Monday, June 27, 2016

27th of June

Hey, I don't wanna lose my passion in writing, not even busy but I don't know why I struggle for topic when I'm just home... struggle is actually not the right term, coz I'm not even thinking!!

Not bored yet!! Yes, you read it right.. almost a month of being unemployed and still not bothered about it.. (actually, medyo bothered naman, ayoko muna isipin) not even sending my job application for the local offices/agencies here... I'm still enjoying being a nanny to my niece.

Watched finale of Game of Thrones Season 6 Final Episode.. it was a good ending, yung tipong I CAN wait for the next season.... because it could even end that way... coz they've got what they should get...

Unlike The Red Wedding Episode, one of G.O.T seasons finale, yung kase parang natrauma ako sa ending, lam mo yun? Parang walang justice yung ending.

Seasons 6 Final Ending is more of "getting what they deserve"... Jon snow and Sansa won back Winterfell, The Red woman being thrown away for her wrongdoings, Cersei had her revenge but she lost her all her  children, the revelation of Jon Snow's real mother (sya nga ba?), Arya killed the killer of her mother and brother, and  blah blah blah... I'm kinda sleepy na.

GOOD NIGHT

Monday, June 20, 2016

June 20?

Somebody asked me "how are you today?" -- then I was thinking kumusta nga ba ako?

For the past 6 years, today superseded my maximum of 7 or 8 number of days vacation from work... Supposedly this is the time I'm making my drama of being back to Manila... but today I'm not.

Anyway, how am I today?

I just spent the whole day sleeping, bantay baby (I thank God for giving us her, I don't get bored), and fasting ofcourse.

Then just a while ago, I watched S6 Episode 9 of Game of Thrones... I think it's my favorite episode for this season... yung tipong kulang na lang magrolling at tumbling ako while watching it... haha.. surely, if I'm still at the staffhouse while watching that then my room mates would laugh at my reaction.. Would you blame me? that episode is truly  breath taking and heart breaking.. at some point of it, I told myself why am I watching this?? Why do I let myself get so affected...?? I got so freaking mad with Ramsey! And that moment Rickon (tama ba spelling ko?) died tsaka nung si Jon Snow seems suicidal na.... nadurog yung puso ko... haha

But in the end, it was worth it..I thought they will lose it,  buti nga sayo Ramsey, you deserved it... at least makakatulog akong mahimbing.

Anyway, before I sleep, naisip ko lang.. will I dream of WJL again... ? I said I wont write anymore about him, when I left Manila, iniwan ko na rin sya (chos! Haha). .. I don't think of him that much... but why am I dreaming of him for consecutive days now? weird! Namimiss ko ba sya? Or namimiss kaya nya ako? Haha! Asaness kapa! Erase that thought! ..

My Mom just told me to sleep, it's almost midnight!

Sige, good night!

Sunday, June 19, 2016

19 June 2016


Done watching episode 1 of Descendant of the Sun.. :)

Good night!

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

It's Pay Day but Got No Pay Anymore

Yeah, it's supposed to be pay day today but I'm not receiving anything today..  so this is what I get after deciding to quit my job... no work no pay! Haha

But I don't wanna focus on that.. because in return, I don't have to count the few days that I have to return to Manila... You know how I hated that moment I have to leave home.

Maybe in a month or two, I'll get really bored if I don't find a new job... but for now, I don't job seek yet... I'm still enjoying my free time... 

And I don't think if I'll ever get bored when I have to watch over this little cute baby.. my first niece!!



Aside from being a nanny...  I never get to miss a selfie! Haha  (sorry naman.. nawiwili lang ako dun sa app).


And meet my new officemate!
 

Saturday, June 11, 2016

11 June 2016

10:09am

At NAIA 3 waiting for boarding bound home.. I pray for my safe flight.

Monday, June 6, 2016

The Worst Interview

I think I had my worst interview today...  I was processing my clearance and one of the executives will sign on it, but I was expecting that maybe the secretary will do the signing... but I was wrong... it's our President... wahhhhhh!!! I wasn't prepared,  no one told me about this...

Why are you resigning? - he asked me.. I answered him with this and that... but he wanted more answer.... and I ended up saying, "I'm not happy anymore"... then he laughed...  damaged has been done, I felt that I shouldn't have said it.. he was the President!! How could I told him that?... am I being unprofessional?? .. I just hope he'll forget about that... he'll forget about that girl tactlessly told him that she wasn't happy at his company.. I hope he won't mention that to our Area Manager....

but.. though I'm quiet regretful for saying those things, there's some part of me comforting me saying that it was okay... I've said it and it's done, I was just being straightforward.. there's nothing wrong in saying I'm unhappy... most employees leave their job because they are not fulfilled and happy... and I've said it without flowery words...

I'm okay.

Mr. President, yes, I'm not happy anymore I have to go... I'm sorry.

Good night!


Saturday, June 4, 2016

Officially Unemployed!

Before they might forget about me.. let me post my last few moments with my officemates


Wednesday, June 1, 2016

1st of June

I had a scheduled reconciliation today with our Project Cost Accountant that was supposed to be last Monday.. (FYI last Monday was my official last day at work) ... but since he was "on leave" he requested it to be scheduled today... I texted him this morning asking him what time he would report to work... he replied 1pm.... and I reached our head office at past 1pm and he wasn't there.... and I got this:

 Who won't get annoyed??? (O.A na nga ako sa pagmamalasakit eh.. I'm reporting to work this whole week unpaid!! Pero okay lang saken kase ayoko ko nga ng magulo yung iiwanan kong files... pero yung accountant namin nakakainis!! ... oo nga.. pakasama raw pakiramdam.. sige na nga)..

But the good side was, I processed my clearance... buti naman at marami ng nakapirma.. I had talked to our Engineering head.. asking me why o why?? With our Purchasing Manager too who's been so nice too... at kung sino sino pa sa head office.. yung iba diko naman kilala... yung iba medyo kilala ko naman.. at nakakatuwang kahit papano eh may pakialam sila sa resignation ko. Hehe.. chos lang! Anyway, it's all I wanted.. yung aalis akong cleared.

I left our head office early, I stroll around Trinoma to kill the time.. then I found myself at the Powerbooks.. bigla kong naalala, nung nagsubmit ako ng requirements for my employment at this company almost 6 years ago, tumambay din ako at the same Powerbooks.. lunch break kase non... tapos ngayon tumatambay nanaman ako pero yung clearance ko ang hawak ko..

Yun lang. GOOD NIGHT!