BAD PEOPLE ON MY WAY

As I grow old and have to get along with people—which I’m not really good at, I’m learning their ways. And people are naturally having a bad side I guess and I’m here to give samples of those people I knew who are not just simply mean but above it. I’m your spy now, reporting!

But ofcourse, no name mentioning, hahaha, I’m still protecting their identity, see? I’m not that cruel huh and don’t bother asking why I’m jotting this down.

There are people who wouldn’t be happy if you’re happy, they will destruct you, even find ways to hinder you reach your dreams. I don’t know, why can’t they mind their own businesses. Maybe the logic is like this.. They couldn’t get a  good life, so they wont let you get a good one as well. Am I describing crab mentality here?

Some people will always criticize you, they will only see your mistakes, they would die first before they give you compliments.

You will never be right and they couldn’t be wrong. This kind of people annoys me so much, they won’t admit their mistakes while they will make you feel so stupid for your simple misdoings.

Plastic! They’re unpredictable, they backstabbed others and you thought you’re good, but when you’re not around, you’re the subject for a firing squad.

Super goody! Feeling soooo perfect when they’re not.

Liars!

Heartbreakers-- people who will make you feel important when they don’t actually mean it. Those who wouldn’t give a damn that they’re already breaking your heart. I wonder if they’d taste sweetness when they see you hurting…

Unjust people, I’m referring to those in  higher positions, those who only see and recognize subordinates in not so fair manners. They judge people wrongly, they deal only to those they wanna get along with, only sees specific people and criticize those they disliked, gives you what you don’t deserve and would never consider chances.

And the one that frustrates me a lot? Those people whom you thought your friends, those who will leave you behind, those who will only remember you when they needed something from you. Those who’s so insensitive enough to consider your feelings.

And the like….. so many mean people in the world right? And yes maybe I’m not aware that I’m one of them, ofcourse I don’t wanna be like them! If I am, then surely I’m not that worst. As I’ve said, every human has negative attitudes. But if there will only be two choices left--- good or bad, then maybe I still belong to the former.

Why am I saying this? Because I want to convince myself that wherever I go, I will meet people like I’ve mentioned above, running away isn’t a solution but accepting their existence and learn how to deal with them. I want to tell myself to be strong enough for whatever those bad people would cause me.

Hey bad people, get yourself a good grasp coz there’s no way you’ll going to tear me, I wont let you mess around my life!!!!

KILL THE RACISTS

.. Aiza told me that AVIDA hired JR.. happy for him but felt so bad for myself... I think AVIDA is a racist, that's so unfair, we are five who submitted application to that compony, they were all invited for an interview except me..... ain't that hurting? why am not qualified even to the interview portion? what is their basis for that.. i hate it so bad...

An Example of Corruption in it’s Simplest Way

My brother was shot by our city mayor’s son. Actually they had a rumble, and since this other guy is a politician’s son, he’s very much aggressive and confident in pointing the gun to my brother as if he was doing the right thing, this big headed guy is also known for his immature and futile doings. Well, the rest is history.

 

We intend to blotter the incident though at the side of our minds, justice in this place is quite impossible knowing the involved is the son of our town head. But early in the morning, policemen and the right hand of our mayor went to the hospital, also at home. Their asking for an amicable settlement, not bad, so at least they recognized what did happen. So yes, some of them are policemen, so what’s the use of this blotter thing. They said, do the possible and maximum medical treatment for my brother. They will shoulder the hospitalization. He was actually shot below the knee, and a nerve was damaged. An operation has been done.

 

Oh, I’m getting too far from my title. So, that’s it. During the confinement of my brother in the hospital, we received a total amount of thirty four thousand from them. Then the final bill reached about one hundred and ten thousand pesos.

 

So what’s this corruption thing does about this? We have no against the thought of the mayor that what he can give is only ninety thousand pesos, he said he’s son was not the only person joined the rumble, as a matter of fact, he was also hurt. Well yes, okay fine. But all through out the negotiation, the mayor never faced us, just his administrator. I don’t know if this administrator can be trusted and relaying the exact messages. And upon receiving the said ninety thousand pesos, my mom did not count the money as soon as she reached home….. And it was only eighty eight thousand pesos….

the stupid doctor

Now I know why people said, if you want to die, then let the CC Regional Hospital serve you. I’ve been hearing about their poor services and now I proved it true. My brother was shot the other night and was rushed to that hospital by my other brothers. When my mom arrived, there were arguments and whatevers... the doctor in charged sucks! Who this doctor thinks she is... the lousiest doctor I’ve ever known. She kept insisting that my brother was no longer in danger and he can go home.. Damn her! After a little cleaning, x-ray and dressing, my brother still bleeding, and she wants us to go home believing there were no serious injuries and other blah blah blahs... in that condition? She sort of insulting my mom when my mom suggested some medical treatment... for her information, my mother is a midwife and working in a hospital too and my other brother is a nurse, so at least they have medical background too....they're not that ignorant! so fine, we have to leave that cursed hospital. We transferred in a private hospital.. my brother undergone an operation, he’s critical! I pray not... but there’s a nerve damaged.... I want to slap this result to that idiot doctor in  CCRC... now, my brother still under observation, I supposed joining the damaged nerve is still vague if it was successful, there’s also a possibility of infection, worst thing would happen is to cut off his leg… hope not..

 

Back to the stupid doctor who first treated my brother, it’s really sad to know such person exists. Poor and unfortunate people serve by her would just watch their patient die.. somebody teach this doctor some manners and maybe go back to school again…

 

Ingratitude--human nature

 If you worry about ingratitude, certainly you’ll be indignant.... sometimes we are wallowing in resentment because we dont get any appreciation, despite the good deeds we came up, still no paybacks! Or at least a recognition! According to my source, ingratitude is natural—like weeds.

Especially nowadays, other people do whatever they could just to reach the peak of their goals.... or nontheless, at least survive!! People who are selfish, egotistical and ungrateful do exist... It wasn’t surprising, cant imagine the world without such kind of people. Make sense??? Well, I’m not saying here that  since it’s human nature, we just let it be... to those concern citizen out there, lets start it to our own litte way... If there are times we are tempted to belittle someone’s kindness, lets stop it...instead be grateful.

 

On the other hand, if we happen to encounter ungrateful people..... surely we will... remember these points I had taken from my source:

                                           

• It is natural for people to forget to be grateful; so if we go around expecting gratitude, we are headed  straight for a lot of heartaches
• If we want to find happiness, let’s stop thinking about gratitude or ingratitude and give for the inner joy of giving.

 

 

Thank you for reading!!!  ;)