18Dec16

It feels good when someone you haven't seen for many years still recognizes you and even remembers your whole name. At SM this afternoon, a college mate and I crossed paths, iiral sana yung pagiging introvert ko na kunwari diko sya nakita ahaha... pero naalala ko, isa sya sa pinakamabait at pinakahumble at syempre pinakamatalinong kabatchmate ko nun.. di naman siguro nya ako dedeadmahin... So I looked at him, and he looked at me too, it took seconds after we admitted that "hey, we knew other"..  I smiled at him, he mentioned my complete first name and gave me a handshake ... He was a magna cumlaude (kung tama pagkaalala ko) in ECE..  parang natuwa naman syang nakita ako, yung iba kase baka sobrang yumabang na.. pero sya hindi, I saw his smile so genuine kase.. We had a quick chat.. I think he's working in Indonesia, and just having his vacation here...

Ayun lang, nakakatuwa lang that someone hadn't changed.

So, good night!

14th of Dec

so I rather be like this, all alone in my room instead of attending that party. I'm a bit guilty for not attending, for being such a "kill joy"... but I really didn't want to go.

4Dec16

"Don't find your worth/value from other people" --- Vice Ganda said in GGV..

make sense.. minsan nadedegrade natin yung sarili natin dahil hindi tayo binibigyan ng halaga ng taong akala mo ay mahalaga ka.. (akala mo lang pala yun.. ahaha)... so dapat hindi natin binabase sa ibang tao yun, because some people are insensitive and they don't even mean what they've said.. or even they mean it, some are too coward to prove it... or baka dahil hindi ka naman talaga mahalaga... or baka.. diko alam bakit. hahahaha..

arte ko.. kasalanan to ni Vice Ganda..

Good night!

Tired but Happy

Minsan ayoko maging masaya kase baka may kapalit. or baka hindi rin naman magtatagal.... oo na! I always find negativity in a positive vibe.. ah basta!! I'mmm happy right now, Thank God... kahit I'm feeling so exhausted...

My First Sunday Blog in Davao City

7:31am
Hi! so it would be my first time to blog about my Sunday whereabouts here in Davao City. I woke up early so i could wash my uniform (kala ko never ko ng susuoting ulit, buti diko pa nadisposed and asked my brother to sent it thru LBC from Manila), my first time to wash my clothes here.. I'm so glad there's a laundry shop across the road of my boarding house so I could bring my other clothes there later on.

This week, I've done or felt something I wish I had blog about (kahit di naman importante).. so I'll sum it up below

*My previous Area Manager (nakakatuwa lang kinukumusta pa rin nya ako) sent me message thru Viber.

 *I got a call from Qatar... it was Lee.. and I think it lasted for 30minutes, minsan napuputol, choppy... and honestly, secret lang natin to... siguro mga 40% lang naintidihan ko sa kwento nya kase choppy sya.. but I just let him talk.. kase gusto nya talaga magkwento about his current situation in Qatar, at his work and blah blah.. sabi ko sige kwento ka lang, I know it feels good when someone listens to you kahit no comment lang ako.. kase nga diko masyado sya naiintidihan..  pero generally speaking, I got his point naman or why he was so eager to  tell me all of that.

*Walking alone Abreeza Mall. Nag grocery kase ako..tapos yung feeling na masaya na malungkot. Yes, I'm happy lonely here.. Kahit konti lang kaming staff dito sa new workplace ko, okay naman sila.. kaya lang walang prospect na magiging close friend ko na sasamahan ako magstroll tulad nila teh, marj at lee na kasama ko mga food trip... magvideoke.. mga ganon... pero masaya naman dito kahit malungkot. gets? at least pwede rin anytime umuwi ng bahay namin anytime i have to. I have highschool classmates here kaya lang iba na sila.. baka di na kami makarelate sa isat isa..

thats it!

7:58am
I'm hungry.. I'll try to cook... first time to use the electric stove. wish me luck!

9:15am
I succeed! done eating! alhamdulillah.

10:00am
Sent my laundry.. Went to G-Mall twice.. to NBS... To NCCC, to Uyanguren... nagshopping ako! haha...  Twice din akong kumain sa KFC... I want to eat somewhere else pero awkward pag mag-isa lang..

