Happy Friday D 13th!

Sabi mo wag kitang batiin sa facebook kaya dito na lang. Alam ko tamad ka magbasa, pero wala kang choice kundi basahin to...(basahin mo!!! Masasayang effort ko. Haha)

Dahil birthday mo, you deserve to know some things that I don't tell you everyday, kahit na alam mo naman siguro.. 

I want you to know that I am thankful we became friends, you are someone I never thought I would be comfortable with.. kase naman magkaiba tayo ng status sa buhay, iba yung mga paniniwala mo, ang ingay ingay mo at ang tahimik ko, medyo mahiyain ako medyo makapal yung face mo ahahaha, madrama ako ikaw hindi, ako tinutupad ko yung mga sinasabi ko ikaw you keep on changing your mind gaya ngayon sabi mo magpapakita ka di naman pala! Hmp! , may mga bagay na okay lang sa akin pero hindi okay sayo and vice versa! You know how annoying you are kapag mga ganong times! Kapag inaasar mo ako or iniinsist mo yung gusto mo, yung sinasamahan kita magpaikot ikot sa Mall pero wala ka naman palang bibilhin Haha.. lalo na kapag sinasabi mong dapat ganito ako, dapat ganon... and blah blah blah...  oo, you're so annoying sometimes, hahaha, but that tested our friendship.. ayos lang, dimo na kailangan baguhin yun, tanggap ko ng ganon ka, basta wag madalas ha, naiirita din ako... hehe.. at the end of the day, despite our differences, we still managed to keep our friendship alive, chos! alam ko kahit medyo iba yung response ko minsan, I'm still aware that you just want the best for me in your own way.. At kahit nasa ibang project kana..  dimo pa rin ako nakakalimutang kumustahin.. ahaha..  and I thank you for that.... salamat sa mga advices mo, at sa mga reminders mo... salamat din sa pagtyatyaga sa kaartehan ko, lam mo namang sa inyo ko lang ginagawa yun. 

You know what I admire about you?? The way how you balance things, how you value your family and your job at the same time. You may never handle things perfectly at may kung anu ano pang intriga, lam mo na hehe, you still get yourself composed and unaffected... keep that up! 

Madam Marj, keep safe always! Kayo ni buchuchay! Wag masyado magdiet kase wala namang effect haha!  Stay happy always.  Once again, thank you for being there, you may not be a perfect friend, wala naman kasing perfect, all I want from you is to be true, and I know you are.... 

If you need a friend, andito lang ako...  mamimiss kita, lipat staff house kana, magleleave ka pa.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you! mwahhhh! Hehe

Here's my most favorite photos of you... ganda mo jan ah! Hehe

Favorite ko rin to! Jayden, ikaw ba yan?

At eto pang mga pictures na to:

Yung mga moments na busy ako sa area ko at bigla na lang susulpot.. manggugulo, iinumin ang kape ko at mag-aaya umuwi kahit dipa ako tapos magtrabaho.

Pero isipin mo yun? Kahit busy ako, nakukuha pa rin natin magselfie??? Haha

Yung mga food trip natin na minsan napapawaldas tayo .. haha.. 

Salamat sa pagpipigil nyong wag umorder ng pork kase kasama nyo ko.

Eto yung nagulat tayo sa bill natin, napilitan akong gamitin yung credit card ko kase nadecline yung sayo kase expired naman pala! Haha

Salamat sa pagsama mo saken sa mga unlimited kainan pag gustong kong kumain ng marami dahil depress depresan ako.. nasisira ko diet mo! Haha

At marami pang iba.. nakakapagod magcaption.. alalahanin mo na lang kung saan saan at kelan tong mga to.

Ayun lang.. marami pang iba kaso nakakapagod din magcompile ! .. ang o.a ko noh?? Eto rin pagkakaiba natin, ang galing ko sa gantong kacornihan, ikaw hindi, yung letter na ginawa mo saken, 10.5 years mo ata bago natapos . haha.. 

Anyway, napahaba pa to, baka nakatulog kana... yun nga, dahil di ka nagpakita sa araw na to, yung gift ko sayo kay Lee ko na lang ibibigay . Haha... joke! Sige happy bday ulit!

