AAA's DIARIES

Yes! I am that kind-- a person who sometimes can’t voice out what she truly feels inside  and instead, her words ended up on a piece of paper, notebooks or here… I found relief on that, at least.

 Consider me a writer, with yours truly, the sole reader as well.. hehe

I write things to some maybe childish, stories, poetries--- mostly heart breaking pieces, I even write letters for someone I couldn’t express my real feelings to, even letters to my imaginary soulmate.. laugh! I wont stop you, cheers to hopeless romantics..

And most especially I carve down my burdens here, its like carrying a wagon load of pain and disappointments and will only be lighten up if I pour them down here, like writing down my worries on the seashore and let the waves wipe them away..  clichéd? Yah, I’m such a corny person if you don’t know. Haha

So long for an intro when what I actually wanted to say is--- How am I gonna be able to fill all out these when I’m just so tired of doing so? Coz I am busy! I’m being guilty when I leave the pages of my planner and diary (with dates) blank.

My 2012 planner, with my old planners….

My 2012 diary, its February now but I haven’t written so much there. And that's my sketchpad and “notes to self” mini notebook.

Ofcourse my old declining (I hope not) laptop and my brother’s too—those I used in updating my multiply site.

Thanks to these stuffs, they’d help me record my unsaid thoughts.

RULES AND MISSIONS WHEN I GET THERE

 

1. Never forget my religion
2. Never wear sexy outfits or those exposing so much skin
3. Look for agencies recruiting engineers abroad
4. While waiting for the opportunities outside country, apply job for manila
5. Conquer fear
6. Gain confidence
7. Must not feel bad when rejected
8. Experience bravely riding the plane
9. Never tolerate ignorance
10. Be independent
11. If ever I’ll be lucky and find a job with good salary, send money or buy anything that would please my parents
12. Spend some money for my cousin Akot for her basic needs if possible
13. Being out there for maximum of five years
14. Meet and gain friends

 

I’ll try to put on my comments on this entry every time I’ll encounter incidents and situations related on these.