My Sympathy to the Victims of the Crane Crash in KSA

I was so worried sick when I read on my  fb news feed the  crane crash/ accident happened at Makkah (Mecca) last friday. My mom is in Saudi Arabia to perform the pilgrimage too, thank God she was okay. They were still at Madina when it happened.

That incident was saddening, condolence to more than hundred families who lost their loved ones.. Lets just pray for the souls of those who passed away... Despite that, it may be tragic, but it was also indeed a blessing to the victims who have their last breath worshipping God on the Holy day of Friday at the Holy Land.. May they rest in peace, May God grants them eternal Life at Jannah (Heaven)...

And for those who live and performing the Hajj, May God keep them safe, including my Mom.

11th of September

12.10pm

11th of September, isn't this the exact day The Twin Towers of the World Trade Center bombing?

Anyway, it has nothing to do with my post today, just coincidence. What about my post today? wala lang, kaechosan lang as always.

I opened my FB thru my PC and this is what welcomed me

So this post is exactly 4 years ago! anong problema ko jan? haha.. iksi nung hair ko... my boss referred that as "tsunami hair".. haha..

12:59 pm

Different pictures and videos about Syria like the hardships being encountered by this fleeing Syrian from their country is so heartbreaking... How would it feel to be in their shoes? terrifying! Lets just pray for them..  Back to work now.

8:48pm
At my father's hotel room... glad where he checked in is just walking distance from my workplace.. he's here for a meeting kanina.. and he'll  be going home tomorrow... anyway, I have to go home na rin.. tama na ang selfie! Haha.. Look, we we're wearing our commemorative  shirts daw.

9:33pm
Home.. I haven't seen my friends for this entire week.. parang namimiss ko sila.. nawawalan na ako ng social life.. chos! Parang meron. Haha

11:01pm
GOOD NIGHT!

9th of September

5:04am
I woke up around 4:30 am, an hour earlier than my normal wake up call... it's like I'm having my Monday Morning Sickness but it's Wednesday.. I feel not so well.. I don't wanna go to work, it feels so sad there already....

9:06pm
I'm feeling really exhausted! As in mentally, socially, physically and emotionally tired! I think I looked so haggard right now, I don't even want to see my face in the mirror... :(

10:50pm
Despite my dramas, I'm okay...
I miss my mom, are they in KSA by now?.. I hope they had a good flight...

Good night!

8th of September

Pretending as if I'm sick so I can avail my sick leave is something that bothers  me because I don't want to make false excuses... naguiguilty ako, feeling ko totoong magkakasakit ako kapag nagsisinungaling ako.. makakarma ako... yeah, I am that paranoid unless if I'm truly sick, aabsent talaga ako..... kaso wala na akong VL, isa na lang... so I used my SL, I pretended as if I was sick makaabsent lang... (actually hindi naman eto yung first time na kunwari may sakit ako makaabsent lang, may reason naman ako kaso naguguilty lang ako.. kahit surely everyone is doing it..). Hindi naman ako dakila, ang point ko lang is ayokong dinadahilang may sakit ako kahit wala naman.. bat ako nag eexplain? Bat ang arte ko? Haha.. sorry naman. May masabi lang .. para di na ako maguilty.

Anyway mabigat naman yung reason ko bat absent ako today, more important than my job.. I can afford to lose my job but I can't let my mom leave without seeing her.. I just had a bonding moment with her.. She's here and tomorrow they will be off to Saudi Arabia for a pilgrimage..   It's her second time to be in KSA for a pilgrimage. I was at my fifth grade when she first went there,.. She was gone for about more than a month.. That was also the first time that we've separated from her for that long.. feeling ko ang tagal tagal nyang mawawala non,  Naalala ko pa after we send her off to the airport, pagdating ng bahay, bait baitan ako, naglilinis ng bahay.. diko alam anong pinaglalaban ko non.. Haha.. siguro inuuto lang kami ng tatay ko na magpakabait kase nasa malayo yung nanay namin.. haha! and we missed her everyday, wala pang cellphone non!.. we didn't have any idea what's going on to her out there..

Anyway, I wish I could join her, in my own time, I'll be performing my pilgrimage too, it's part of our religious obligations...

I hope they will have a safe journey.. God Bless her.. God bless us all. Good night!

My Emotional 5th of September

There's no denying, kahit pa inuuto lang tayo ng "Aldub" eh affected much nanaman ako...haha! nagkita na kase sila finally!! 😍

Tsaka infairness kay Lola Nidora, may sense naman yung mga pinagsasabi nya..

Anyway, I was scrolling my Instagram account when I saw this posted by someone..

