My 2020 Eidl Fit'r

It's Ed'l Fit'r that marks the end of the Holy Month. Indeed it's true,  evils are being tied up during Ramadhan and now they are free,  it seems that they're responsible for me now feeling anxious.

I'm a little bit depressed at the moment,  and the reason I'm doing this write-up is to make myself feel better at the end of this.

Lets start this by acknowledging why I feel down. I never felt this heavy hearted since I started fasting last April 24..  Or even at the start of the quarantine last March 16 where I need to stay alone in my boarding house.. Home is just 4hour drive but I'm stranded. But I was okay,  enjoying my Me-time, I actually learned many things spiritually,  I didn't even miss working..  i was fine..  But today,  I felt bad.

Maybe because I was seeing a lot of family photos on the social media celebrating the Eid together, while I was on my own,  can't even get a fresh air outside,   it saddened me...it made me miss home so much.  I learned also that a colleague,  actually  younger than me,  is becoming really successful,  we have same profession and yet I can't be as successful as her..  She rewards herself by traveling a lot and that made me feel so envious..financially,  surely she is stable that she didn't even needs to work away from her home.  I can't be like her coz I'm not as confident and courageous as her. I'm not as friendly as her that she made a lot of connections.   So I pitied my self. Add to that is I'm not getting any younger.

So I think that's where it all started.  And I can't even talk to anyone to share how I feel at least could lessen this burden,  so I'm writing... as my way of talking to myself.

So now, we're on the part of resolving this. I know I'm being tested. So I'm proving it, overthinking and feeling envious is a task of evil. I must remind myself of the good thoughts I learned during Ramadan..

I must not be sad even I'm on my own during this Eid.. There are also other people who are alone at the moment, I'm not the only one. I must remember that there are people who are in worse condition that I am, some lost family members, some are struggling with this current Pandemic, some are really sick.  Sukor , I must be grateful that my family though are far, they are doing well. There are also other people who are not alone during this Eid but still lonely. Must remind myself that happiness is not always found with people. Often, it is found when it is just you and Almighy Allah. Soon, I'll be home, InshaAllah. This pandemic  will be over, InshaAllah.

Another important thing that nourished my relationship to the Almighty is Sab'r, yes that is Patience. I know my career wasn't really a success and that is because I'm so timid, introvert and not confident at all. I'm even resigning anytime soon due to some reasons I wont detail here... we're not also productive due to this covid virus.. so this means, soon I'll be jobless! which also mean goodbye travels??!! you know how I loved traveling.. it's my therapy!

But I'm resolving my thoughts now,  that's my purpose of writing this and not to get consumed by my lack of positiveness.  I know I'm at the stage of uncertainty, quiting my job at the wrong time maybe not a wise move. But this I believed my company and myself will achieve the mutual convenience. So there comes in my Sabr, surely the Almighty will guide me,  I just need to keep that faith. I must not doubt Him as I must not doubt myself.  Everything will be in place soon.  I must not feel jealous of other people's success and question why can't I be like that.  It would be a huge crisis if I keep on thinking that way.  Just be happy for them,  if I can't, then at least dont hope for them their downful,  that's a sin.  The Almighty gave that success to them,  wait for yours.  Never compare yourself to others,  it will only make us feel resentful.  As what the Desiderata said,  there will always be greater and lesser people than yourself.

And I must not think that my current career is a failure..  It might not be that kind of job that you'll get excited to report to everyday but I was paid with something I deserved, I met few friends, my salary let me  travel to different countries and had started building my house, it might not be as grandiose as others but its something I must be thankful about,  Sukor.  The Almighty loved those who are grateful of their blessings. Alhamdulillah.

I must be reminded that life will always test us, we must guard our attitude.  As this wordly things are just temporary, do not be so attached.. Our attitude and faith are keys to Hereafter.

Now I feel better.  As you can see,  I became so spiritually inclined.. I don't usually do that in my previous blogs.  One of the good things I enhanced during this quarantine is my FAITH.  It can give us comfort to any crisis.  ALHAMDULILLAH.

23 April 2020

Tomorrow is officially the start of Ramadan.  And today is supposedly the effectivity of my resignation so I can spend the holy month at Home.  But due to this Pandemic,  I was not able to go home.  I haven't submitted my resignation either coz I must have enough time to  turn over my task. 