I'm missing my pamangkins so much.. watched my niece videos all over again..

Nyt!

21 ba today?

magkwekwento sana ako today as how I'm being happy lonely and tired but fulfilled today... yung mga ganon.

pero bukas na.

The 11 Days of Agony!

I couldn't find a better word to replace the term Agony... but being here in Manila is a bit torture for me.

Day1 (Nov 7)

--The driver who took me to airport this morning was caught overspeeding. First time to witness pangungutong.. pero okay na rin kase violation naman talaga yun... pag nakipagtalo pa sya.. maiiwan ako ng eroplano.
--The flight, I thank God for not much of turbulence.
--My humiliating cough, feeling ko kase pamahiin lang na wag uminom ng malalamig pag may ubo.
--My zombie look.. headed  straight to a meeting.
--Maam L. asked me if I would talk to maam J., why would I? may atraso ba ako? pano kung diko kausapin? bakit ko kakausapin? nakakainis naman.
--Feeling ko tumaba na ako.. but because I was so stressed nowadays, I couldn't eat well..pumayat nanaman ako.. pero ang sarap nung lunch namin.
--Finally met "Gon" ... :)
--Nastressed mga driver saken ngayon.
--Guilty.. diko na kase maalala mga bagay bagay,feeling useless.
--Still couldn't message my previous A.M that I started working again.. kelangan ba talaga?
--Parang gusto ko na ulit magresign. haha


Day 2

--Almost got rotten at ayala triangle waiting for our company driver to fetch me, nagcommute na lang sana ako.. tinanghali na ako ng dating sa office! layo kase non..
-- My cough!! its torturing me.
-- At Margaux's place.. because I missed her fried chicken.. and syempre I missed her too.
-- Sooo sleepy at office.

Day 3
--at the site whole day
--My previous area manager texted y am I not showing up.. andito pala ako! haha
--ang hirap tumawid , rode van to Ayala...
--Glorietta!

Day 4
--my cough!!! it's humiliating me.. kakainis!
--at DCC... and I think my time was wasted there.. kakainis ulit
--signed the contract.. diko na nabasa ng maayos, binigay kase nung paalis nako.. kakainis
--si Gon (muka syang isa sa cast ng hunter x hunter), bat ang gwapo nya ???!! ... nakakainis!
--ang daming nakakainis!

Day 5
--Busy!
--met old. time friends

Day6
--Busy!
--Glorietta.. all by myself
--Japan!! Japan!! when will I see you?????
--Bonding moment with my bro and we talked about TWD and GOT.

Day 7
--Bonding moment with our aunt.
--Feeling sad.. kase gusto ko pumunta ng Japan, agad agad! haha
--Videoke with teh

Day 8
--Tired
--Sick
--Busog
--Malungkot
--Praying for travel buddy (kung kalabisan ang lovelife, travel buddy na lang.. haha)
--Supermoon?????!! I'm super tired... Super hurt. charot!

Day 9
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

Day 10
--Last 2 days of my agony of being here in Manila... I know I'm using the word agony exaggerated.... I just said so because I hated being here anymore..
--my cough is not getting better... my mom is scolding me for not going to the doctor... and its humiliating me..nakakahiya kay "Gon".. haha
--Tired still...

Day 11
--So this is supposed to be the last day, you know taking the plane.. but it went even worst than that! di na ako humabol sa check in! The company driver who fetched me at my friend's place arrived late... kaya pagdating ko ng airport.. waley na... so I rebooked my flight for tomorrow
--checked up. kase overdue na yung ubo ko.. sinisipon na rin ako at medyo sinisinat... and , yung BP ko 130/80... first time kong tumaas ng ganyan.
--

Day 12
--6:10am arrived here at Airport too early, baka maiwan nanaman ako ng eroplano... anyway this is still part of my agony? eh kase ayoko sumasakay ng eroplano... Pray for our safe trip...
--fetched by our driver and had a quick drop at the boarding hauz.. went straight to office.. and super busy na agad!!!

--so this ends this blog!!!! back to work here in Davao!