The "lost files" is haunting me

.. Here I am again, crying over the spilt milk, after almost 2 weeks I had my laptop fixed due to those viruses that infected it, I had visited the shop where I had it  fixed, I asked them If they had kept a copy of those files I requested them to back up. Unfortunately, they don't have it anymore, blame me, why did I do this just today and not the moment after I had my laptop???

Actually I could remember that they asked me if those were the "only" files I wanted, I said yes without checking that the folder I placed in all those significant files were not as complete as before... (malay ko ba???!!)

I took care of those files for two years, and just like pricked balloon, they're gone.. I feel so zero now, I used those files for my reference,my guide, my memorabilia, my whatevers.... from my important engineering files down to my senseless thoughts,-- estimates, bill of quantities, projects, change orders, work-manpower-equipment schedules, charts, construction method, bidding documents, As-built plans, accomplishments reports, cover letters, request letters, resume, resignation letter, pictures and even my diary!!!---(I'm mentioning it, kase yun na lang ang ala ala ko.. huhu) I regret that I let my sister erased copy of those files when I gave her my USB..

So, what's the use of writing this down?????.. to blow that thought away... save them here and not to myself.... so, "lost files" stop haunting me..... anyway, restoring them is impossible now, but I can l always create and find new (syempre naman! diba??)

never a farewell

It’s 8pm of 16^th of January 2009, currently hearing the voice of my eldest brother singing with the song playing on his dvd player right now. Well, tomorrow I’ll be leaving home.. Of course I wouldn’t say that this would be my last Saturday nigh here, never! I’ll be back and praying that everything is still the same here at home. Well, I don’t know when will I be back…. I cant really tell right now, but absolutely I will..

I had a great day today, well same old stuff, same routine…. But we had a lunch there at KC, just me, my father and mother. A little shopping with my mom ...I’m supposed to buy a traveling bag but I haven’t found any… maybe I’ll used the old trolley bag of my mom, the one she bought in Saudi Arabia, when she had her pilgrimage.. that was 14 years ago, but still, the bag still looks great… and take note, that was the same bag I used when I went to college there in MSU nine years ago, and recently, yes just last year, my father used it when he had his pilgrimage… and now I’m using it again….there are lots of bag we purchased after fourteen years, but that’s the only bag that I think I can use tomorrow and might accommodate my things… (dapat bag ang title neto e.. hehe)

Enough for that, I am being called for dinner… garlic flavored chicken, here I come!!!!