15 July 15

10:06am

At NAIA... Glad my brother and I arrived here on time for our 11:05am flight home.. I was kinda feeling annoyed this morning because my brother seemed to forget that today is our flight home.. He was from his night shift work and usually he arrives before 6:30am... but this morning, he was so late and he's not answering my calls!!! I was even the one to pack his things because he didn't do it last night... he arrived past 8 already.. and the search for the taxi  was like a tough maze once again!!

Anyway, pray for our safe flight... You know how I love travelling but flying on a plane is something I wont get used to, no matter how countless are the times I've been on a plane already... sad thing. But so ironic that I am wishing to try sky jumping/diving  someday... or soon.... because someday would mean I'm too old! So help me God.

1:05pm
Alhamdullillah.. just landed... we are 15 minutes delayed and despite me feeling not really at ease, I managed to take this shot

1:25pm
My other brother fetched us in the airport and now we're heading home. No, not home yet, we'll go straight to my mom's store, some kinda of bazaar chuvaness.. hehe

4:25pm
Just had a short nap at my parents room.. haha.. got really tired.. before we went home, I accompany my mom to the market, we bought some food that I am deprived to eat in Manila.  In the market, we crossed path with her former officemate... My mom retired from her work just this year... and I heard her say to her friend that she's very happy in what she's been doing now, she's enjoying her business.. and I was happy to hear that from her...

10:00pm
Watching Pinocchio! :)

10:25pm
This scene!!!! I feel her!

11:00pm

In my room, all alone.. so, this is one of the changes ever since my sister got married. Anyway, I wish I could show you how clear the night sky is... It's full of stars, I am so enthralled.. this is something I missed when I'm in manila... because you can't see them like how I see them here.. I'm trying to take a photo, but it only ends up dark.. I miss my childhood days when my sister and one of my brothers sneak into our roof... lay there.. watch the stars as if we're counting them, we can even see shooting stars... I wanna do it now but I just can't ... hehe...  and the access to our roof is at my parents room and they are sleeping now.. I must sleep too.

Goodnight!

12July15

So, its the 12th of July... as far as I now, today is exactly the 5th year I've been employed in my current company, grabe, limang taon ko na pala niloloko sarili ko! Haha.. joke lang, although medyo totoo..

Kaloka, tumagal ako ng ganon..  the original plan was for me to apply abroad.. kaso, anyare?? Masasaktan sana ako kung walang tumanggap saken... kaso mas masakit pala, kase hindi naman pala ako sumubok ng totohanan! I hate myself for that haha!!.. exaggerated pero, medyo totoo rin.. minsan, I had a friend offered me a possibility to work abroad, kaso hindi ko naasikaso... once again, nakakainis ako! Arte much... ulit ulit na lang ang kaartehang to... I was always feeling jealous about my friends abroad, kaso ganon talaga, minsan tinatanggap ko ng it wasn't meant for me.

But at the moment, I'm still thinking of going abroad , kaso I think it's too late now.. I'm getting really old na,  ... speaking of getting old, I wish this month would freeze.. kase ayoko pang mag August!!! Hayst.. bakit ang hirap pa rin tanggapin that I'll be turning too old next month, .. hehe

Anyway, lets look at the brighter side of the 5 long years I've been in my job, kung tutuosin I can leave the job anytime, but I didn't, kahit papano hindi naman masyadong naging miserable yung buhay ko, kahit minsan feeling ko miserable, alam mo na, minsan nag iinarte.. hehe.. my salary isn't that high compare to what I can get in abroad, pero okay lang... hindi naman ako masyadong maluho...

But, why I'm still thinking of going abroad??  Coz I wanna travel more, I need more money so it could supplement my will to see different places, and being in abroad, its already a different place.. tsaka, aminin na natin, most people go abroad, because of money!!! If you'll stay here in Pinas, maliit lang yun chance... when I was younger, I don't really mind bout earning money at my own, kaya siguro kulang ako sa drive mag abroad, but now I'm getting old... I think money is really important... eerrr... kaso, dahil late ko narealize yun, i think its too late na rin.. hmp, di bale na...

Someone told me, that one of the good reasons na nangyari in staying too long in my present job is that knowing them... oo nga naman, I wont regret na nakilala ko sila, those few found friends I got are worth keeping.. kaso, sa kabilang banda,  kung umalis ako noon pa man, baka may nameet rin akong ibang tao, good people too... I might got the chance to meet my love of my life, he can't be here, my instincts telling me so.. maybe  he's in the other side of world, or maybe just their in my neighborhood at my hometown, i was just too blind to see... I think I'm really blind in terms of finding the love of my life... hehe.. or maybe he lives in another life pa kaya di pa napapanahon, o sya, tama na! Corny na! Forget what I've said..

Ang haba na ng nasabi ko.. hehe.. basta that 5 long years may not  be the best years of my life yet but I will always treasure it, I know somehow it made me a skilled and better person.. And I am grateful..

 Good night!

Another Rainy Monday

5:36am
It's still raining. And this is the time when a rain breaks my heart, I have to wake up early and get myself fixed for work.. and not to mention, it's Monday.. a cold Monday!  (Will I endure the cold water in the bathroom?? Brrrr.. I must)

Lets seize the day anyway, I hope today will be just fine.

7:15am
At the office! Yes, just in time.. I thought I'm gonna be late, I stopped by somewhere because the rain poured heavily while I'm on my way here. Look, the bottom part of my jeans and my shoes are wet.. I should take taxi in times like this but I gave up waiting long time ago hehe...

Work mode now.

4:41pm

I want to go home now, it's still raining.. but I'm  leaving still.. anyway, this is where I seated (picture below).. and that's the huge glass window in our office.. And I'm just overwhelmed that I can see what's the weather outside, if it's raining really hard or what.. after being locked down there in basement 4 for about 2 years!

5:25pm
Home!

8:56pm
Alhamdullillah... I've eaten too many lychees.  Takaw much!

9:41pm
Cold night! Good night!

5th Of July

Today, I haven't seen the blue sky... it's truly a rainy day... I stayed home and just watched the rainfall thru my window and I'm loving it... then I made fun of these pictures.

And now, I'm sleepy. GOOD NIGHT!

Rainy Night!

Rain

I missed you, I haven't really felt you recently and now I feel you
Your gloomy looks and melancholic  scent are like tear drops too
Yes you break my heart, but surprisingly, you makes me happy too.
I was at work this morning, and I watched you fall heavily through our huge glass window, and  if only I was home then maybe I could run out and be with you.
I love you beacause you bring out the child in me.
I love you  because I know you'll gonna hide my tears when I don't let anyone see but you..
I love you because you're washing my heart aches away...
I love you because it's like my sentiments are somewhat not so out of place when you're just right there..
I love the sound you bring, its serenity that calms my senses.
I love you in times like this -- when I'm about to sleep, and maybe I'll dream of you, that  one day, I'll walk with you there and kiss you like it would be the last day I'll be seeing you....

Good night...

P.S (shall I love the rain for making me so dramatic and corny???)

2July15

I think I'm enjoying this new series Pinocchio! Hayst.. sobrang late na nga lang, I need to sleep early.

Anyway, had a good laugh with Lee, Jay r, Mela, Rose and Margaux.. had our dinner at Gerry's Grill Greenbelt and dessert at Red Mango... Glad I had these kind of people, they maybe few but they're so true and mean too.. hehe..

Good night!

That Cat!

There she goes again......