sky cycling. –Eden Davao, Philippines April 2018 

21
 This is my shortest international trip that marked my passport within 24 hours only. The scorching kiss of the sun (their hottest season) almost blinded us to appreciate  the wonder of this place or could it be because our very own version is possessed  with equal magical charm or even better. What's unforgettable also is our tour guide whom I got so shocked when he revealed that his age is twice as how physically he looked like. ---Halong Bay,  Vietnam August 2019.

22
 This was the longest family trip we had. We got lost along the way that we even doubted the GPS. Aside from this beach escapade, we had the memorable road trip ever. Dakak,  Philippines July 2014

23

Surely, only a few have heard of this charming place. Getting here is about 3 hours express train from the Country's bustling capital.  I will never forget how I got awed by their captivating scenery, the surreal volcano craters, the mountains of tea plantations, the fascinating man-made parks, the geyser, that huge ship resto they call as Pinisi where I sat in this picture, and even the enchanting view you’ll see on the train . ---Bandung Indonesia November 2018

24

I always love to have a picture holding an umbrella because that means I'm enjoying the rain. But I'm not sure if this is counted or best time to play around sunflowers on a rainy day. I was with my nieces and nephews that time but i just can't let them join me. --Tupi,  South Cotabato Philippines June 2018

25

Indeed its true, once you see the Great Wall of China, then you’re done with this place. In this picture, I was just resting after trying to climb that highest spot on my back which I failed to. Being tagged as one of the World's Wonder,  what's really impressing but a bit disheartening  too are the stories behind the construction of this wall as narrated by our amiable Guide. Beijing,  China April 2017

26

 My first out of country is the picture on the left. It may looked like that I went back  here on the right picture because The Merlion was under construction on my first visit, but that wasn’t the main reason. My sister and I were trying to hit two countries at the same time, so that’s why.  Singapore August 2012 / December 2014.

27
This was our last night in this place after a long and adventurous day. We went to the iconic place where the animated movie Spirited Away was inspired.  In a crowded alley,  I got lost and separated from my group so we didn't have enough time to capture a picture on its most famed spot because we ran out of time looking for each other. ---Taipei,  Taiwan April 2018.

28

If I had regrets on this trip,  that is because we didn't bring extra clothes for dipping. After a long bus ride, and had a terrifying  experience as our small boat battled against the enraged waves, we had reached this bewitching paradise. We didn't intend to swim as this was just a day trip, but the majestic water was so inviting,  not to mention the  alluring mountains and greenery that surround it.  --- Anawangin Zambales,  Philippines August 2014

29


This photo was taken during my last few days in Luzon as I've already resigned from my job.  I just asked my friend to accompany me here before I  return to Mindanao.  I'm just so proud that this was constructed by my company that I'm about to leave that time.  Venice Grand Canal,  Philippines May 2016.

30

Though feeling drop dead tired, obviously on this picture,  I must stick to my tight itinerary. After my more than two hours bullet train  and almost cried locating my hostel,  I headed out to experience crossing the busiest pedestrian lane in the world. Then I got to see statue of Hachico but I did't have the courage to ask anyone to photograph me , so a selfie from afar will do haha-- Shibuya,  Tokyo Japan April 2019


Yay,  finally I'm done.. I know to some who are not really  fan of traveling might think I've been having an itchy feet.  But for those legit  Jet-setters  will think I've been to few so nothing to be proud about. But what matter is how grateful I am and looking forward for more travels after this Pandemic.  The truth is,  I'm such an introvert but it didn't stop me to wander. Ironically,  I both love just being home and being far away.  I haven't overcome my flight fright but that didn't hinder my passion to be somewhere I never been. 

Sometimes I'm a bit resentful that I should have invest sensible material things than travel but everytime I get to see old photos,  suddenly my regrets disappear. If it made me happy,  then that's worth a treasure. Haha

I think I made this post too long that surely I wasted your time.  And if you happened to reach the bottom,  thank you,  you made me feel that I shouldn't stop writing.  You maybe just one or two but it would keep me going. 





Friday, April 10, 2020

4.10.2020

In this time of crisis where mostly everyone is observing the lockdown in their respective homes, social media is very much active.  I can see variety of posts--some are just purely for Good vibes,  Challenges,  mind games,  random throwback photos,  and ofcourse some rants and complaints-- to their neighborhood,  to other people not their "class", to the government.. This Covid19 crisis really brings out the best and worst of people. I could hardly agree and disagree to some statements.  Maybe because indeed it's true we have different status in life so we see things differently.  

My heart goes to the poor who have nothing to eat at the moment (well I don't even know , or  shall I say I don't even care which Class I am) .. I couldn't even do anything about them,  I'm not super rich or something to give them  a lending hand. It annoys me too seeing sea of people on the streets during this community quarantine,  but who am I to question that?  I don't know their reasons,  surely they have, why would they risk their life for nothing? ..  O well,  except for those who were purely just hard headed. 

On the other hand,  I see the rants of these middle class people who boast so much of their paid taxes..  Some are even feeling jealous of the "poorest of the poor" because the government prioritized them.. Sigh.  I know the Poor shouldn't blame you if there are still food stored in your refrigerators!!  Are they blaming you??  I agree maybe they had flaws in life not to work HARD on days before this pandemic occured..  Maybe there were reasons too..  Well, except to those who are born naturally lazy and incompetent.  :(  

I'm paying my taxes too but it doesn't matter if it goes to the poor at this trying time,  if that's the only way I can help,  why not? I just hope the LGU are implementing their righteous function at the moment. That,  I can only hope. In some areas,  they're doing a good job. 

O people of the Philippines ,   we all need to understand one another and not throw hates to those in a state of stability. Not only this Virus will kill us,  our attitude,  envy/ jealousy will do. And if you are on that situation where everything is going well except you are pestered with the poor people,  just shut up and be grateful you're not on their position. 


I have so much of MAYBE's here coz I'm not all knowing, I have no idea what everyone is going through... (maybe I should shut up too haha). 

Meanwhile,   my only contribution is to stay home,  well,  I am,  alone in my boarding house room-- contented with my instant meals.  :)  On my regular days,  I'm supposed to be at real Home and playing with my nieces and nephews where no room for boredom..  But I'm not, and I'm totally fine (I must be) .. I'm having my best ME-Time ever..   Haha..  Lets make use of it,  this might not happen again on this generation.  Haha

Anyway I had a long introduction..  I never thought I could write that bit lengthy... Hehe..   What I actually just intend to do is to post this picture I captured a while ago.  I was hanging some clothes outside, an alibi to atleast feel the sunshine.  I don't know anyone in other rooms (coz I'm soo unfriendly haha)..  I don't want to look like crazy standing on the open doing nothing. 

This is beautiful..  Appreciating small things right?  But I dont think this is "small" because the sky is too wide.  Alhamdulillah.  I have not much at the moment, missing home terribly too..  But when I saw this,  I found it enough reason to be grateful. 

Beautiful friday everyone!  I'm just in the mood to be positive today.  Lets pray,  this Pandemic be over soon... InshaAllah.