Kita Kita

meet my new crush!

no, not John Lloyd... si Empoy! haha
Finally, I've watched Kita Kita... ang ganda!

7.28.17

8.55Pm

I'm stranded

As I wait for the rain to stop

I tried to consume the food I ordered

Facing the glass wall, watching every drop of the rain

I thought of you

I wanted to tell you, I wish you're here

The food doesnt taste good

I think I've ordered the wrong choice,

thinking, I would make a difference... but I'm wrong 

Maybe if you're here I wont mind

yes, it's raining really hard

I wish you knew 

that I want you to remember me when it rains

But I don't think you do..

Been tired today but I was okay...I want you to know

as much as I want to know how were you been doing

Are you tired too? Are you okay?

Oh, I thought the rain had stopped..

I'm about to end this so I could go home before it would pour heavily again..

But I was carried away writing.. 

now I have to wait a little longer...

Pick me up?! will you?

:)

ofcourse you won't..

Don't worry, I'll be home in a while.

18July17

I maybe sleepy.. but I'm not sleeping! haha

A stolen shot , and I looked like that pala pag normal lang... I appear so seryoso and sungit pala.. now I know. haha

Anyway, I went to my previous Newport project yesterday, ayoko sana pumunta kase may mga taonh ayoko ng magpakita pa dahil baka ayaw nya na rin naman akong makita pa..haha

But that moment I saw Mac, Jardine, Paulo,Kuya Mervs,  Sir FBB, Mela, Rose, Sir Malner, Jay-R, Mami Naneth and Maam Len... ang saya lang. Namiss ko nga sila.. And syempre si W... parang namiss nya rin naman ako..haha (assuming ako e!)... Masaya na akong makita sya.. haha

I'm so tired anyway.. as always naman eh..

Good Night. Konting tiis na lang..

Good night

16July17

Hows your day?

Well, mine started with a selfie  and then worked ... yes, I had brought some work with me because I wasn't able to work  yesterday...

And, yes.. I slept over at my friend's place last night because I need to eat a lot... payat ko na ulit eh.. sarap kase makikain dun.. nakakailang cups of rice ako.. hehe.. This is just what makes me alive here in Manila.. meet old good friends... yung iba diko pa nakikita.. sina Mac, Jay R, Rose and Mela.... pati pala si Che che... busy much kase... Don't know when I can go off early at office.. namimiss ko na rin sila.

Then I asked Margaux to stroll around Glorietta... may violent reaction pa ata oh..haha.. 

At Burger King..  di ako nagsasawa sa 4cheeze whopper..

Yun lang for today... Monday nanaman bukas.. :(

Somebody take me back to Davao na!!! Hehe

Konting tiis na lang.. hehe

Good night!

15July17

5:31am

I'm reminding myself not too worry so much about petty things... there's so much huge obstacles in life I will face... so how can I get through them when I can't even handle small things...?

So today,
I won't get affected seeing that annoying face of that guard in the Site,

I won't feel too upset because I have no one to talk to there as well,

I won't tolerate the struggle how will I eat and mingle with the staff during the lunch break since Maam A won't be around,

I wont cry over spilt milk,

I must not feel frustrated in spending much money here because I'm comparing it to how I save a lot in DC... well for six years, I've been spending a lot, so I must be thankful at least for the opportunity I had in DC, I just have to look back for a little while, 6 years endurance is nothing to this only a month I am here.. in short I must not be so kuripot

I must not complain on how I get too tired walking here and there, climbing stairs, catching up my breath, struggle at the MRT... I must experience what others do... Patience!

I must not question why I have to be involved on something I'm not exposed to... to be involved on a case where I have to defend/testify/state and prove what it is to be proved... I'm like participating in a quiz bee for the first time... I must not question it because there is always a first time, it would help me become more experienced and tough.. I need to widen up my horizon.

oh,, wait I'm gonna be late for work.



10:40pm
Update.. So I've tried to be positive as I want it to be...  even faced that annoying guard without feeling annoyed right after...but  I guess things won't be that easy...

