Wake Me up When September Ends??

This day isn't for me... its tiring and annoying too... Had some sort of reconciliation with our cost consultant and owner's representative regarding our change orders almost the whole day... yung tipong binabalikan namin yung around 400 change orders/ additional works namin from the start of the project, eh tapos na nga yun e... I can't even remember some of it, yung iba kase ginawa lang ng mga naging QS ko... so, we have to review and make halungkat of the old files...

Tapos ang hirap pang sumakay pauwi ah, ang sakit ng paa ko sa kalalakad ah!

Tapos may nakakainis pa! Naku, bat may mga ganong klaseng tao?? Masaya ba talagang makasakit ng damdamin?? Chos! Haha... eh kase naman e.. eerr... why can't one thinks first before doing an action and or saying something, bahala sila! I don't wanna be like them anyway, sana talaga, di ako maging katulad nila... God bless them...

But if in case, unknowing or unintentionally I'm being mean too, e d sige.. tatanggapin ko, maybe I deserved to be treated the same way.

Ayan okay na ako... ako pa ba? hehe.. minsan kelangan ko lang talagang iexpress yung mga bagay bagay, para gumaan yung loob ko... minsan, di mo naman pwedeng sabihin sa taong involved, hindi sa lahat ng oras ay applicabale yung, "say what you feel!" Pag ganon yung case, sigaw mo na lang sa hangin, or para wala kang maistorbo, sulat mo na lang... its my way of comforting myself... I may sound crazy, but I'm not.. mukha lang.. hehe.. ganon naman talaga dapat diba? We must know how to take care of ourselves... friends are great, pero minsan dapat marunong din tayo solohin ang lahat.. di lahat ng oras anjan sila.. di lahat ng oras maipagkakatiwala mo sa iba yung kung ano man pinagdaraanan mo.. chos.. o.a ko naman.. hehe...  (lalo na kung wala ka naman masyadong friends kase yung ugali mo, ikaw mismo dimo maintindihan.. haha).... kelangan maging independent tayo.....

So for today, this one's for me..

Good night! Sleep well..

p.s. oo, walang connection yung title.. hehe

The Impulsive Buyers

It's not really that impulsive..  I was thinking of buying new stuffs naman talaga but not exactly today.. magdidinner lang sana kami at sya pupunta nanaman sa globe... Then I was just kinda kidding in telling her na I want to buy this and that... and then, the next thing is, tadaann! We shopped.. haha.. ayos lang,  we need to pamper ourselves minsan..

28th of September

6:55am

Good Morning! Ang aga ko today.. oo, Maaga na saken to... hehe.. The weather was gloomy kase kanina, ayokong abutin ng ulan.. Look ang lungkot na dito sa office.. walang tao... and yes, our office is messy..

This is my new seat... where I took this shot, and its kinda awkward in here because this is formerly our Project Manager and Area Manager's office.. haha.. they are here once in a while na lang... at para silang squatter pag andito kase wala na silang table.. ginusto nila yun eh.. gusto daw kase nila na ipakita na naglalayasan na kaming lahat ngayon.. hayst!.. As for me, gusto ko pa rin dun sa dating table ko where I can see the window at alam ko anong nangyayari or anong weather sa labas... sige, gotta get my self busy na... Lets seize this day! Carpe Diem!

12:15pm
Watching aldub again.. haha.. sorry naman..  U'm really having fun watching it

 Haynaku Alden! You're such! Ulit ulit nako.. ahahah..  you're making me act as if I'm 10 years younger.. when he cried singing that song, ramdam ko sya.. di totoo yung big boys don't cry.. or nakakaturn off yung ganon.. maybe he was just feeling grateful..  diba nga raw yung kasabihan na "Good things happen to good people".. eh para sa kanya, because he deserves it.. parang kilala ko sya personally noh?? Haha.. nasa aura at gestures lang kase nya... kung acting lang yun, eh di wow.. hehe...

4:15pm
Eating rice! Gutom e.. actually, I just had noodles before this.. good sign, minsan kase diko nafefeel gutom.. kapag ganon, pressured ako non, or depress depressan.. hehe.. ibig sabihin, chill lang ako today.

11:03 pm
So generally, hows your day? Mine? Surprisingly,  I didn't feel my Monday morning sickness..  Amazing, minsan lang mangyari yun... Busy day rin naman today, pero medyo may chance pumetiks... kapag masyado akong dumadaldal sa chat box...like this

 alams na! Hehe.. baka sa mga susunod na araw... zombie mode naman.. haha

GOOD NIGHT NA!! SLEEP.WELL!

