Bitter Sweet 1st of November 2013

This week could have been my favourite, because I worked just 3 days due to the Holidays.. The only thing I hate about it is I get to think of random and unwanted thoughts... so expect this, this is another drama! haha... its making me feel better by doing this so just let me.. I couldn't stop those thoughts anyway even if I wont write them down.

So what I got today?? Aside from roaming around the city, getting lost too... I had watched 3 Asian movies...

First, a koren movie -- You're Noir, a story about a gang member who followed the wife of a prosecutor investigating about their gang.. He happens to fall inlove, no, he was already inlove with the woman, because she was once his teacher. Anyway, I cried at this movie even at the beginning when it was not worth my tear anyway,, haha, such a cry baby, maybe I just want to cry my heart out, just finding an excuse.. It has a sad ending, but at least I saw the sense of it. Their love didn't last, but it was so REAL. ;(

Second movie is a Thai movie, its my favourite for today, entitled Bangkok Traffic Love Story, its about a 30 year old lady feeling desperate about being last among her friends to tie a knot... Hahaha, so you might be thinking that I could relate huh?! I'm not 30 yet, but I'm about to, not desperate as well, just almost?? hahah.. no, I'm not! haha... I had a good laugh on this movie, and I think I drowned my myself with my own tears too. I just love the character of the guy on how he treasures the things that relates the two of them, not obviously though. But when he sent those stuffs with attached messages to her before he left for abroad, I was so touched and moved (hahaha).. Is there still a man on Earth would do that? haha.. But the later part was a bit frustrating, when he didn't show up instantly when he returned.. why can't he be man enough to show up and set things clear once and for all?? If they didn't accidentally bump at each other on the Train Station, then they wouldn't have a happy ending?? So maybe that's when Serendipity works. ;)

The third movie I watched is Duet, a Korean film. A girl, musician, who had a trip to England and fell inlove to her tour guide, also a photographer. I found it quiet boring I wasn't really attentive watching this. I was writing a letter for myself too at the same time... hehe.. I must be crazy! But I just love the music played in here, the voice of that girl is so serene... and England is enchanting! and that kind of trip I wish I could do as well.. Anyway, I said, I wasn't really on focus on this one, but I knew for sure, the ending was both happy and lonely. The guy catching up, trying to promise things on how they would have to meet each other again, but the girl said while crying that there might be changes along the way. Well, so people change really.

That's it.. Its been a long time since I had my comments on movies.. I haven't watched so much of love stories recently. It wasn't the right time I guess.. See how it made me cry??  hahaha.. errr.. so, dont mistaken this as my halloween special... 

Last night, I've watched Thor: Dark World, two thumbs up on that! And I think I'm loving Loki too.. haha, I can't wait to see the next part, I need to know if I should love him really or I was just deceived... you'll know why I say so when you'll reach the ending.

Good night! I'm so sleepy now you might find my words messed up..

Paolo Coelho's Words of Wisdom

Paolo Coelho is one of my favorite author but I haven't read most of his works, so I followed his fan page and here are my favorite quotes and script from him..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

To Someone Getting Old Today hehe ;)

Hey there,

I wish I could give you real flowers too, so it could brighten up your birthday.. but ofcourse I can't .. All I can do is to wish you a happy birthday! I know it would be hard because you are far from the people you care about, that's why I'm wishing you are.

I don't know what we have here, or how long would it last. It might end up sooner or later, it wouldn't be easy  I know, but I'm gonna take it. But as long as we can, as long as I can, as long as its possible, I'll be here for you no matter how far you are, no matter how uncertain things are. And if ever what we got here would have to reach its end, I would still be thankful I've met you, someday you will be someone I would always remember, someone who brought smiles on my face --like I'm a fool! Haha

You are my beautiful disaster, things are complicated between us, but you are making me happy, I hope you are too somehow.

Hey I'm sorry, if there were times I was mean to you, that you didn't even know it, I hope you'd understand. I was just trying to comfort myself coz I couldn't deceived myself that I didn't care at all.

Sorry for the drama, I think I ruined your day.. Hehe.. I hope I didn't, you're suppose to be happy... I didn't intend to be a spoiler here.. I want you to be just fine... I want you to smile for me coz that's the only gift I could give you right now.

