to be near you

i like this song... i wish I could dedicate this to someone... hehehehe... but no one

 

Are you just a habit
Or some kind of addiction
Can't seem to get you out of my system
What good you have done to me
Feels so stuck like glue
Turn the pages in my head. there's only you

I don't care
I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

Am I truly hopeless
Am I be pathetic
Are you aware of my existence
Would you mean everything to me
If you spend a little time
Could you given to me with an ease resistance

Ahhh...

I would do anything
I would go anywhere to be near you
I would do anything, go anywhere
I don't care
I would do anything, anything, go anywhere
I don't care to be near you
Just to be near you

the rules of my site

Hi.. welcome here..  anyway, i create this page not to gain more friends.... my facebook, friendster and GMN account are my accounts intended for such... but if you’ll add me up here, that’s highly appreciated.. you are very much welcome to leave your comments here. This page is supposed to be privatized... maybe someday... I still want to express and share my whatevers here.. Some entries are open to anyone, some are intended only for my self since they are so much confidential, some are for those people who know me well, my friends... some should be privatized too, coz it might degrade my personality, hahaha... but I rather not, I want the world to know... sometimes, it really feels good to share your thoughts and opinions to others... although, there are moments I mocked myself when I review them and realized how crazy I am to came up with those ideas that I want to scratch them up... really moody... anyway, I’ll write anything here, whatever I want, anything goes,... it’s really a habit.. this website can be the reflection of my soul.... so.......thanks for dropping by... add me up? Tnx! ;)

what do people think of you

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Brave

You are outgoing, which means you probably have a lot of different friends, and people love that you have the guts to do and say.
If people call you weirdo for being you, that's ok, because who cares what they think!

 

brave??? me?? its  the result of the quiz i participated in facebook... i maybe outgoing and weirdo but I guess... i am not that brave... maybe a lil.. haha

to give up or not to give up

When to know you must give up?? They said, you must hold on to things you are so eager to have...  what if it wasn’t meant for you?..... then your time wasted... what about the virtue of  patience?..... it’s all about waiting..... endurance ...... what for?? How will you know youre in the right track?......... if you give up, you might regret... what if you gave up on the 30th  day...... and what you waited for came on the following day???....you’ll tell me, it wasn’t meant to be.....

Well, since no one will answer me here... i’ll answer the question whose also raised by me....well, that’s what life all about is... no one can ever forsee  the future... even fortune tellers tell us that we are still the one whose responsible for the fate in our palms! So, what are we suppose to do now?? Maybe, do what we think that could make us happy.... and hell, with the consequences! Haha.. if you are tired of whatever, then do something else... life is too short, you might be waiting for the rest of your life!!!... but if you’re happy of waiting, then be it!!! ........you always hear the thought of “it wasn’t  meant for you”,  but this one really effective.... coz we have no choice to.... just believe it instead of growling and grumbling around... the world wont give a damn listening to your complains... whether your hurt or not, it will continue rotating and revolving... haha.. about the regret matter, no doubt, this really what hinders us to take risk... but are we not regretting when everything is too late in not doing any action...? we need to give a try... we need to take actions.. we will not be able to know if we’re trudging the right path if we wont keep on moving... whether the things we stew and fret about will happen or never... at least we do what we ought to do ... afterall life is about failing and winning...  and one thing, if you ever trudge the wrong way, surely there’s a path there to take you to the right way... Faith will light our way....

Anyway, comments there? Sometimes it’s good to hear encouraging words from others than to your very own self...

the art of being alone

art of being alone? an art? hahaha... i just think so... well, i am literally alone now, in this small room in my boarding house...  doing nothing but this... talking to my self, writing anything here.. and a friend is chatting with me right now... do i love it?? it's okay, if you have money.. but i quit my job and now... who do you expect to finance me?? my parents again... the thought disgusts me, im already 24, I should earn my own living... but they want me too resign too from that previous job of mine..

okay... back to the topic.. alone... you know, my life can be the most boring one.. im alone here, no friends....at least im learning now to mingle with the other borders... at least from zero, I  can now count the words I utter verbally...

at first, its independency... total freedom... oopps, but I can say its not total freedom if you're money is limited, you're still not free... I dont want to ask money anymore to my parents so I need to limit my expenses... i' m starting to hate it.. im being stagnant here..  I need to do this blogs inorder not to forget everything i know.... do i know anything?? hehehe.. whatever

sngd room1 in pink

 why are we in pink? let me remember............. parang trip lng ata to eh.. hehe.. ah! RS boys invited us for their tribute and valentines celebration ata... I was not supposed to go because exams and requirements on parade... and Im a graduating stud that time... but ate bems was so makulit... I must give my self a break dw... eh the truth is lagi nman akong nagbbreak.. I just dont like to attend such kind of event... kill joy noh??? tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. anyway, ate bems took the picture.. hehe

my family picture

my aya and umi (father and mother) and my 5 brothers and my only 1 sister.