STUPID FOR YOU

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quiet like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you -- that i want
I don't care if I act like a fool
I would damn  near beg for you
Set aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
oh, oh stupid for you...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you-- that i want
don't care if I act like a fool
I would damn  near beg for you
Set aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
oh, oh stupid for you...at

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes.....

I've fallen stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...
Oh, oh, oh, oh

by Marie Digby

BAKIT KAYA?

BAKIT KAYA MAY MGA TAONG DI MO MAGAWANG MAGING KOMPORTABLE NA KASAMA SILA, KAHIT PA GAANO KABAIT... MAY MGA TAO NAMANG HINDI MO GUSTO PERO LUMALAPIT SAYO...

PLASTIC KA KAPAG PAKITUNGUHAN MO NG MAAYOS YUNG MGA TAONG HINDI MO GUSTO, RUDE NAMAN KUNG HINDI..

YUNG MGA TAONG GUSTO MONG PANSININ KA, DI KA NAMAN PINAPANSIN...


HAHAHA... WALA LANG. NAISIP KO LANG..

breaking my heart again

hi soulmate...  i wonder if you break your heart too sometimes, coz in my case, i did, many times.

i know i'm about to be heart broken again... how did i know? coz it happens all the times... almost all of them.. those people i fell inlove almost or maybe i did already had broken my heart..

now, are you going to break my heart too?

3/20/2011

its still 9pm but i feel so sleepy, maybe i was really tired from my today's whereabouts...

I had my first facial care this afternoon at "lets face it"-(SM manila branch).. that was painful! if only i knew it would cause me tears, then i might not had it...

An on-going sale is also being held at SM, i never planned to shop, but i was seduced by those low prices at most items... i ended up buying a SODA shirt, BENCH jeans and a PARISIAN shoes...

Thanks to Ate Vhicks!

first time to do the first move

7:30pm

...this a sort of absurd post, just spare me this one.

few minutes ago, i sent my add friend request  in facebook to one of my crushes during college days, and i consider that as first move to make papansin.. haha.. 

actually i dont intend anything, trip lang to.. no chance for us naman, and i dont feel the same way as to what i felt during those old days, that's why i'm confident in involving myself in such this... and he might be married already.. the last time i knew about him is that he is in a relationship with someone else...

eversince, i never expressed nor showed an interest to someone actually i am admiring, naghihintay na lang na pansinin...  kaya walang nangyari... kaya trip lang to, para maiba naman... hehehe

10:08pm

OMG! he just accepted my request... hahahha... (kinilig ako ng konte..hahaha)... he sent me a message thru chat kaso bigla syang nag-off line... sabi nya. "hi,,tnx..wer n msu ka ngtpos?gensan ba"

8:09pm 3/22/2011

maybe i'm crazy, wala lang sigurong magawa... i been waiting for him to go online, but i really cant catch him green on FB... i guess, i need to realize the second move... hahaha.. last na to promise! if he would still ignore me, then i wouldn't care anymore.. sabi ko nga trip lang to...

okay, im about to send him a message, like "thanks for the confirmation"... ang baduy, haha... he'll be the first one na pagpapasalamatan ko dahil tinanggap nya ang friend request ko.. hehehe..yes na..

9:39PM

Oh my.. he's chatting with me right now. i can't breath.. haha


7:23pm 3/25/2011

did i just say, i'll have only til second move??? if i did, then i'm sorry, gonna break that.. hehehe... malayo naman sya.. i'll chat with him, me, saying the first word.. bahala na.. hehe

10:05pm 5/15/2011

Finally, i must officially cut this kahibangan, for the first time I saw a picture of him, edited, with a girl beside him.. I conclude, he's already taken.. broken hearted again ako... hehe.. actually, hindi naman masyado, at least i know my stand now.. hehe

AAA's PRESENT AND PREVIOUS JOB MEMOIRS

The pictures below are just some sort of memoirs taken during my previous jobs and my present one..  just want to have documentation in here..

Job Title: Office/Resident Engineer
Company: RSP Ent. Inc.
Location: Davao City
Year: 2008-2009
Photos Description: strolls at People's park with my officemates and an old friend/ unwind at Jack's ridge/ a night in one of the hotels at CDO, will attend a bidding at Transco Iligan/ Maramag bukidnon with the boss after the bidding.

Job Title: Junior Cost and Value Engineer
Company: MDCC ICMI
Location: Makati City
Year: 2010
Photos Description: Lunch out / night out and videoke with officemates/ one busy moment at the office/ meeting and another videoke trip with the bosses

Job Title: Quantity Surveyor
Company: DATEM Inc.
Location: Makati City
Year: 2010-Present
Photos Description: Seminar/ Fire Drill/Trippings at office/ Chris Tiu on site/ Visitation and dance practice at basement 3 of our project/ Company Christmas party/ DP team Christmas Party/ Pictures of our on-going 67 storey Condo Project

Weekly meeting

every friday, we are having our weekly meeting, all departments and of course with our Project Manager... Every deparment must present their weekly accomplishments/ reports and the next week's look ahead.

and i suppose, this friday would be my turn to represent my department...  am I nervous? well, yes, not to mention my not so confident skill in public speaking! though it wasn't really that high-flying presentation... you just have to talk casually in front of your officemates... just between me and the rest of the team, parang kami kami lang.. and it seems that dealing with the people you work with, you see everyday is tougher.. hahaha.. lalo na't inaabangan nila ang "turn" mo.. I dont know why these people seem to be so fond of me or talagang makukulit lang sila.. haha

come what may.. tomorrow i'll be gathering my report.  I'll get back to you my diary.

3/17/11 8:46 pm

so, this is it, tomorrow is the day but you know what, the report itself is not with me right now.., i dont even have the idea... My senior wasn't able to hand it to me this afternoon.. Lagot, first thing in the morning pa naman yung meeting... bahala na si batman, marunong naman akong magbasa! haha... wish me luck! i hope I wont stutter..

3/18/2011 8:34

I stammer! how can I not when I had my report 15 minutes before the rmeeting. I could have practice my speech if it was given to me earlier. But then, it's not that worst, i know i did well, at least... ok lang yun!

role model of the month

Its something I didn’t aim to be… being one of those “model employee of the month”… hahaha..  that’s because of my complete attendance and for not being late for the month of January! Good girl!...  we  were five who made it to the list. Hehehe…

 

 

where are you?

hi soulmate! I dont know where I could find you, or where in the world should I send my letters to you, so i decided to create this page hoping you might read it somehow..

So, how are you doing right now? I wonder if you think of me too. 

I was kinda sleepy and tired right now, so maybe my first letter to you wouldn't even catch yourr senses.. maybe some other time... 

Good night for now!

3/6/2011

I can't really explain why I do feel bad right now... it's not so new. 

First post

just created my account here, but i dont know what am I going to do about it or how would I start.... ;)

walang magawa

sweet night

 

Just the sky and the sea

My favorite is the first one above where I was able to capture the airplane...