But despite this situation.  I am grateful that we have come again to this month. I'm praying that all our sins we'll be forgiven and my prayers will be accepted.. I pray for my family's health and safety.  I pray also that wherever my career or decision leads me to, the Almighty will approve and bless it,  that I will deserve it. He may guide me the right path.  And lastly,  I pray that this pandemic will soon be over.

What's Keeping Me Sane during the Community Quarantine

Have you accidentally clicked the link and found yourself here? You can touch the back button coz this is  an uninteresting post.

Still here? Don’t blame  me if I bore you haha.

So, why I posted this lame blog on my FB account if I advise you to leave it? Wala lang, maybe there are others who are too bored and might be fascinated to know the whereabouts of someone like me on this Community Quarantine... just in case... 

Anyway, just writing about how I am able to survive from this lockdown, coz someday I might miss this. This is my 21^st day, no work, just  stayed home (as in boarding house)—ALONE.  I was kinda stranded in here due to the road closure from here and there. Honestly, “staying home”  is not  a big deal to me, in fact, I will be very grateful if it happens only in my home place.  With my nieces and nephews, surely I wouldn’t  mind a month long or even more Community Quarantine (for my case) . But unfortunately--- I'M NOT.  Wag ako maarte, still lucky that that's my only problem. 

But who says I’m sad??!! (no one ofcourse haha)  I’m trying to make use and enjoy it… there are few moments I feel the annoyance of being so unproductive but I can easily sheer the mood into something else. 

So what's keeping me sane instead letting doldrums outsmart me?

I still wake up early to perform Fajar Salah then I’ll sleep back. I’ll rise from bed at around 8:30 am or every time I’ll feel a little headache, I'll jolt out of bed ... i need to keep myself moving. 

For my food,   sometimes I cook instant meals, sometimes I’ll just eat bread with cheese or Pineapple Jam, sometimes our Project In Charge will send me food,   sometimes I'll just let Food Panda saves the day. This morning,  I  had Bread and Apples with bagoong. 

Because I couldn’t go to the laundry shop, l wash two or three clothes almost everyday, this way I can get some sunshine in our clothesline area.

I don’t wanna spend the rest of the quarantine period by just watching movies, tv series, eating, washing the dishes, sleeping… so I thought of writing again. Anything  goes , at least my mind wont  get rotten haha.

I read those books resting on my shelf for long time. I finally finished that Chicken Soup for the Soul. Started reading a self improvement book by Dale Carnegie. Even read that Kids Bedtime Stories (intended for my niece when she grows up a little).. I'm not a bookworm, sometimes I stayed in NBS, dawdling around, quick reads,   then I'll buy some books but would only read them in times like this. Sometimes I read them loud as if I'm talking to someone. 

Constant calls from home is keeping me sane. Watching videos and scrolling pictures of my nieces and nephews cheering me up. Listening to my niece telling me (in struggling words) about "Ponyo" is a bliss..  I told my sister to let her watch that,  she'll like that..  And she did. 

Been active on social media..  Posting "mystories" then delete some in a bit realizing I'm being pathetic. I reconnect with old friends.. Text them or Chat with them..  Maybe they're annoyed already.  Haha..  Had this chat a while ago with Teh from SoKor,  and I didn't  know chatting with these effects can be this fun. My first. 

Daily,  I'm getting myself a little exercise too,  those basics.  I tried to search in Youtube, I saw it hard so I went back to basic haha (yung pang elementary na exercise).

I'm constantly checking my body temperature,  I'm enjoying the alarm signal on my digital thermometer even I don't feel any fever at all. Guess,  I'm appreciating small stuff. 

I've been active filling up my happy journal book nowadays. This should be done in a period of one year but I'm too lazy or been work- exhausted to give it a zeal. And today's phrase turns out this way. 

How will I make this day special?  How can I make it different?  In our boarding house,  we had our back gate which I never knew where it leads to..  I've been curious about it,  so today I walked there, went out and saw the road!.. Babaw lang noh?  Haha..  At least my curiousity for almost 4 years ended there. In that case,  I followed Pres.  Duterte's advice na baka may dipa nga ako napupuntahan .

I'm watching a lot of vlogs..  Reading not so famous peole's personal blogs too--I actually enjoy reading ordinary people's lifestyle and blah blah, it's more fun and realistic. 

