Last day of 2013

Last day of 2013, is also my last night here at home for my vacation leave.. Tomorrow will be my flight back to Manila.. that means, for 4 consecutive years, I've been spending the new year half at home and the other half at Manila. That would also means that I've been breaking my heart on every first day of the year..

Anyway, how was my 2013??? It was a year where I got stressed, I went workaholic,  I fell inlove and I broke my heart too (haha), i got confused, i was fine, i was happy and I was sad, I was indecisive, I was left behind, i have learned, i became stronger, i had smiles and i had my river of tears...... to sum it all, i was alright! I can still smile right now..

What i am hoping for 2014?? I dont know! Haha... no more new years resolution.. but I wish, it would going to be a great year for me, i hope i could transform my self into a better and righteous person, i wish i could move on and let go of what should i let go, i wish i could be braver and face my fears, i am free and I wish i could make use of it... I wish I could realize and do what i really wanna do, i wish i would stop wasting my time and make a decision, i wish to be happy!

I know wishes are just wishes-- i need to do something.

I pray for my family's safety and good health too... and i pray for ________. :)

12mn is about to come.. and im on my bed already.. our father didn't tolerate us to celebrate the new year because we are not  suppose to... that's why i just have to sleep now and listen to the sound of 2013's farewell.

Good night and happy 2014 though! ;)

Hello Sunday Morning!

I slept late but I woke up early.. its unusual to me... I can still feel my eyes trying to shut down but my mind refused to... it feels like Im having a Monday morning sickness on a Sunday!

What's for today? Maybe no movie today... I've been at Glorietta Cinemas for three days this week.

Last Wednesday night, i was with my officemate.. she asked me to watch a movie, "when the love is gone", its not really my kind of movie, it hers! Hehe..  because i need to release my stresses that night so i said yes... i dont know the relevance of the title to the movie itself..  anyway, would you really consider love being gone sometimes? Or im just an idealist here believing that when you are truly inlove, it never fades... haha.. my belief sucks right?? Hehe.. as if i know what i ought to know.

On Friday night, i watched "Hunger Games: Catching Fire" all by myself... watching a movie on a big screen alone is not new to me.. try to do it sometimes, a time with yourself... hahaha... i had lots of time with myself anyway.. and who cares with  those mocking love birds that surround you... Anyway, cant wait for part 3.

Last night, i was with my brother, time to laugh that time, so we watched "Call Center Girl"... its his treat because he needs something from me! Hayst.. haha.. try this one too, bonding moment with your brother when you dont have a choice. Haha

So what's for today??? Maybe I should do some room cleaning.. cooking.. grocery.. send my used clothes to my ever favorite laundry shop - i still dont know his name! Haha, what else?? Oh God, I'm so typical and boring! Haha

thats it. Good morning Sunday!

Finally This Day is Over!

I just cant wait for this moment.. to be lying on my bed! Haha.. just got home and i haven't even change my uniform yet.. just give me ten minutes! 

When I woke up this morning, I wish this day would be over and now its over! Why? Because im expecting this to be a bad day... but See? Everything would be just fine..

That's it.. Good night!

The Discovery Primea

Elevation Along Ayala Avenue

Elevation Along Tuscany Side

Elevation Along Apartment Ridge

I was doing the cost report presentation and I need to upload the pictures my officemate took using my phone (Nakakainis kasi yung officemate ko na incharge sa mg pictures na to...I want updated pictures I said haha) when I was supposed to be on my way home last Thursday. 

Anyway, yun  nga, I was trying to send those pictures on my Email Add but something went wrong, I was rushing para i-figure it out why so instead I sent them here in my blogger account, kaya eto na!..

At nagawa ko pang umeksena! hahaha.. dont worry, di naman kasama to  sa presentation ko. haha

P.S. Hayst, why am I still here?... ilang beses ko na bang sinabing magreresign na ako! Wahhh.. haha

random thoughts on a sunday morning

Good morning Sunday!

I was typing this when a call from a friend interrupted me... at least i had a good laugh  talking to him.

He also asked me what are my plans today.. and thats what i'm about to write.

Im still on my bed, thinking what can I have for breakfast. I'm hungry already but im still sleepy. I slept late last night trying to wait for someone who doesn't care for me anymore... haha... and as expected, he didnt really care at all.. haha..

Door knocks woke me up this morning about past 7, thats my brother.. blame him for that early wake up call.

I should do some house cleaning today.. wash my uniform, send my other dirty clothes to the laundry shop, pick up the bunch i left there last week -- the attendant at that shop is being nice to me, its been more than a year but i still dont know his name.. haha.. feeling close pa naman sya saken.. hehe..

then have some groceries too.. then movies... then? What else... i know my routine is such a dull one... hehehe... i dont care for now...

i'm a bit unwell too... i have colds, i hope it wouldn't get worse.

so good morning sunday! Need to get up now...

a beautiful night

I just got home. And while walking home, i've  noticed that the sky is clear and there are few stars,  i haven't seen the night as beautiful as that... i felt like a child again, i know im such a baby and a hopeless romantic, i know i am! But stars are truly a beautiful scenery to me.. it always makes me feel good. I think that's the big dipper or the small dipper i guess i saw earlier.. or i'm just imagining.. hehe

I miss home.. i miss my childhood days.. i miss hanging out with my siblings at our rooftop, watching the myriad of stars, waiting for shooting stars, yes, i've seen one! No maybe twice or thrice if I remember it right.. the night there at the province was beautiful, unlike here in the big city, its polluted and the air is cloaked with smog, so if ever you'll see the sky with less than a hundred of stars, its already amazing!

When was the last time i had seen the night sky sparks? Where the stars are countless, cant even remember.... if air pollution would worsen, i might not see it again.

Good night!!!

My Sympathy and Prayers to the Victims of Typhoon Yolanda

What had happened to Philippines, particularly to Visayas Areas was so terrifying. It's actually beyond my imagination, seeing those  videos on the internet showing the destruction made by typhoon Yolanda (Haiyan) could bring tremors on my system. It's like, its only possible on movies. What if you were somewhere at  one of those most affected areas at that moment? I could only thank God, I was not.

 (photo not mine)

The said super typhoon was announced to be hitting the Philippines earlier last week, especially the Central part of the Philippines.. I think somehow residents had prepared for that, but most houses in these areas were made of light Materials, and even the Concrete Establishments were not not able to stand still . And the typhoon was indeed monstrous as they defined it. For that one day, its seems like they we're isolated and thrown somewhere, electricity and means of communication had

shut down. They were helpless! And we haven't heard of them for that one day of torture..

Seeing the news of what was left and wrecked is so heartbreaking! Death toll is still increasing. Countless is still missing. The looks of those affected are so distressing. Until today, some couldnt locate their family members, they don't even know if they are alive or not, clueless and almost hopeless. I know how hard it is to be just waiting and couldn't do a thing..  I have friends who have their relatives there and If only I know how to lighten up their burdens, then I'll give it a try.

My sympathy and prayers to the victims. For the survivors, keep strong. I hope my small donations could help.

I thank God that the people I love are safe.

It makes me think that I don't have the right to feel ungrateful and sad about my own problems at the moment, its totally nothing compared to those victims at Visayas.. I hope they could cope up easily.

God bless us all.