I want you to know that I care, no matter how mean I was, or how mean you were hehe, I still care... and I'm always missing you.... 

Happy Birthday!

Your Princess.. ;)

Rest in Peace my Dear Laptop

After half a decade of serving me, the laptop my father gave me finally gave up on me.. And its breaking my heart! I brought it to a technician and he said he couldn't get it fixed... Maybe it has reached its end as well,  yep, nothing lasts forever, if I save its life now.. Sooner or later, it will stop functioning no matter what, its inevitable like everyone does... Hahaha.. Ang O.A ko noh? Its just a machine I know,  but it wasn't really the laptop itself I am sad about, the files stored in it... Is there a way to retrieve them? My back up office files, my most treasured pictures from here and there, my movies, my music, my dramas, my secrets(haha), my diaries... My resignation letters (haha),my  resume....etceteras... I couldn't  afford to lose them, but I think I lost them now.. I haven't  even upload back the pictures that i lost here when multiply shut down. And I can't do anything about it now but to let go of them..

Am I taking it so seriously? Should I not?.. Spare me this drama, this is just my way of comforting myself... Hehe.. Now, I'm letting it go. Rest in peace my beloved diary, my journal, my dearest laptop, keep my secrets safe with you..

             
Now, i'm just feeling glad that no matter how old school it is, i have this scrapbook of mine in case I wont be able to retrieve the files in my laptop.. ;(

 

selfie

Because my Instagram account is flooded with selfie pictures, I Think i need an extension here.. and I'm sorry.haha.. 

Why these people are addicted in being narcissist?? And i'm not tagging my self as an exemption coz look what i have done here... i thought i am sick today but still i managed to do this foolish "kulang sa pansin" thing.. hahaha..  now can somebody tell me why??

Honestly, sometimes i find it annoying seeing people taking a lot of pictures of themselves, so, irritating din pala ako?! Haha..  well, not all.. meron kasing O.A talaga kong makapagpost.. ako ba?? Wat do you think? Hehe.. yung iba okay lang naman, but there are some that are overdoing it.... guilty ata ako dun? 

Now its time to defend the perks of doing the selfie thing.. meron nga ba? Maybe, there is, as long as you think that you still look good on pictures, then take lang ng take.. sooner or later, things will change, i think you know what i mean.. pictures are memories.. 

now say chizzz! Haha

Yours Truly is On Sick Leave

My eyes feeling drained right now after reading back my blog entries..yes, i might be bored that made me do that.. 

as always, my previous and old posts could make me tell myself this after reading them back: "really? Vain! Ew! Haha! Di nga? Mean! Arte ha?! Spelling mo mali! Wrong grammar! Sama ng ugali mo! Nanaman? Hayst! Tsk tsk!"

Myself is my own critic as well... But i never been mad at myself for saying so, regrets- maybe, but what else can i do? I couldn't stop myself from feeling those echoses at that very moment.

Hayst, im having a hard time in typing this using my brother's ipad mini.. My laptop and his laptop too is not behaving well, ayaw na mag-power on nung saken... Baka gusto na talagang mgretire after 5 long years of serving me (thanks to my father).. 

I'm on my sick leave today, yah i'm not really feeling better, i have flu and I lost my voice!haha..i dont know but i love my voice if  its paos like this, kaso it hurts, i dont want to talk a lot, good thing i have no one to talk to.. Hehe...  I'm resting here that's why no matter how our Monthly Progress Billing is hauting me, im not entertaining it.. Bahala na bukas.

Thats all for now.

September 29 2013

So long! Hehe... 

Still i have my laptop unfixed yet.. and i dont wanna use my brother's' either, it needs to be fixed as well, nababaliw na rin... kaya ang ibig sabihin di na ako masyadong makakapag-emote.. haha.. im not that patient enough para magtyaga sa cellphone ko... hehe

Wala rin naman akong sasabihin... just wanna try using my phone in posting my corny drama here... hehe

today.. ive watched 3 movies-- Breakout, Long Weekend and Journey to the West... okay lang.. di naman ganon kaganda pero pwede ma rin.. hehe

then i went to robinson  mall to buy some stuffs and groceries... tapos yun na! Parang ang tamad lang noh? Hehe

good night!