It's just so timing that we've watched Inside Out  kanina, and this character Bing Bong just made me shed a drop of tear before he disappeared saying that line.. -"take her to the moon for me"..  kaloka, cartoons, pinaiyak ako? Haha!.. 

Sige, medyo late na pala. GOOD NIGHT!

40 Quotable Quotes

I was scanning my gallery trying to delete some unwanted items when I realized I have too many saved pictures and quotes on it. If a random post catch my interest, I would right away save or screen shot them on my phone... kaya eto, popost ko lang.

Wala lang, gusto ko lang ishare...

1. okay. noted.

2. Noted too.. we can control what we think but never what we feel.

3. Kinda pressured on this because I'm kinda indecisive since I was born. Haha

4. I didn't write this but whoever wrote this, I feel her/him because I think I have a slight of this too.. so friends, bare with me sometimes. Haha!..  (but not so serious, in case you feel weird about me now)

5. Agree! And I salute that  kind of people.. especially karamihan ngayon eh insensitive na. Chos lang!

6. I didn't say I'm posting only inspiring quotes... when I say random, everything that makes sense or even don't make sense counted.. I just had a good laugh when I saw this picture... watched also the short film of it a while ago.

7. I'm sorry, sometimes I'm  just the saddest but I just can't give my best try to make others happy-- and that what makes me even more saddest.. (oo, more na! saddEST pa)

8. I should post this on my wall so I will be reminded everyday.

9. I just wished I made someone's day just a little better... (meron kaya?, sa salbahe kong to?? I wish I had)

10. Ayan ah! alams na! :)

11. True!

12. Chosera!. e di wow... haha.. wala lang.

13. For the next pictures, these are screen shots, I'm too lazy to crop..pasensya, tamad lang. Anyway, so we meet people by reason huh?? Siguro, for the case of others, baka sa ngayon di pa natin alam bakit.. baka bukas pa...

14. o ha!.. kitam, there's no problem in being single... tsk tsk tsk.. ang hirap kase ipaintindi ito sa mga nag aakalang hindi okay.... (nahahawa tuloy ako. Haha)

15. So, its okay.

 

16. I wish I could!

17. I wish too!

18. Right.

19. At first, I didn't get this. Pero nung nagets ko na.. sinubukan kong magpause ng 2pm while I'm busy working and see what happens... haha.. (nagpauto sa quote)

20. okay.. eto siguro yung time heals daw.. lumilipas din ang lahat... sana nga. Haha!

21. Gosh, I have sooooo much of words!

22. Am I not getting old because I'm still using my old email? and it's humiliating because there's the word "kaede" on it.. as in Kaede Rukawa of Slam Dunk, I created that sometime in 2004 and I'm still using it till now.. I already have a corporate email from our company and another email in yahoo with my full name on it.. pero mas active pa rin ako dun sa may "kaede".. haha!

23. See? so, whats wrong with me? (sometimes).

24. hahaha! relate! (tatanga tanga rin kase ako minsan).

25. Yeah.. tapos iisipin mo pa, sana panaginip na lang!

26. So I'm telling myself million times not to overthink... maybe I need to add another million.

27. No words needed to understand this picture.. it's heartbreaking... 

28. Okay. Sabi mo e.

29. So that's how you miss people? 

30. I hope I'm not one of those people.. kaso. feeling ko minsan, kasama ako.. hindi maari!

31. Denial? medyo slow kase yung heart. haha

32. so, habang may buhay may pag asa?

33. Ganon?  Pero ayos lang, as long as I have what I NEED, ayos na ako... kontento nako.. 

34. Tama!

35. Oo, Ako to!

36. Is there an alternative aside from drinking?? (wala namang sinabi kung anong drinks?)

37. and I sing in the rain too --literally, when I walk on the streets with my umbrella on, I sing! Haha

38. No matter how afraid we are to learn the unknown, we must not assume.. kaya nagkakagulo ang mundo! kaya maraming namimisinterpret Hehe.. tsaka on the other hand, there's too many annoying people who assume for you.. yung tipong parang mas alam pa ano nararamdaman mo.. kakainis! Haha

39. Kaya nga minsan, kahit kumukulo na ang dugo mo, shut up ka lang..

40. I have nothing to say na..  haha

That's all! I know, we are aware at some of these lines, pero minsan kelangan lang kase natin marinig at mabasa pa ng paulit ulit.. chos lang!

2nd of September

There goes the creepy moon again.. Can you see it?? (Pakitingnan na lang sa langit kase tinatamad akong kunan ng picture... :))

Yun lang. GOOD NIGHT!