FIREFLIES

Why I love fireflies??--- They seem like myriads of stars dancing in the moonbeams..

 

 

COMPARING AGAIN

This is my third job, and just like before I'm about to write here the difference between my current job and the most previous one..

I'll just make it quick and simple...

Today, I'm only dealing with only one project, yes it's project based..I'm more on the operation and implementation though I'm on the Commercial Department.. I do quantity surveying on  change orders or additive construction plans. Well, in my X, I'm also doing the estimate but not for real construction yet, for bidding only of different project proposals.

 My immediate supervisor (I'm talking with the cost engineer and not the project manager) is really kind and humble, in my previous one, I had a slightly bragging witch (oh sorry)..

But I hate our schedule in my present, that's strictly 7-6pm Mon-Friday, 7-4pm on Sat., (with OT allowance)...I had a terrible experience in counting every minute of it especially when no longer doing anything.. While in my previous, 8am-5pm on Mon-Fri and half day on Sat, not so strict, I'm always late then, but I just offset my time in the afternoon, no OT allowance, but ofcourse when you undergo overtime, that's being paid.

No internet connection while I had it before.

Salary is quiet higher than before.

And if on my previous job, we were required to wear semi formal attire and also sandals allowed, this time we're not... A uniform, that looked like those bus driver's uniform were issued to us, must be paired with descent jeans and close shoes....

....and so on.....

A TICKET TO PUERTO PRINSESA, PALAWAN

Just got my ticket to Puerto Prinsesa dated Oct.3 and my return on Oct. 6… Yeah, I hesitated before getting one for some reasons, but now finally, I had it and I’m excited.

But the problem now is if I will be allowed to be absent from my work for three days… I’m torn between asking permission to our Project Manager or just absent without informing them. Coz they might not allow me, I’m just a newbie and being absent is not advisable.

But on the other hand, this can be the only  opportunity I can go to Palawan, and we’ve planned it even during college days… so there’s no turning back, I’m going…I had been depriving my rights for this kind of adventure for long, I need to break it, I need to treat my self some time.

Anyway, whether I inform them or not at all will both result into something terrible---  the risk of not permitting me or terminate me when I get back (but I guess that would be too much, only a not so good record). Whatever, I’ll go for telling them that I’ll be absent for three days, we’ll be having a batch reunion out of town, and I have my plane ticket already.

My supervisor is having her vacation leave now to Hongkong (I guess), and next week  our Project manager is planning to have their luxurious cruise trip with his wife…. So no reason for them not to understand… O well, maybe disagree because I’m not yet a regular employee…. I hate to think it that way, no point!! I won’t let them treat me unfairly.

Okay, the worst to happen is losing my job??? So? I can always find another…I might finally work in a callcenter… and many other options.. I must stop depriving myself of enjoying… life is too short for trying to be perfect—that’s actually not perfect!!!

O well, October is a way too long yet.. I’m thinking too much… I shouldn’t care.

IM INLOVE WITH MY DREAM...;)

Going crazy over anime and korean tv series characters is already my habit... I dont know... but they just come and go... but this one BIDAM of QSD, I think I'm truly inlove with him.... hahahaha... errr...

ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
And walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever grateful
Forever thankful
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayer
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayer (Yes they brought me here)
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

nostalgia

...this script is just for nothing.. maybe boredom and other random thoughts strike again.. it's not unusual... it always happen almost half of my life..

it can be because tomorrow is Monday.. oh, I just hate monday...

I'm missing home terribly... as always..

I dont know what to do with my life... yah, I know that's truly bad...

Queen Seon Deok finale, swear, it still hunts me...

Confused... should I go or should I not...

And the funniest, worried that soulmate lost his way... forever.. lol..

qsd finale at GMA7

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HAPPY RAMADHAN....

THANK YOU

...these are the people I would like to say thanks....

A WISH IMPOSSIBLE

if I am to wish for something I would love to do...but would be considered impossible, it would be this..

I would love to travel around the globe, with a book to write.

I want to write every special event in differences places I can go.. I would describe the scenery.. I would taste every moment of it... I want to see the beautiful side of the world. I want to be free... I want to see the reality..

I want to know more about different people.. if possible I want to write their biography, even those people who seem to be not interesting at all... even those who have no dreams, those ordinary people... so I can prove that not only those influential and well known are recorded and with memoirs.

I want to know more about life.. I want to know what's going on out there.. I want to know about existence... I want to know all the things that I do not know, the answers to my wonderings.... I want to see those I had wished I can have even a glimpse of it...

...and this, an impossible dream.

LAST DAY OF BEING YOUNG....:'(

LAST DAY OF BEING YOUNG

whoah... should I rejoice or should I frown?

I consider today be the last day of younger days... how fast the time slip through my hands.. it's just like I was thirteen yesterday...

The truth is I feel bad... I had missed so much events in my life.. and tomorrow I might not be able to do some of those things I just let go... I am no longer qualified, no longer allowed.. (sigh).

And I wonder if I will be able to fulfill my dreams.... maybe time wont let me... I know you'll tell me, it's just me... it depends on my hand... that I agree... all I know is but....

Maybe I'll just hope for a beautiful life if reincarnation does exist.