Thoughts in Random

The hardest crisis in life is knowing that you don't know what you really want in life... when confusing thoughts strike you, you feel like you're about to break your sanity.. you just want to disappear and wish you know what to do the moment you get back in reality..

Everything is not easy, once you get something you thought would make you  happy but ends up still unsatisfied, you feel so oblivious. Random thoughts will drown you unless you resist.

You wished somebody must save you, you wait but end up in vain. The truth is, you're the only one to resolve this, to pick up the broken pieces of your life. Got no choice but stand again, face the world and have no option but  live... whether in miserable or glorious way....

 Life's quest for its sense is never ending until the very last drop of your breath....

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL

My night maybe dark right now and my star is cloaked with nimbus. Witches and goblins mock me and telling me I can’t make it. But I wont listen, I won be stopped. I love my life though I cursed it sometimes. It’s a life given to me, so it’s mine. Hazy and uncertain, I know it’s wonderful. I cried ocean of tears, broke my wings and fall, life is still beautiful. I may not be as pretty as those princesses in an enchanting castle, but I am fine. My prince, he might be lost, but I’ll be waiting, if he wont come, then that won't  cease me from smiling.

Life is not only about winning, it’s all about living. It can be meaningless if we let it be. No matter how complicated and mysterious it can be, it goes on… So why live it melancholic when you have the option not to…?

Perfectly imperfect it maybe, but life is still worth living. Today might not be what I want it to be, but  I won’t stop believing, someday, everything will be alright…

9 HARDEST TIMES

  I forgot where did I get this article, basta nakita ko na lng sa old notes ko.... Maybe somebody sent this to me thru text...So here it is with my personal comments..

 

9. BEING QUESTIONED WHEN YOU YOURSELF DONT UNDERSTAND

            -talaga!!! Lalo na when you act as if you really knew everything... Kaya dapat magpakatotoo na lng...

 

8. PRETENDING TO BE INNOCENT OF WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT

        -white lies okay pa... beyond that, nakakaguilty na.

 

7. TRYING TO FORGET SOMETHING YOU KNOW YOU NEVER WILL

        -it’s just like forcing yourself to sleep when you just cant sleep...hehe

 

6. ADMITTING YOU WERE WRONG AFTER YOU HAVE BEEN SO INSISTENT THAT YOU WERE RIGHT

        -ouch...  you can add it to the list of your most embarrassing moments...hehe.. or worst, u might lose your self confidence the next time around..... pero, how will you know nman na ur wrong if you wont try to express yourself.... and one thing, were not perfect... hindi pwedeng sa lahat na oras lagi tayong tama.

 

5. DEBATING WITH YOURSELF

        -I’ve been doing it many times.... I know it’s one of the hardest............ because I always end up confused....

 

4. ACCEPTING OF THE FACT THAT SOME THINGS ARE NOT MEANT TO BE

        -ofcourse, pero I believe that there’s a reason behind it...

 

3. TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU JUST CANT

        -yes...to the extent na sasakit na lang ulo mo... sometimes, understanding many things makes me realize na ang dami ko pang hindi alam... but, life is too short to spend it forcing yourself na intindihin ang mga bagay na di mo kayang intidihin... hehe.. it’s impossible to know everything... and usually you hardly comprehend on things that you’re not interested.... so, alam na mo na yun...

 

2. REALIZING THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TRICKED AFTER YOU’VE GIVEN YOUR WHOLE TRUST

        -absolutely right!!! So be cautious and careful in choosing the people you’ll give your trust with......... sa panahon ngayon, marami nang hindi mapagkakatiwalaan... mag-ingat sa illegal recruiters... hehe

 

1. PARTING AND LETTING GO OF SOMEONE YOU’VE LOVE ALL YOUR LIFE

        -agree that I can’t even give my comment........ pero ganon tlaga ang buhay...