huhuhu

I cried tonight, and it’s because of this 17 yr old 1“bubbly” boy, American Idol season 9 contestant… why bubbly? Because he said he’s not bubbly when the men in charge to their music had played the wrong song when he’s about to sing, yeah, they played bubbly instead of his piece… but he’s bubbly anyway!

 

What made me cry? He did not make on the top 24, he’s reaction broke my heart, as well as his ever supportive mom… I hope he can recover, and wouldn’t stop loving music and singing.

sorry that im complaining again

Hey, don’t hate me for complaining.. yes,  I’m about to… My current job is not that bad, but not my ideal one… I just received my first salary today.. but the thought of earning a not so good amount hurts me so bad…. Especially that I heard some of my officemates whom I had the same status is earning a salary higher than mine….. not to mention that I had already a working experience before this… I want to find another one, but that would mean, I would risk a good working relationship with my co-employees since they are so good…

TATTOO!!

errrrr.... im so irritated with my globe tattoo broadband right now... panira ng moment! it keeps on disconnecting!!!

An Interview

9:49AM 03Feb2010

 

An Interview

 

 

I’m nervous! And I hate the feeling… it will be a usual interview and there are more situations to be feared of than this… I’ve been to many interviews, but this one, its making me feel not ease and unconfident. (Bakit Kaya?)

 

MDCC-ICMI, I saw there hiring last Sunday on the Manila Bulletin and sent an email on the same day. Last night I received a text message informing me to attend an interview today at 2pm. I even call them this morning to ask for a direction since I never been to Paranaque… The guy who answered me gave me this- ride LRT to Baclaran, and when I get there, I will look for a jeepney with sign board Alabang-Baclaran-Zapote and tell the driver to drop me at Arias Compound (unsure with the spelling), from there I would take a little walk to their office.. I hope the guy is reliable, I checked on their website, MDCC-ICMI is located at Makati.. ( trying to comfort my self, that maybe that’s their another branch, in their text message, the position is Makati based, though the interview is at PQUE).

 

LOL. I’m kinda paranoid in here.. Maybe I’ am writing this so somebody would find me, in case of me, missing (wag naman sana, ano ba pinagsasabi ko?!)

 

Okay, I’m going in there, Ash, it’s just an ordinary interview, just like what you’ve been thru before……. It would gonna be fine….

 

 

4:55 PM

 

 

Just got back here in our room… and are you excited to know what had happened??... Well, consider this as my worst day in Manila… It wasn’t about the interview because I didn’t even try it… I was lost!  Ain’t that frustrating…?.. Now I know why I felt that outlandish this morning. I never thought I would be unable to find my way, I never anticipated that… I left the house at 12:00 noon just to make sure I would not be late to my 2pm scheduled interview… At three pm, I’m still circling around, losing my way. I even called the company for the second time around, but the address they gave to me is not familiar to the drivers… damn! Or maybe I didn’t hear it right, the direction… darn it! That’s truly a waste…of time and money…I feel really bad now…

 

Okay, maybe it wasn’t meant for me……. Better luck next time…

stupid joyride

Well, it wasn’t supposed to be a joyride but it went out that way! Parang bumili lang ako ng “V Fresh” chewing gum sa  Tandang Sora, Quezon City from Sta. Ana, Manila.. I supposed to submit almost 10 job applications in Quezon City, 3 particularly in Tandang Sora…

While on the bus going to Tandang Sora (first time kong pupunta dun), I was kinda irritated with the traffic jam and the fact that medyo malayo nga pala talaga and Tandang Sora from here. Imagine I left our apartment around 1 pm and got back 4:30 pm… I didn’t do anything at Tandang Sora when I got there, just walked a little, bought the abovementioned gum and not even single application ang naipasa ko… That made it stupid, my real purpose of going there was suddenly gone like pricked balloon! Well, maybe I lost my appetite because I can’t imagine my self working that far, hassle masyado yun. I don’t consider transferring apartment now, I need to adjust first by living with a friend in my current apartment… pero stupid pa rin, pwede naman siguro akong iassign sa ibang site… say yung malapit dito….whatever!

Yun na yun, fifty four peso fare was wasted!