Oh, and I had lots of selfies too for the last 21 days..  I don't know how tiktok works but I'm fine with selfies..  As this is the only face I'm constantly seeing recently. Just checking if I'm still looking well hehe. 

This is actually my comfort zone,  having my ME-TIME ever..  I might miss this someday so I'm looking at the brighter side.  in the coming days,  I still have lots of things to do... Like cleaning and organizing my closet, throw away trashes (I've been keeping for reason I don't know why),   getting the books done,  finish drawing the improvement or plan for my house,  and maybe more blogs??.. 

This Covid 19 Pandemic will soon be over Inshaallah.. And once the community quarantine will be lifted,    surely we'll get really busy. But for now,  lets beat anxiety (if in case it's hitting us) . 

See? It wasn’t lonely at all. Still here?  Really?  😊😊😊

Solo Travel Photos Challenge

Without the current pandemic,  this season could have been best for us to pack our bags and travel. But we just can't,  the best place now to stay is our HOME and the least we can do is to reminisce the past :).

In order for me to keep my mind productive , I decided to create this Travel photos challenge. This way,  I could avoid whining about our current status and remind my self that sometime long ago,  I've been out of my comfort zone. 

I'll choose 30 solo travel pictures and I'll describe or just say anything about it in just 3 sentences, to avoid myself from so much blah blah blah..  Haha..  But I'm good at compound complex sentence too. Haha

So here are my life travel snapshots:

1

There is something about Train stations that  made me  love it so much. Not just because Trains bring us to different destinations. It's the only mode of transportation that won't let me feel worried if I get lost, board the wrong train or alight at wrong station, just carefree!   --- Kuala Lumpur,  Malaysia December 2014.  

2 

I remember the time I experienced riding a taxi  from this spot where the driver seemed to hate the world.  For a bit moment,  we felt that we're about to face an accident as he drove so fast and had sudden swerves and turns . That was a terrifying road experience but fortunately we had reached our next destination  safe and sound.  ---Macau February 2016

3

This was my most unplanned trip.  I spent a lot because we had only less than  two weeks preparation including the purchase of airfare tickets not to mention the  flight will fall on a Chinese New Year. I guess I was hypnotized by our impulsive Project Nurse haha,  my travel buddy that time. ---Hongkong February 2016.

4

When you're a "Probinsyana" who works in Manila for about 6 years,  surely you must have visited this place.  Actually,  I almost not,  and when I got there,  I had only about 4 hours.  My brother, my mom and her friends had a road trip from Mindanao to Luzon,  it was part of their destination,  so I hitched and filed a fake sick leave. -- Baguio, Philippines October 2014

5

This place is one of my favorite despite how hard for me to step down from those steep stairs of the various temples.  Simplicity, serenity,  cheap foods and accommodations surround the place.  It has an ambiance that makes me want to come back.  ---Siem Reap, Cambodia June 2014.

6

I always love the rain but not during this time.  It rained for the entire duration of the day trip that we needed to cancel other itineraries.  But it didn't really hurt so much since my RT airfare was just free due to Cebu Pacific delayed flights vouchers. --  Temple of Lea,  Cebu November 2018 

7

Here,  the distinction between their race and ours is quite fuzzy. People will talk to us in their language,  the funny thing is,  instead of explaining things to them in English,  my mom talked to them in our own local dialect too. Surprisingly,  they understood one another. Haha Jakarta,  Indonesia November 2018

8

After a tiring hike, we  rested here on our last stop, facing the sea that was once hit by 2004 tsunami, I was fondly watching these monkeys.  This was an all expense paid trip privilege of my brother in his previous job.  Our mom told us,  did you go to that place just to see monkeys when we have lots of monkeys here??  -in Penang, Malaysia March 2013.

9

I was reading  some blogs on where to escapade just nearby Manila,  so I bumped into this and there we go. The transportation has been rough,  we took a bus,  a jeepney and lastly thru tricycle,  we trudged the bumpy and rough road going to the beach proper. .  What's memorable is the bus ride going home,  it was a non air bus airing loudly some sort of country songs that made me feeling so emo,  like carefree! Haha - Calatagan Batangas, Philippines June 2015.

