Ramadhan Mubarak

Best time to observe the fasting during Ramadhan is with your family, but I've been doing it for so many years  away from them, away from people with same religion and  culture as mine.. 

Its hard for me especially when I have my work and I will be the one to prepare my food when I'll get to my apartment.. (in other Muslim areas, work schedules are minimized but not my schedule here) then I will wake up at dawn.. (sometimes I couldn't wake up and no one's waking me up.. just my alarm), unlikely when you're home, somebody's helping me out.. But its okay, I'm just saying that no matter how tough it is I'm not excusing myself from doing so and I should accept it because its part of my fasting...

This month is when most Muslims are rejoicing, its been said that Gates to Heaven are open and Hell is closing. It's one of the most awaited months despite the fact that you have to starve your self at day and restrain from doing other things that you you usually do.. Its also the best time to repent, to ask forgiveness, to forgive, to get cleansed and renewed and to get your self free from unwanted thoughts.

I know I'm still ignorant about my religion, I still have to learn more. I'm being ashamed not to answer queries about Islam and its making me guilty. I maybe wrongly worship God, maybe I'm not doing it in the proper way but I believed in Him at the way  I can  and I am trying...

 Its difficult, mostly when you live in a place surrounded by things that drag me far from my belief, but I was really trying hard to avoid what is forbidden.. despite me being human, I'm still remembering not to be sinful and that I must be kind..

I know by now, I still couldn't stand firmly and couldn't fight back when people criticize our religion, maybe I'm not at position yet to do my rebuttals  against those who don't really understand,  to those who are being judgmental, to those who see only what they wanna see,  but someday I hope I could..

In this month of Ramadhan, I hope I can also be forgiven by God and by people whom I wronged with... I'm also trying my best to ease the hate and the negative energy from my deepest.. So help me God.

RAMADHAN MUBARAK TO ALL!

My readings for today:

Overfed with Shake Shake Fries!!!

Dahil may signal na!

 My first received messages! --from my sister and my boss who's also overwhelmed na may signal na.

 Its been more than a year that I didn't have a working signal here at our office at the basement 4... may signal dati pero di naman nagwowork..  But finally, now its working!

Bat nga ba ako natuwa?? E wala naman akong katext.. hahaha... mas gamit ko yung wifi namin..

Dapat nga ba akong matuwa e wala na akong excuse sa mga makukulit na subcon, suppliers, pati yung h.o namin na diko narereceive yung mga messages nila! Haha.. im so bad.. joke lang pero medyo totoo..

Oo nga... ang babaw ko, pati eto pinopost ko.. ahaha

Parang Wanted Lang!!

Just got home... my friend asked me to accompany her to the globe store and to buy dress too... at dahil nainip ako sa kahihintay sa kanya sa fitting room... eto ang nangyari! Hahaha parang wanted lang..

Grabe na tong pagseselfie ko.. hindi na nakakabuti... hindi naman ako maganda... hahaha... di bale na.. ako lang naman nakakaalam.. at tsaka ikaw...  buti na lang di ka pwede magreklamo baka pinagtabuyan mo na rin ako.. wala namang ganung rules dito sa blogger na bawal to.

Good night!

Today's World's Most Bored Girl

Yes, I think I am the most bored person in the whole wide world today... but I'm not complaining... I'm okay...

I woke up late.. I cooked. Yes I did...

I just went out to pick up my laundry and send another bunch..

I had a merienda at Mc Donalds... shake shake fries my new favorite!

Then to complete my day... here's an annoying selfie from yours truly... just don't mind my pimples! Especially that one at the center... (parang dart board lang yung mukha ko.. bulls eye! Haha)... and the "I like Vigan" shirt, thanks to lee!

Wish I could go to Vigan too... and the places somewhere in the North... (pati na rin sa South, East and West haha).. hayst, I'm daydreamig again... I wish I am somewhere not here in my room... If time permits, I wish I could go travel more... and ofcourse I need lots and lots of money to waste... hahaha... If I'll win in a lottery, I'm gonna spend half of it circumscribing the globe, and ofcourse I'm gonna quit my job so I have all the time in the world... (tulog na ba ako?? Haha.. tsaka pano mangyayari yun, di naman ako tumataya sa lotto, so echos lang pala to).

I really wish I could before everything gets too late..

That's it!  Good night my dear diary!

Its too fast! Its Saturday

10:37am

I'm working.. yes, I am..  haha.. I'm just really sleepy..

I wanna know how would they want to have a coffee by nodw.

12:29 pm

Look, my review on Agoda about our hotel in cambodia... I wish I had written more.. haha

5:35PM

Just got home! I paid my bills and had some groceries at the nearby Save More... 

9:11 pm

Now watching Miracle in Cell #7...  will this really gonna make me cry? Nakakaiyak daw kase to.

11:23 pm

They won, I said I wont cry on this.. but I did.... sabi ko kase hindi mababaw yung luha ko (haha.. but i heard myself whispering, sinungaling! Ang babaw kaya ng luha mo! Haha)

Fine! But I think its a stupid movie, haha.. sorry to say, but I think it is... it made me feel outraged, it broke my heart and it made me burst into tears... in sympathy and in madness as well....  I hope I didn't make a negative impression in saying its a stupid one... It's nice but...... ewan ko, basta, diko maexplain.. haha...

The father was impaired and mentally challenged, plus the fact that he was innocent, and yet he was sentenced to death... is that possible?? Then it took ages  before he gain his justice, when everything was too late... kelangan lumaki muna yung anak nya... life indeed is unfair! Haha.. affected ako??!

Remember the last time I cried on a movie? Its the "Wedding Dress", and for me that's more heartbreaking than this one... I wasn't able to manage my tears from falling in front of my friends which I don't usually do, diko kinayang pigilan.. hahaha... but this time, I was crying all by myself, okay lang! Haha

That would  be all for today..

GOOD NIGHT!

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I think I heard myself laugh a lot today...

Then had this Friday Bonding Moment with my friends..

And a tambay to our Tambayan, its been a while since we had stopped by here... and this "inlabo" girl whom I thought I knew everything about her lovelife... di naman pala.. she just cracked her silence today na may boyfriend na pala sya...  anyway, we are happy for her, I'm happy for her, i hope that this is the moment she's been waiting for...

Goodnight!