As I started my day at office (arrived late), I opened my laptop (actually I borrowed my brother's unit, coz mine is a little misbehaving) tried to update my blog, when it suddenly shut down.. and it won't power on... wahhhh... I need a lot of things to do.... my recent files were saved at the desk top... I asked my friend to accompany me somewhere it could get fixed... I left office at lunch and headed to greenhills..  they got it fixed and charged me 2,800.00!! 3,500 pa nga e, natawaran ko lang.... so, I felt a little frustrated , napagastos nanaman ang kuripot mong lola... haha... So there, I am reminding myself again that there were really unexpected times like this, prepared or unprepared, wanted or unwanted.... it will come... pasalamat nga ako may pampaayos pa ko.... kaya ayos lang yun...

But despite all of this... there we're moments I felt great...

Like, for the very first time, I reloaded my MRT beep card thru the machine, first time ko eh!

I went out alive at that crowded bus.

And lastly, busog much. ALHAMDULLILLAH.

Good night!

GUTOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

5:38pm (tama yung oras ko!!)

This is just the moment I had the time to post something on my blogger during "a bit of office hours" since I arrived here in Manila last week.. We've been really busy like I almost forgot how to breath (charot), that I don't feel hungry even my stomach is empty..... but now, I'm so hungry... I want to eat pasta, pizza and burger overloaded with cheese...

I wasn't really busy today because we've accomplished the compilation of our affidavits for "something" (I'll tell you about it some other time) yesterday.... that means I'm in a super busy mode the past few days until yesterday.. and today is like "pahinga day"... means I'm all alone in this vacant  office  at my previous Project Manager's new Project Site..... My two other companions, went back to their respective project Sites, while I'm stuck here coz I couldn't go back yet to Davao!! Panis na nga laway ko wala akong kausap!!! At ramdam na ramdam kong sana bumilis pa ang oras.. unlike the other days na kulang na kulang sa oras...

gutom nako at tamad na akong basahin to..

too not in the mood do the other things..

I invited Margaux to meet me later kase gusto kong magfoodtrip... kahit pa magkakasama rin kami kagabi... ai oo nga pala... this picture was taken last night..

Sige pack up na 'ko.

10:15Pm

Update.. thanks to her, kahit anlayo ng Antipolo, sinamahan pa rin nya ako magfoodtrip... ang dami kong kain nyan..

I think I'm losing weight again na kase.. I'm not used to this lifestyle anymore.. nauuwi ng late lagi (dina nakakanuod ng serye serye).. gigising ng maaga, pagpapawisan ng bongga sa byahe, sa kaakyat ng hagdan sa mrt, sa paglalakad ng malayo, sa pagtataxi pag late na sa work (kahit nakaOB naman ako), sa pag gastos ng bongga... oo, sa Davao, minsan 14pesos lang gastos ko sa isang araw... eh dito? don't ask.. masasaktan lang yung wallet  ko..

Sige, this one will soon end, I'll get through it inshaAllah...

Good night!

Good night

isang malaking Good Night... Good Luck.. at GODBLESS satin lahat...

praying tomorrow will be just fine.

7.7.17

I'm feeling exhausted .. impatient... upset... dissapointed and sleepy..

and I've been stuck at this page for almost two weeks now.. because there's nothing I could say about it that would connect on my daily activities...  so inorder for me to move on and get myself out of this page..... I wrote this

 I'll be okay anyway.. and so do you.

Good night

Going Back on an Old Routine

"Ikaw ang dahilan bakit kelangan kong panandaliang lisanin ang tahimik kong buhay sa probinsya... kase naman, nagmove on na'ko sayo eh!"

Namiss kong kumanta! Namiss din kaya ako ng Glorietta?! Namiss nyo ba ako??

Namiss kong kumain ng danggit sa Tapa King... Namiss ko yung kaibigan kong di napagod magtyaga sa topak ko. Haha..

Yes, despite how much I hated being back to Manila for work related stuff... still, there's always a good thing in every bad day... kahit talo pa sa Pacman.

I wen't shopping you know! Kahit diko pinlano.. eh kase pag may balak akong magshopping, wala naman ako nabibili.. haha.. we had our merienda at Burger King, namiss ko dun! Diko kase mahanap or mapunta puntahan yung Burger King sa Davao..

So yun lang... kelangan gumala bago ako mastress at mapressure this week... I hope I can handle things right this week... Good luck to me!

And guide me Yah, Allah.