SUPERSURF50 sucks!

....senya na, iritable lang... my sister wants to chat with me maya maya, so I decided to register to SUPERSURF50 of globe tattoo and it's so SUPERSLOW... nakakairita na nga!! ala talaga kwenta... hindi ata nila alam ang ibig sabihin ng "fastest" (ganon daw service nila)...

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may 12, 2010, 8:50am

Yesterday, one of our officemates informed us that she was hired as project coordinator in other company, so that means, she'll be leaving very soon... Nakakalungkot naman, the reason why I'm still staying is that yung mga kasabayan kng nahire dito, ok silang lahat, but syempre, we wont stop her since she was offered with a good benefits there..

Anyway, I must leave this company as soon as possible, I was the one who keeps on saying that I'll be resigning, e anong nangyayari, nauunahan na ako ng lahat.. lol..

Sige, enough for this, I'm in the office, I'm supposed to be busy on quantifying and costing two projects, Herrera Residence and Renovation of Luneta Hotel..

it's not gonna bring me down

... still in the office and I despise it... a person here wants to make me feel bad, but i wont let it happen, and I dont care.......... becoz i told my self this morning that no one's gonna bring me down!!

WALA LANG

..wala lang means a lot.... it's "so much" that i'll only end up to "wala lang"

writing is also been my outlet for my whatevers, as in kahit ano lang...

gaya ngayon, I had so much in mind kanina, but as I open my laptop, they all vanished...

wala lang...

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!

...Happy mother's day to my mom, my umi...... you might not know it,....but for me, You're the best mom in the world!!!!

GIRL IN A MIRROR

Then again, I saw this girl, in front of a mirror, wondering, hurting, confused... she thinks that the world is being cruel to her.. but I want to tell her that the world wont give a damn no matter how she'll grumble and break herself into pieces..  I feel so bad  that she thinks that her existence was a mistake, I want her to realize, that was never a mistake.. maybe she's blinded by her fears... I want to give her courage, but she wouldn't accept me, she wouldn't hear me.. I want her to be strong, I want her to face the world with confidence, I want her to see the beauty of the world... but she always has her reasons, her stupid reasons! she must stop putting her self into a melancholic mode, she's actually making her life miserable.... I pity her for not knowing and recognizing her real self... now, the least I can do is just hope and pray..... hope for her to bravely realize what she's been missing and what she must suppose to do...

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there was this girl I knew and I want to tell her to cheer up. I want to tell her that it's not world whose making her life miserable, that it was actually her choice. But I dont think she would believe me.. She must stop hurting or else she wont be able to see the beauty of life as well as the world.