10

This was my first time to ask a stranger to take my photo and obviously I looked so  conscious. But despite how awkward my face  here,  deep inside I was so delighted to see the Sakura Trees upclose. It was a dream came true I traded for that jittery feeling I had to face in traveling solo. -- Osaka Japan April 2019

11

My family had a night accommodation in one of the resorts in GenSan where we were so disappointed on their beach.  The moment the sun came up we decided to leave the place and drove off somewhere.  After about two hour drive,  we reached this pristine beach, it was enchanting that time. --Sarangani , Philippines Dec 2012

12

Well, I couldn’t say much of this picture aside from I'm so thin here haha. All I could remember is, I traveled here with my brother because he’d never been here . That time,  the place was also covered with thick fog and just had this photo when it cleared out  – Tagaytay, Philippines July 2013

13

Next to Cherry blossom season,  autumn foliage caught my heart and I'm too gratified  that I pursued that trip I almost cancelled. I'm not that super girly type, but I didn't hesitate trying their traditional dress. In fact, I accidentally brought home the headband, now I'm keeping it as memorabilia. --Seoul, South Korea. November 2019

14

I didn’t really have a decent picture during our one night stopover in this place. Early in the morning while waiting for our next bus ride, we stroll around the famous streets here, not minding the drizzle.  The red buildings, the mosque adjacent to a church, the historic spots, the ship replica, that Taming Sari tower, and that brunch in MacDonalds I could remember so well.  ----Malacca,  Malaysia December 2014.

15

Seeing this photo still brings back that guilt I had.  I was travelling with my brother and my mom-- and she was scolding me because I let her walked too far under the heat of the sun searching for the main gate of the Golden Palace. But when we finally found it,  the main attraction was closed due to some event.  --Bangkok Thailand June 2016

16

By riding a ferry boat from Manila bay, we have reached this historical place that has played an important role during WWII. We were so stunned on how they preserved the Remains of the place and the details of every spots were discussed evidently by our Tour guide. Not only the Ruins and the countless canyons amazed us but also the tranquility  of the place despite the slight creepiness, and the overlooking beautiful sea scenery.- Corregidor Island, Philippines Oct 2014. 

17

We had a long holiday due to APEC summit, I couldn’t waste my time by just staying home. Boarded the night bus for about 7 hours,  we found ourselves arriving at dawn.  Later that day, we wandered and astonished by  this Spanish inspired street, finally. -- Vigan, Ilocos Sur Philippines November 2015 

18

I thought I'll be able to witness the frozen remains of the late Ferdinand Marcos just right behind that door. Unfortunately, viewing was temporarily closed due to power black out.  Not our lucky day,  so I wont be able see him as he is already buried now. --Ilocos Norte, Philippines November 2015.

19

This was my first far away leisure  travel that made me realized that travelling is truly a bliss.  The calms seas, the crystal clear waters, the fine sand, the enchanted river, the beautiful mountain views and that college friends I get to bond.  I can still remember swimming (I can’t swim) with life vest and been bitten by a fish because I keep on stepping on that stone where it lives. – Puerto Princesa Palawan, Philippines Oct 2010

20

I just loved this photo, don’t you?  Haha I was accompanying a broken hearted friend who took this shot, now I hope she’s fine. I still have to come back here coz I haven’t conquered yet the fear of sky cycling. –Eden Davao, Philippines April 2018 

21

 This is my shortest international trip that marked my passport within 24 hours only. The scorching kiss of the sun (their hottest season) almost blinded us to appreciate  the wonder of this place or could it be because our very own version is possessed  with equal magical charm or even better. What's unforgettable also is our tour guide whom I got so shocked when he revealed that his age is twice as how physically he looked like. ---Halong Bay,  Vietnam August 2019.

22

 This was the longest family trip we had. We got lost along the way that we even doubted the GPS. Aside from this beach escapade, we had the memorable road trip ever. Dakak,  Philippines July 2014

23

Surely, only a few have heard of this charming place. Getting here is about 3 hours express train from the Country's bustling capital.  I will never forget how I got awed by their captivating scenery, the surreal volcano craters, the mountains of tea plantations, the fascinating man-made parks, the geyser, that huge ship resto they call as Pinisi where I sat in this picture, and even the enchanting view you’ll see on the train . ---Bandung Indonesia November 2018

24

I always love to have a picture holding an umbrella because that means I'm enjoying the rain. But I'm not sure if this is counted or best time to play around sunflowers on a rainy day. I was with my nieces and nephews that time but i just can't let them join me. --Tupi,  South Cotabato Philippines June 2018

25

Indeed its true, once you see the Great Wall of China, then you’re done with this place. In this picture, I was just resting after trying to climb that highest spot on my back which I failed to. Being tagged as one of the World's Wonder,  what's really impressing but a bit disheartening  too are the stories behind the construction of this wall as narrated by our amiable Guide. Beijing,  China April 2017

26

 My first out of country is the picture on the left. It may looked like that I went back  here on the right picture because The Merlion was under construction on my first visit, but that wasn’t the main reason. My sister and I were trying to hit two countries at the same time, so that’s why.  Singapore August 2012 / December 2014.

