Wednesday, July 28, 2010

QSD FINALE

I just finished watching one of my favorite Korean TV series QSD, and as expected, the ending is really tragic..  This is the first series that made me cry for a couple of times, and I guess it also contributes to my mild sickness right now.. Yeah, absurd but true.. It truly plays a strong impact on me I even wanted to curse the writer for creating such… though it was based on the history of Korea.

One of the two major characters, Queen Seon Deok and Bidam died at the end, without clearing oneself. Bidam was deceived by his ambitious followers, they came up with a ploy, and "that" hurt him so much. His trust to the Queen became blurry, he was doublful and soon he was blinded by it. Actually the story portrayed the essence of trust. Though the Queen kept on saying that she trusted Bidam, still, that wasn’t easy for her too since Bidam is the son of the late Lady Mishil—QSD’s rival. And Bidam was aware of that, not to mention he was once a daunting specimen.  

Bidam was slaughtered in front of QSD by his used to be comrades before….He’s last word was QSD’s name. Bidam was the only man who still calls QSD by her ordinary name instead of “Majesty” , since calling her by her name is now prohibited since a Queen has no name. ..

When Bidam’s body touched the ground, QSD collapsed as well.. and not so long, she also passed away.

Well, I can’t detail everything… all I know is, I’m still hurting… (lol)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Thoughts in Random

The hardest crisis in life is knowing that you don't know what you really want in life... when confusing thoughts strike you, you feel like you're about to break your sanity.. you just want to disappear and wish you know what to do the moment you get back in reality..

Everything is not easy, once you get something you thought would make you  happy but ends up still unsatisfied, you feel so oblivious. Random thoughts will drown you unless you resist.

You wished somebody must save you, you wait but end up in vain. The truth is, you're the only one to resolve this, to pick up the broken pieces of your life. Got no choice but stand again, face the world and have no option but  live... whether in miserable or glorious way....

 Life's quest for its sense is never ending until the very last drop of your breath....

SUPER KALAN

just a while ago, we bought a super kalan since my brother and I are spending so much money in our daily meals... as in sobrang magastos.. But the danger that may cause by this "super kalan" scares me to death, para bang it might explode anytime.. I even imagine my self being flared up!!1 o, wag naman...

Anyway, magluluto nga ba kami??? Dapat lang.. and we chose to buy it instead the real stove kasi we dont know naman if we'll stay here for long, surely we're not... everything is only temporary...



Saturday, July 24, 2010

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

What I’m about to do reminds me of my childhood unforgettable movie, Hariet Spy.

This is about the people who work in my new found company..

Lets start with the Project Manager, Engr. Frizan, who seemed to be very serious when he interviewed me.. Well, in his case first impressions don’t last…. He’s such a jokey and teasing person. Ang kulit nga e…  But at the same time, he’s very strict in terms of our accomplishments and time management.

Then my immediate supervisor, Maam. M, our cost engineer, she’s very light and considerate. I hope she won’t change. And our PM kept on joking her about her being still single, as in No boyfriend at the age of 29….

My seatmate, Maam L., a civil engineer, who’s actually my senior as well… she’s kind but strict. She’s approachable naman, kaya nga lang, I cant understand her sometimes…. The way she teaches me … or maybe she can’t understand my point as well. (lol)… she’s a little pikon and mataray sometimes, you would mistaken her an old maid sa katarayan, but actually she’s not… she’s only 30, married, with two kids.

The chubby girl, Ms. T, an architect, I found her really friendly. She’s giving me advices and some information about the company, as well as the characteristic of those people who also worked there… (parang tsismis na rin..lol)

The charming girl, Ms. N, is sweet and polite. She’s an architect and also serves as our project secretary.

The irritating petit girl, Ms. A, naalibadbaran ako sa ingay nya!...  kulang ata sa pansin… her height and the way she makes noise is indirectly proportional.. (lol, peace!)

The immediate supervisor of these young architects, Maam AN—I think she’s choosy and a lil boastful.. But there were times, I saw kindness in her words…. Pero very often, parang once lang..  (lol)…

The super down to earth, Company president daughter, Maam LL. I thought she’s just an ordinary girl until they told me of her position.  She’s only 28, an architect, and she’s being trained as Project Manager of an International Museum project, but at  the moment dun muna sila sa project site. She’s very silent and so simple, a black beauty.

Ang isa pang maingay, Ms. T2… but unlike Ms. A, di naman ako naiirita sa kanya.

The boys---- sa dami  nila, diko pa sila kilala lahat.. And wala akong first impression sa kanila… They outnumbered us, that’s why, giving impressions to them is confusing and time consuming.. (lol)

Anyway, those are just my first impressions… I’ve got a long way to know them better…

 

10/25/2010

So, it’s more that three months had passed since I wrote this. So, asking me if first impression lasts? Well, not really, especially to the case of  Maam AN, she’s actually not that  boastful, it’s just her way, and she’s actually uhm fine…

But Ms. T resigned. Main reason is because of  Maam AN, they had  this conflict unresolved, dati pa naman diba? Kaso this time, it went worse. .. Don’t want to detail everything, but I am sure that both of them are responsible, di talaga sila nagkeclick!

And I am no longer irritated with Ms. A, maingay lang talaga sya.

Finally, the boys, still got no comment on that but at least I know all their names now.. ;)

That’s all folks!

 

DISCOVERY PRIMEA



this is our project that will rise soon here.........

Saturday, July 17, 2010

greatest goal

asking me what my great goal is???? or how would I be truly happy??

Aside from my childhood and until now next to impossible dream..... I would love to travel around the world... to see beautiful scenery... to know the life out there.... to explore new things....

but this one would truly fulfill my living..... A pilgrimage to Mecca with my family, especially my umi and aya.... kinda possible, I need a move!