4th day of Feb ba ngayon?

Will you tell me to sleep???? Mukha na akong zombie! Haha

GOOD NIGHT!

Feelingera!

Just so amazing how my mood changes today.. feeling nervous,  feeling flattered, feeling beautiful (wahaha.. papalag ka? Minsan lang akong ganto..yes kana haha) feeling relieved, feeling happy, feeling confused, feeling impatient, feeling  a little bit annoyed, feeling stupid... and now I'm feeling tired...

Good night!

P.S. feeling loved?? Chos! Diko sure. Haha

1st of Feb

I just hope I made the right decision today... no regrets.. that I hope and pray..

Good night!

31st of January

7:35 PM

After a long tiring day today.. I headed to my father's hotel room... I wish I could freeze the time because I don't want tomorrow comes... :(

30 Jan 16

I do believe that... (pang beauty queen lang ang intro. Haha)....that there are truly good about everyday.. kahit pa parang ang hirap ihakbang ng mga paa mo papunta kung saan ka man papunta.. I may sound not serious, pero seryoso ako! Haha...

This morning, I woke up early, as in really early na yung 5am saken, because I'm supposed to have a breakfast date with Dinah at NAIA3 before her flight to CDO.. She got only 4 hours layover from her connecting flight from Singapore.. kelangan ko rin kaseng makuha yung Australian currency I asked her as her pasalubong.. oo, pwede namang bumili non! But its the thought that counts... tsaka I wanna see her din naman, it's been so long since our last meet up..  unfortunately, her flight was delayed kaya di na nagtagpo yung oras namin... kaya ayun, antok na antok ako.. di rin kami nagkita.

Pero sabi ko nga , there are small things that could make us happy.. kahit saglit lang... example? While walking this morning on my way to work, a kitten was following a woman fondly... kala ko alaga nya, ang cute nya eh... parang ang saya nung miming... pero humiwalay din sya dun sa babae, tumakbo sya sa direction ko... ang cute nga nya, I wanted to touch it, at ilagay sa bag ko (lol) but somebody owns it maybe, kase my ribbon sya sa leeg.. that brief moment I saw it turned my heavy steps lighter.

Then nakasabay ko ulit si Mela sa bus.. ang saya kaya ng pakiramdam..  sa nakakastress na byahe, may kasabay ka, pati na rin sa pagtawid dun sa nakakamatay na tawiran.. ahaha

What else? This impulsive decision I'm making.. go na! Haha

antok nako. Good night!

29th of Jan

I think I failed today in so many ways, I think I've done what I can do but it wasn't good enough.. chos!

But I don't care!!

Good night still!

28 Jan 16

4:16pm
I'm in a stage of confusing myself.. haha!... and these random thoughts disturb me in the middle of my "I don't know which to do first"...   and that dream I had last night still haunts me... yeah, maybe "haunts" is really the right term... why do I have to dream of people who should be out my system anyway.... ??? Yung tipong, ginugulo na nga nila pag iisip ko sa totoong buhay, pati ba naman sa panaginip?? Haha...  bakit ba kase??? Errrr.. chos lang!

10:00pm
At the staffhouse...  I've been having overtime these past few days.. due to cost reports.. medyo madugo yung report dito... like we are doing 19 reports!! Because this project has 19 separate contracts...  tapos ang gulo pa.. lam mo yung magulo tapos nakikita mo yung mali.. I have to tell them what I know but not really pushing them, mas lalong not dictating what they should..  I don't wanna be someone doing things na di naman nila nakasanayan gawin.. basta... ayoko rin masyadong mainvolve dito.. dahil gusto ko ng umalis dito. Haha.. ayan nanaman ako..

10:10pm
Good night!