12Feb15

Just so overwhelmed that the Ayala Entrance is now open!! Isang tawid na lang to glorietta.

11 Feb 15

Today:

5:50am
Finally I've decided, I'm not going to work today.. I'm upset, .. so I'm not feeling well... So I wont go to work.. ( devil smile?? Haha)

Although, I'm having a hard time everyday reporting at work, I still go to work, I still do what I should do.. kahit hindi ako masipag, nagmumukha akong masipag...I'm just being responsible. And its not me who run away from her task.. pero today I'm just really upset. Kaya magpapasaway muna ako... we had this conversation yesterday with my boss. He wanted me to attend a meeting na alam ko P.M yung dapat umattend.

Sir: oi, ikaw ang umattend bukas.
Ako: bakit ako? Pang P.M yun e. AYOKO
Sir: Kase inuutusan kita. Bakit ayaw mong pumunta?
Ako:  ayoko... marami akong gagawin tsaka meron naman schedule yung mga cost engineers para dun a
Sir: inuutusan nga kita, ang tigas ng ulo mo.

I shut my mouth, but i silently told my self.. "hindi lahat ng iuutos mo ay gagawin ko".

Haha.. i don't intend to go absent today... i don't wanna appear like i'm running away from attending the meeting ... (ayoko naman talaga! Haha).. but when i woke up this morning... narealize ko, ano naman kung maiisip nila yun?! Okay na rin na mafeel nila  na hindi ko gagawin lahat ng gusto nila..kesa makipag argue ako na di ako aattend sa meeting, di na lang ako papasok!.. minsan ko lang naman gawin to.. maybe its not the right attitude. But its not also right to be soooo trying hard to be perfect.

I'll take this day to renew may super expired na license na lang.

9:07pm
About 30 minutes ago when we got home.. my brother and I had bonding moment.. we renew our professional  licenses.. and we went to Robinson Mall... had merienda and watched movie... itreat ko raw sya kase resigned na raw xa??? What???. He mentioned to me that he's resigning, kala ko joke lang...  yes na, ako na ang manlilibre.

We're supposed to watch Jupiter Ascending but its no longer showing, wala ng ibang option..kaya kahit awkward manuod ng Pinoy love story with your brother, we watched "that thing called tadhana"... haha...

Honestly kahit medyo boring as what my brother said (pero ako, hindi naman nabored)...maganda naman yung movie, it was intriguing din kase...its about two people who met at the right timing despite their different views in destiny... yung isa naniniwalang pag mahal mo dapat gawin mo lahat at yung isa, naniniwala na hayaan na lang ang tadhana, kung kayo, kayo talaga.

 And because of this movie, I think I wanna go to Sagada... what about my tadhana? Hahaha.. nakakacorny yung mga ganong movie.. dapat nagsstick na lang ako sa mga horror, action, thriller at sci fi movies.. haha

And hey.. ang cute nito..kaya diko napigilang magpapicture.. haha... dont mind my graceless posture..

10:30 pm
late na..time to sleep... im gonna sleep well, kahit pa feeling ko, di ako papansinin ng boss ko bukas..

Good night!

7 Feb 15

YESTERDAY:

I'm supposed to blog last night but I was so tired and my head ached a bit when I reached home. We had our cost engineer's meeting, and you know how I hated being in the head office having meetings .. haha...

Aimee fetched me at the site so we could go together and had a chit chat on the way.. We talked about our Quantity Surveyors... we talked about how we missed our ex team mate, Jonathan, how he worked so well, how he made my life not so hard because he knows very well what he's been doing and I don't have to exert too much effort in supervising him... I've learned from him too, there are things he knows that I don't... I hope he's
 doing fine there in abroad.

