25 Sept 16

When was the last time I blogged?? tagal na rin ah.. eh wala eh, wala akong ma-say.. so ngayon may mase-say ako?? haha.. wala rin, baka namiss mo lang kase ako... baka dahil inactive ako eh tanggalin na ako ng blogger sa system. haha.. actually, marami naman akong gustong ikwento kaya lang di naman interesting.. (chos! as if naman interesting yung mga blogs ko. haha)... so in case namiss nyo mga selfies ko na namissed ko rin ipost... eto yun.. may pagmumukha for the last two weeks maybe.. haha..

Today.. I missed my niece... nangapitbahay kase sya dun sa kabilang lola nya kaya ginabi na ng uwi.. Yung pamangkin kong yun, mawalay lang ng saglit, namimiss ko na.. big girl na sya pero wala pa ring hair...

Today , there was a commotion in our compound.. my cousin dragged four boys because he caught them stealing money at my brother's computer shop... basta.. ang gulo... but it was settled already.

Today dahil wala si baby... eto muna kabonding ko. These kittens playing with my ugly foot.

Today... eto yung higlight... I cooked spaghetti... and I'm so proud to say, delisyoso!! ( chamba! haha... )

I thought I'll be forever terrible in cooking, kase I made pancakes the other day (first time!) And tadaan! Eto kinalabasan...

Yeah.. pancakes yan! Don't confuse yourself. Haha

Sige good night na!

9.15.16

It's been a rough week for me but that moment I saw my niece face smiling at me (after not seing her for 3 straight days) just swept my stresses away... I missed her so much...

She's such a blessing!

The Nightmare

NIGHTMARE

I saw you in my dreams last night

You're so near yet we're seems so miles apart

In the sea of people, you stand out

You we're trying to tell me something

But i heard no words from you

Then suddenly, the crowd faded  

We're left alone, but still no words from you

I tried to look at you but you can't even look into my                    eyes                    

I'm losing my patience, and that mysterious feeling I felt for you slowly turns to pain

Then you were gone

Just like that, you were gone

So I woke up, and realized that I just had another nightmare of you.

23rd of August

Nagbablog ako pag meron akong problema, pag nababother ako, pag malungkot ako, pag sobrang saya ko, pag broken hearted ako, pag bored ako, pag inlove kunwari ako, pag naiinis ako, pag naiirita ako,  pag may nagawa akong pagkakamali......  minsan nagbblog ako para makatulog lang...

But I haven't written so much since I went home.. baka nasa static stage lang yung buhay ko dito... or maybe too occupied with other things I didn't find time to write... or baka wla lang talaga... but today, baka di ako makatulog pag diko sinulat to... sa iba sobrang babaw lang nito.. but to me.. it's a shame! Haha

This morning, someone sent me a message thru viber then I wondered why he didn't respond on my last message (pagoodbye lang ba).... so I read back our conversation just now... wahhhhhh!! Kaya pala, I didn't realize it right away na di pala ako ang sinasabihan nya ng "ingat"... kundi yung sarili nya.. tama diba?

Kakahiya naman, kaya pala di na nagreply.. for sure, he was laughing at me (like he used to)..  e kase, I didn't know how to converse with him... that's why when I saw the word "ingat"  naexcite ako na parang end of conversation na.. kaya  sabi ko ingat din sya...ahaha.. hindi naman sa ayaw ko syang kausap, as a matter of fact, I do missed him... kaya lang, dahil introvert ako, di ko alam anong sasabihin sa kanya... patawarin sana ako.. pasensya na talaga..haha

Ayun, makakatulog na ako..babaw ko noh?? Haha Good night!

17th of August na ba?

.......... sabi ko magsusulat ako today. Sabi ko lang pala yun .. anong oras na...

Good night na lang muna.

My 9th of August

Some Pizza and Ice Cream at home is enough to celebrate my birthday, it didn't have to be grandiose as Birthday Celebrations in our religion is  actually not tolerated.

But knowing who made a little effort in remembering me in this day was something I am grateful of..

Thanks to those who greeted me: 

Sheryl, Marj, Mac, Mela, Dinah, Jegs, Gords, Jeny, Jay r and Lee-- these people are the expected ones who would greet me, coz if they won't, magtatampo ako... haha.. it's as if they are obliged to, yung iba maiintindihan ko pag di ako binati pero sila hindi ko iintidihin, magtatampo talaga ako.. hahah.. chos lang.. but so glad, they did it.. I'm that kind of person who's not up to anything... it's not even the birthday thing that matters, but it's the thought of remembering your friends once in a while, kahit once a year lang... ayos na ako. Or else I will be the one to send a message like this one.

To FBB, APF and MEV -- my previous bosses, I don't really expect greetings from them, and it feels great when they did.

To my x-commercial team --Rona, May, Rovie and Liza.. thanks..

And those people I also met from my previous job -- Jards, Cloi, Cial, Aimee, Glends, Jonna, AK , Kai, Arleen, Che, Myrna, Christian, Bryan, Waldo, Erwin, Rose, Christian, maam lileth, maam leneth and Jonathan.

My college friends/ dorm mates/ - Cing, Chivs, Boh, Mua, ate bems, ate roh, Glaiz, Jay, Emma, Faids, Gords.

Also to, Arnie MJ, Lala, Vanj, Nana,  auntie bhed and Racici.

To those above mentioned people  thank you so much for sparing a little of your time in greeting me.. it means a lot to me.. medyo O.A ako sa pasasalamat, nagbablog pa...haha

And to facebook... thank you for reminding them..  Haha

So my 9th of August went like this..

Pizza and ice cream..

Bonding with my sister and my niece.

And took a lot of picture of myself... coz I have to admit courageously na ang mukhang eto ay tumatanders na.. haha  ... Charot!

Yun lang.

The Full Time BabySitter

Today is the 5th day that I'am babysitting my niece... Last Monday, my sister went back to work and her option when she returns to work is to bring my niece to her other side lola (her husband's mom who lives few kms from home)... and that would mean I'm gonna miss the baby kase sa gabi ko na lang sya makikita.. though we hired a nanny for her, but still my sister is not that panatag yet na iwan ang less than 2 month old na baby sa nanny.. But this week, most of the children at my in laws' house are sick so we can't bring the baby there... so I volunteered to watch over her... sabi ko, kaya ko na yan! Haha... though I'm so much inexperienced in babysitting, and she's an infant! But because I really love  this baby, I'm gonna do it.

Tadaannn!! 

( though the thought of "hey, you're an Engineer, why don't you find a new job????" And my other self would answer, " bakit ba??? Ayoko munang problemahin yan, I'm so enjoying my task now, and I love my pamangkin so much!" --so Help me God).

Look... she's enjoying watching her own video. I took a lot of video of her hoping I could catch her loud laughs...

And I have a new fan now. Haha.. Care to know what I was doing here? I'm trying to make her laugh kase umiiyak sya.. so I played a music.. then I danced... there goes my crazy moves... o diba naaliw sya?? Haha... she was looking at me like that... naisip nya siguro nya nababliw na yung tita  nya  haha.

As you can see, ang nipis ng hair ni baby.. F.Y.I, my sister and I, especially me, had so nipis hair too when we were little... ang tagal humaba ng hair ko.. baka mga 5 years old na siguro ako nagkahair.. hahaha... but I had a really thick hair now, my relatives told me na ngayon na lang daw bumawi yung buhok ko Haha...

Sige!