27

This was our last night in this place after a long and adventurous day. We went to the iconic place where the animated movie Spirited Away was inspired.  In a crowded alley,  I got lost and separated from my group so we didn't have enough time to capture a picture on its most famed spot because we ran out of time looking for each other. ---Taipei,  Taiwan April 2018.

28

If I had regrets on this trip,  that is because we didn't bring extra clothes for dipping. After a long bus ride, and had a terrifying  experience as our small boat battled against the enraged waves, we had reached this bewitching paradise. We didn't intend to swim as this was just a day trip, but the majestic water was so inviting,  not to mention the  alluring mountains and greenery that surround it.  --- Anawangin Zambales,  Philippines August 2014

29

This photo was taken during my last few days in Luzon as I've already resigned from my job.  I just asked my friend to accompany me here before I  return to Mindanao.  I'm just so proud that this was constructed by my company that I'm about to leave that time.  Venice Grand Canal,  Philippines May 2016.

30

Though feeling drop dead tired, obviously on this picture,  I must stick to my tight itinerary. After my more than two hours bullet train  and almost cried locating my hostel,  I headed out to experience crossing the busiest pedestrian lane in the world. Then I got to see statue of Hachico but I did't have the courage to ask anyone to photograph me , so a selfie from afar will do haha-- Shibuya,  Tokyo Japan April 2019

Yay,  finally I'm done.. I know to some who are not really  fan of traveling might think I've been having an itchy feet.  But for those legit  Jet-setters  will think I've been to few so nothing to be proud about. But what matter is how grateful I am and looking forward for more travels after this Pandemic.  The truth is,  I'm such an introvert but it didn't stop me to wander. Ironically,  I both love just being home and being far away.  I haven't overcome my flight fright but that didn't hinder my passion to be somewhere I never been. 

Sometimes I'm a bit resentful that I should have invest sensible material things than travel but everytime I get to see old photos,  suddenly my regrets disappear. If it made me happy,  then that's worth a treasure. Haha

I think I made this post too long that surely I wasted your time.  And if you happened to reach the bottom,  thank you,  you made me feel that I shouldn't stop writing.  You maybe just one or two but it would keep me going. 

4.10.2020

In this time of crisis where mostly everyone is observing the lockdown in their respective homes, social media is very much active.  I can see variety of posts--some are just purely for Good vibes,  Challenges,  mind games,  random throwback photos,  and ofcourse some rants and complaints-- to their neighborhood,  to other people not their "class", to the government.. This Covid19 crisis really brings out the best and worst of people. I could hardly agree and disagree to some statements.  Maybe because indeed it's true we have different status in life so we see things differently.  

My heart goes to the poor who have nothing to eat at the moment (well I don't even know , or  shall I say I don't even care which Class I am) .. I couldn't even do anything about them,  I'm not super rich or something to give them  a lending hand. It annoys me too seeing sea of people on the streets during this community quarantine,  but who am I to question that?  I don't know their reasons,  surely they have, why would they risk their life for nothing? ..  O well,  except for those who were purely just hard headed. 

On the other hand,  I see the rants of these middle class people who boast so much of their paid taxes..  Some are even feeling jealous of the "poorest of the poor" because the government prioritized them.. Sigh.  I know the Poor shouldn't blame you if there are still food stored in your refrigerators!!  Are they blaming you??  I agree maybe they had flaws in life not to work HARD on days before this pandemic occured..  Maybe there were reasons too..  Well, except to those who are born naturally lazy and incompetent.  :(  

I'm paying my taxes too but it doesn't matter if it goes to the poor at this trying time,  if that's the only way I can help,  why not? I just hope the LGU are implementing their righteous function at the moment. That,  I can only hope. In some areas,  they're doing a good job. 