As for my new QS, eerrr.. haha! I hope there's no way for him to find this website or else I might offend him.. he's too forgetful! I need to forcefully sharpen my not-so-keen memory because he keeps on forgetting the things I'm telling him, when I asked him about "this and that",  he would just stare at me for a couple of seconds as if I'm a big question mark!! Grrr... haha.. (buti na lang kamukha nya si Xian Lim.. ahaha)...  how  many times did I tell him to write things??!! (which sometimes he does naman)..  he's been with me for almost 3 months and yet, he keeps on interchanging things.. i keep on explaining things over and over again and he forgets that... feeling ko tuloy hindi rin ako effective... i don't find him exploring things on his own, he's doing what I am instructing him naman and was able to finish it but I don't see the eagerness in him... he dislikes what he is doing,  he hates filing, he hates paper works, he hates just sitting there!! Ramdam na ramdam ko yun and I'm disappointed. ... I don't want him to pretend that he loves the job but I hate him too for making me feel that he doesn't like what he is doing.. maybe he's good at other things, maybe he's better at site... but not on that position next to me.. naisstress lang lalo ako!! Kaya namimiss ko tuloy yung ex QS ko! I need someone like him... but it's exhausting to train someone new rin.

Change topic. Also yesterday, someone made me feel that being nice is nice...  sometimes, i hate being nice because people get to abuse you, or you'll be taken for granted... and i'm even feeling guilty for being such... now I'm atleast not.

TODAY:

Work mode. Music tripping. Grocery.. movie...

and good night!

4Feb15

Today:

Wala na akong masabi. Yan lang. That says it all.. Good night!

3 Feb 15

2:07pm... yes i'm busy and happy at the moment.. i don't know why.

6:55pm. Jollibee time! Haha

ako: picture tayo

sila: aiii... ayan nanaman.. haha

haha! E nakikiproject din naman sila.... alam na, pag kami nagkahiwahiwalay... at least maraming pictures..ahaha

8:04pm

home!

 10:23pm

oo nga naman pala, I haven't said my good night pa pala.. so here's my good night hug for anyone who might needs it.. ahaha..  guess, I'm just really happy today.. 

And.. saying something to someone about what you feel is much better than keeping it.. siguro nga i've kept so much.. hahaha..  good night again.... sleep well -- whoever you are! :) 

1st Day of February

How was your first day of February? Mine started with these funny faces.. it's like I couldn't get out of my bed this morning  if I won't do it.. haha.. vain?! I know.. spare me this one, minsan lang naman.. haha.. minsan lang ba? Yah, I heard you! I just want pictures of myself, yes a lot of it, annoying I know but I'm sorry  i cant help it .... because sooner or later, I might look different... like when wrinkles invades my face.. haha

Then accomplished my Sunday task.. a little cleaning, pick and deliver my laundry, cooked something for breakfast, cooked spaghetti, yes and a lot of food tripping.... I was feeling great today I ate a lot... unlike other people, they eat a lot when stressed, depressed and upset... but in my case, I do the otherwise... I can't eat well when I feel bad.

Then had a movie marathon... I started it last night... and because I missed me saying my comments on movies.. not really reviews because I'm no good at criticizing or examining the quality of movies,  just what I do remember about them... here they are,  it would be quick, I'm a little sleepy..... 

John Wick -- it was okay, or maybe I expected too much because its  Keeanu Reeve's, and his other movies are way too extravagant than this... but the dog here, too adorable.

American Sniper -- nice one... but not too nice for me when my QS told me that he found it too much nice.. he overrates it.. haha.. para saken ha!

Equalizer - a saying by Mark Twain at the beginning.. two best things in life are the day you were born and the day you'll know why.. so I got curious how it relates to the movie, and had figured it out.

The Hobbit 3 -- you'll know its real love when it hurts so much???

Dawn of the Planet of the Apes -- surprisingly, I loved it! This is my favorite among the five.. I never expected I would enjoy it... it made me laugh sometimes and find it like " oh my, apes with a gun??? And they could speak??? What a joke" Haha... but I got the message.. sometimes you don't have to look literally on the content of the movie, look deeper. While watching it,   reminded me of this conflict happening now in Mindanao, why did I say so??? Just watch it!

That's my first day of February.. anyway, For some, its the love month... for me??  it's only the second month of the year and will suranother bloody valentine.. hahaha..

and now, I'm really sleepy. GOOD NIGHT!