The Worst Interview

I think I had my worst interview today...  I was processing my clearance and one of the executives will sign on it, but I was expecting that maybe the secretary will do the signing... but I was wrong... it's our President... wahhhhhh!!! I wasn't prepared,  no one told me about this...

Why are you resigning? - he asked me.. I answered him with this and that... but he wanted more answer.... and I ended up saying, "I'm not happy anymore"... then he laughed...  damaged has been done, I felt that I shouldn't have said it.. he was the President!! How could I told him that?... am I being unprofessional?? .. I just hope he'll forget about that... he'll forget about that girl tactlessly told him that she wasn't happy at his company.. I hope he won't mention that to our Area Manager....

but.. though I'm quiet regretful for saying those things, there's some part of me comforting me saying that it was okay... I've said it and it's done, I was just being straightforward.. there's nothing wrong in saying I'm unhappy... most employees leave their job because they are not fulfilled and happy... and I've said it without flowery words...

I'm okay.

Mr. President, yes, I'm not happy anymore I have to go... I'm sorry.

Good night!

Officially Unemployed!

Before they might forget about me.. let me post my last few moments with my officemates

1st of June

I had a scheduled reconciliation today with our Project Cost Accountant that was supposed to be last Monday.. (FYI last Monday was my official last day at work) ... but since he was "on leave" he requested it to be scheduled today... I texted him this morning asking him what time he would report to work... he replied 1pm.... and I reached our head office at past 1pm and he wasn't there.... and I got this:

 Who won't get annoyed??? (O.A na nga ako sa pagmamalasakit eh.. I'm reporting to work this whole week unpaid!! Pero okay lang saken kase ayoko ko nga ng magulo yung iiwanan kong files... pero yung accountant namin nakakainis!! ... oo nga.. pakasama raw pakiramdam.. sige na nga)..

But the good side was, I processed my clearance... buti naman at marami ng nakapirma.. I had talked to our Engineering head.. asking me why o why?? With our Purchasing Manager too who's been so nice too... at kung sino sino pa sa head office.. yung iba diko naman kilala... yung iba medyo kilala ko naman.. at nakakatuwang kahit papano eh may pakialam sila sa resignation ko. Hehe.. chos lang! Anyway, it's all I wanted.. yung aalis akong cleared.

I left our head office early, I stroll around Trinoma to kill the time.. then I found myself at the Powerbooks.. bigla kong naalala, nung nagsubmit ako ng requirements for my employment at this company almost 6 years ago, tumambay din ako at the same Powerbooks.. lunch break kase non... tapos ngayon tumatambay nanaman ako pero yung clearance ko ang hawak ko..

Yun lang. GOOD NIGHT!

28th of May (pero na 29 na ngayon)

The OJT's  (On the Job Training Students) were taking a lot of pictures today...  so this was kinda nahagip lang ako..  anyway, di naman ako yung issue but my messy table... last two days ko na sa present company ko pero ganto pa rin kagulo yung table ko?? Hayst... mukhang maeextend talaga ako till the whole week next week( and that's unpaid!)... I have a reconciliation with accounting on Wednesday and turn over maybe Friday..hayst... yes na.. And I'm fixing the other files para di mahirapan yung iiwanan ko.. Naks! Ang dakila noh?? Ako na yung may "Malasakit" Haha... hindi naman sa ganon...ayoko lang maging irresponsible.. I hate it when people are being irresponsible.. bat ko naman gagawin yung mga bagay na alam kong pag sa aken ginawa eh maiinis ako... masyado rin kase akong naging busy kaya diko masyado natutukan ang turn over.. kelan ba akon hindi naging busy?

This was last night.. Because I'm counting the days...

Good night!

My Last 7 Days!

30th of May would be my last day at work and still at this very moment I'm a bit unsure if not extending was a right decision.... or maybe I'm just not used to refuse at some people's request.... but at some point, I'm proud of myself too... napanindigan ko desisyon ko.. Yey! :)

I'm gonna miss these people... that's the only thing that made this so tough for me... I used to think that I don't really worth anything that much, but knowing they wanted me to stay... that I matter  somehow... that they wanna be with me a bit longer are just the thoughts that make me think -- I do exist.. THANKS... So, though leaving breaks my heart, I can still feel that smile in my face somehow.. indeed my six years aren't that wasted... I have to go now.

By the way,  how I'd spend my last few days in Manila? Honestly, I'm still really busy, I don't wanna leave my task messed up... So there goes my proper turn over...

Explore Metro Manila??? I'm being attentive these few weeks..it's whether on a taxi, train, bus or jeepney... I looked at the window like I'm memorizing every details of the view..  and when it comes to people, I talked to them as if I won't be seeing them anymore, dramatic I know.. but shouldn't we be spending our everyday as if  it's our last??? ( a part of me is saying.. wag ka nga masyadong magdrama.. di ka pa madedeads! Haha.. but who knows??? Anong pinagsasabi ko??).

There were times in our lives where we put reservations, yung tipong akala mo may pagkakataon pa so you won't give your best shot, you missed to say the things you wished to say believing there are more chances... or you put aside the things you love kala mo may time pa... yun pala wala na, last mo na yun! .. hugot ba ito?? Basta..

I'm just facing a new chapter of my life, medyo doubtful and emotional lang... kaya medyo maarte..  pasensya na.

Tomorrow is my exit interview nga pala..  just wish me luck.. I may say the right words to say..

And G.O.T... that Hodor stuff as in (Hold the Door), I'm affected much! Hehe

GOOD NIGHT!

22 May 2016

My day started with this selfie while waiting for my turn to take a bath.. yeah its filtered  para di masyadong halata yung nangingintab kong pagmumukha dahil kagigising ko lang.. haha!

So obviously, I slept over at Margaux's place because I so missed her fried chicken.. (thanks teh!)

Then at lunch,  I met an old friend belle at Ali Mall... while waiting for her, I decided to sing all by self at Timezone... annoying lang, may naglalampungang magjowa sa kabilang room (haha..bitter??).. di kase ako makapagconcentrate kumanta.. destructive sila.. haha... what's most annoying are those people na muntik ng pumasok sa cubicle ko kase akala walang tao... gusto kong sabihang,, "may tao oh.. mag isa nga lang ako, ano naman?? Kaya kong kumanta mag-isa.. pwede naman yun diba??!!!!". Haha.. just a little praning.. natatawa lang ako.. awkward ba talagang nag ta timezone mag isa?? Keber!! Pero nahiya din ako bigla.. so I went out, and had stayed at foodcourt, drafted that floor/elevation plan my father is requesting me to do long time ago na.. pasaway e.

So, there came Belle with her family.. we had chit chat... explained to her my reason for my resignation... blah blah blah tapos uwi na....

Tapos, inaantok na ako ngayon kaya kahit gusto ko pa magblog.. tatapusin ko na...

GOOD NIGHT!

20 ba ngayon?? or 21?

Bonding moment with these two because I've got few days left ..... then I don't know when will I see them again...

Anyway, I'm home.. minsan mabait din pala saken ang tadhana, the rain poured heavily when I got home.. wala kase akong dalang payong!!

Okay lang namang maulanan kung pauwi naman ako kaso I brought my things with me...

GOOD NIGHT!