O people of the Philippines ,   we all need to understand one another and not throw hates to those in a state of stability. Not only this Virus will kill us,  our attitude,  envy/ jealousy will do. And if you are on that situation where everything is going well except you are pestered with the poor people,  just shut up and be grateful you're not on their position. 

I have so much of MAYBE's here coz I'm not all knowing, I have no idea what everyone is going through... (maybe I should shut up too haha). 

Meanwhile,   my only contribution is to stay home,  well,  I am,  alone in my boarding house room-- contented with my instant meals.  :)  On my regular days,  I'm supposed to be at real Home and playing with my nieces and nephews where no room for boredom..  But I'm not, and I'm totally fine (I must be) .. I'm having my best ME-Time ever..   Haha..  Lets make use of it,  this might not happen again on this generation.  Haha

Anyway I had a long introduction..  I never thought I could write that bit lengthy... Hehe..   What I actually just intend to do is to post this picture I captured a while ago.  I was hanging some clothes outside, an alibi to atleast feel the sunshine.  I don't know anyone in other rooms (coz I'm soo unfriendly haha)..  I don't want to look like crazy standing on the open doing nothing. 

This is beautiful..  Appreciating small things right?  But I dont think this is "small" because the sky is too wide.  Alhamdulillah.  I have not much at the moment, missing home terribly too..  But when I saw this,  I found it enough reason to be grateful. 

Beautiful friday everyone!  I'm just in the mood to be positive today.  Lets pray,  this Pandemic be over soon... InshaAllah. 

Reading back Old Blogs

I was kinda bored so I read back my old posts here in blogger and I'm feeling awkward with some articles I wrote. How in the world I came up with such thoughts? Did I really feel that then?  haha..  For a brief moment, I wanted to delete them coz I couldn't believe myself, I could "ew" myself for writing such.. hahaha... But maybe I shouldn't, I should keep them... I must not regret about it, coz for sure  that's really how I need to cope up or express my feelings right at that moment...

Though some thoughts still means to me, I still feel the same way, I just learned how to deal with it..

There are some post that could still make me smile. 

This is my diary anyway, I still want to write but I'm kinda losing my senses .. What?

Haha..

Unproductive Working due to Corona Virus

Our office here in Davao is still operating though it isn't that productive because our Head Office in Manila is on "Work Shut Down"  due to the enhanced community quarantine.. yesterday I couldn't do anything fruitful, I got bored a composed an email to my friend:

My email:

Dear  Teh,

It's kinda boring here now in the office, you know how much "used" I am in over working. I'm feeling guilty if I'm not doing anything important , I should be guilty by now, but how can I? haha I should be sending corporate emails of reports and important matters by now, but instead I'm composing an email to a friend, well, that's you.

 I have something to do naman but not that critical, like I can do it later, or I may not all.. I remember my early days in my present company where hours seems to run like forever coz I'm not doing anything (di pa kase full blast nun)... like 7am palang nun, I want it to be 4pm na.

Anyway, why I'm not doing anything essential or productive right now? Well, our Head office is on "Work Shut Down" now due to the extreme enhanced community quarantine in Luzon (ofcourse, it's all because of the COVID-19). Our operation is also affected here in Davao, I can't submit & follow up payments to our Treasury, I can't create & follow up Purchase Requisitions to our Procurement, I can't generate and request reports with our Accounting... No one is sending or requesting me to send this and that..  in short, we're also a bit paralyzed here in Mindanao . 

Well, possibly, anytime soon we'll declare shut down too here in Davao (but I pray the situation won't get worst). Most of the establishments already stopped operating. Of course who wouldn't love breaks from work?? I'd love to but honestly, I don't wanna stay either in our Boarding House for a long period of time, couple of days will do pero pag matagal sasakit lang ulo ko.. hays... I've no problem being quarantined, even if it's  Month long... as long as I'm HOME --- I'll never get tired and bored playing with my nieces and nephews... But I can't go home either. Another problem if I have to be "Boarding House quarantined" is I might starve to death.. haha.. my rice cooker is already misbehaving, I have an electronic stove but I don't cook rice there.. (laki ng problema ko).. haha

Anyway, it's almost 3pm, maybe I need to do some filing works... I must clean my area coz I couldn't do it on a regular day... this is the perfect time, walang mga storbo from Manila People.

Thanks for reading my email.

Yours Truly,

Ash :)