27th of Sept

11:49am
When you're at someone else house at walang magawa.. this is some kinda of a scrap book I gave to teh (margaux) on her birthday... so I wrote something.

6:30pm
And it's also nice to be  at someone else's home, makikikain, makikimovie marathon... hehe

8:55pm
Home.. took the bus.. and ayaw ko pa sanang bumaba.. kaso kelangan na... if only Metro Manila is a safe place to roam around anytime I want, then I would love to tambay at the bus and just go anywhere I'm not familiar to... this saying today...

10:19pm

It's late but I don't wanna sleep yet..  I'm enjoying music tripping while it's raining.. writing too... yey! I'm half way there.. hehe.. and a selfie too.. napapadalas nanaman yung selfie ko.. kumikidlat pa naman.. baka tamaan pa ako... patawarin.. Haha

11:12

Today's quote I just heard from anywhere..

"Good things happen to good people"... good naman ako diba? Hehe

"Enjoy happiness, but not too overwhelmed by it to the extent you'll gonna hurt other people"..  -- minsan kase pag sobra tayong masaya.. nakakalimot tayo.. or the other way around.. pag masyado tayong malungkot.. nakakalimutan natin yung mga bagay na dapat nagpapasaya satin.. minsan nadadamamay pa natin yung ibang tao.. walang damay damay ui.. haha! Chosera! Dami kong arte.. Hehe

Hayst..late na talaga.. I need to sleep na. GOOD NIGHT NA.. SLEEP WELL...

Aldub u! haha

1:59pm

Buti na lang wala kaming pasok ngayon! I get to see the Aldub.. hahaha...

At kelangan may karamay pa.. haha... just nice to share that we are happy watching. Haha

During commercial break... dahil nababagot ako.. Diko maiwasang magselfie at magpabebe... sensya na.. haha!

Yuck ba?? Hahaha.. nakakairita lang, nagpabebe wave pa.. nahihiya rin ako sa sarili ko mismo pero wala akong pakialam.. haha.. tayo lang naman nakakaalam ng kaartehang to. Wahaha

3:05pm

Tapos na.. haha.. ang dami kong tawa... natawa ako sa 1 foot distance... natuwa ako sa mga lolas... natawa ako kay rhianna mayordoma... tsaka just wondering what's  the content of Maine's letter to alden...  ang baduy ko rin, nakikiuso lang... nagpapakacorny rin but This made my day.

..  Salamat sa Eat Bulaga.. :)

10:52pm

Here at Margaux and Lorain's place.... as usual nakikain at makikitulog... haha.. Mela was here too a while ago.. and at this very moment.. I'm watching back alden's singing God Gave Me You.. I'm sooo touched kase.. di ako makamove on.. haha... Aldub you na talaga! Haha

25th of September

Today: Stressed. Haggard. Meet up with the kulit boy jaden. SM MOA. Fireworks.

23rd of September

12:28
Stressed ako! I can't even feel that we are less that ten staff left in the office... because I've been doing something at every minute of my time..  busy mode nanaman ako!! Magmumukha nanaman akong zombie nito! Haha... mahirap nga talaga pag nag coclose out na..  and I don't have my assistant anymore.. naiinis ako!!

Lunch break... that somehow turns everything into a light mode... at least at some point of the day, I could smile and laugh. Stress reliever ko to.. hehe

Anyway, I'll just have to calm my senses.. nagiging irritable at masungit ako.. I must not! I'll try not to stress myself too much... I'll just do what I can do.. pag di kaya.. pag hindi enough ang time... I wont make it hard for myself, basta kaya ko to... work lang to... :)

6:00pm

Still at the office??!! Had a reconciliation and made the presentation for cost report tomorrow.. but I'm about to leave now..

8:35pm
 I just got home.. I had my dinner at Bonchon Ayala triangle... And when I told you a while ago that I 'll leave the office before 6, I lied... I was ready to go when Jonna, Cloivette and I enjoyed talking about scary stories (enjoyed?? Haha)... oo, ang tingin ko ang daldal ko kanina.. haha...  we were sharing our panghorror experiences... I think I left the office quarter to seven dahil lang dun... and I hope I could sleep well later....

11:00pm

Good night. Sleep well. :)