29th of December

6:36PM
At, NAIA Terminal 4, waiting for my 8:00pm departure to Davao City.. it's my first time in this Terminal and it's not so good here, Terminal 3 is a way much nicer.. I'm hungry and I don't know what or where to eat... unlike at T3 where there are variety of food chains...

7:10pm
I ended up with these sweets.. mocca javacula and carrot cake.. but I'm craving for something salty.. but I got no choice.

Anyway, I'm taking the Air Asia plane, I hope it will be a safe flight... this was my second time to fly with Air Asia... the first time was my flight from Singapore to Penang... and that was one of my worst flight... I hope, it would be different now..

8:10pm
On board. God, keep us safe.

10:15pm
Davao airport! Took this shot while looking for my sundo.

26th of December 2015

8:37am

Sitting on my bed right now thinking what if I'm on an overseas travel right now.. Thailand? Hongkong? Macau? Korea? Japan? Or Indonesia?? it could have been sweeter.. I felt like I wasted the holidays.. it could have been a great time to escape on the real world for a while, I must be strolling around somewhere, eating new foods, seeing new places, meeting different races..... now I'm imagining things.. somebody slap my face.. haha! My fault, I should have stole some of my hectic schedules to book and plan a trip somewhere.. 

On the good side of it.. yes, I had learned to look at the good side of every situation I am encountering.. maybe my holidays weren't wasted at all.. last Thursday, though I spent my time sleeping and watched movies all day, I can say I needed that.. Yesterday, I got myself exhausted by shopping.. literally! I went there and there.. bought something for myself and for my family (would serve as my pasalubong in participation of my brother), since I will be going home this coming week.

Today.. Later, will be Mac's wedding day.. I'm kinda hesitant to attend because Marj and Margaux have their other appointments, Mela is uncertain because she's a bit unwell and me? I have no reason not to go... I filed a leave today with a reason that I will be attending a wedding... And long time ago, Mac told me to save a Leave for his wedding so I can go, and I said yes.. And I should keep that... isn't this was one of my consideration too why I wasn't able to book a flight somewhere??  so now, I must go there... Not because my  close friends cant come, not because I'm an introvert (lol)... then I would break what I have said too.. lousy excuses! I must go.  :)

11:20pm
I feel tired but I must finish this blog.. I didn't know what to wear.. so I had this.. don't mind the mirror selfie..haha

We arrived at hotel at past 3pm

The couple

I didn't regret that I attended Mac's wedding, when he smiled seeing  us around is more than enough to conclude that our presence matters to him.. I feel so happy for him... May their love to each other lasts forever.. because they both deserve it.

We left the at the reception almost 7pm.. We headed to a bakery recommended by someone.. and while waiting for our orders, we had a quick stroll at this part of Angeles, Pampanga.

1:03am (27 na!)
I may not know when "someday" is or how late that day is... but  I still wish "someday" before I'll perish, I'll be able to do the things I'd love to do, go to the places I always dream of... and be with the people I wish I could be with.. Good night!

24th of December 2015

6:05pm
I once said, that I don't wanna stare at the moon again... but what can I do when it's just right there in front of my window?

7:11pm
What am I suppose to do with this one whole chicken all by myself?! Haha... I was thinking of buying just a half of it.. but unfortunately, they are selling only a whole of it.. not even chopping it, maybe because it's christmas tomorrow... I just hope my brother would help me eat this.. haha

8:27pm

I'm actually enjoying watching The Good Dinosaur! 

10:39pm

Just got a call from Lee all the way from Qatar.. and I had a good laugh talking to him..... and these messages, though I'm not celebrating Christmas..

10:59pm

I made this.. who want some?

12:45am

So, it's 25th now!.. I must be sleeping.. Sorry but a selfie is necessary before I sleep.. haha.. Good night!

23rd of Dec

Annoying!!! ... oo naiinis din ako sa mga di kaaya ayang tanawin.. kasalanan ko rin naman.. kaya ayos na! Di na ako annoyed..  hehe.. makakalimutan ko rin.

Anyway, I should be happy because tomorrow is holiday.. yey! Pero mas masaya sana if I had an itinerary somewhere.. next week pa yung flight home ko...  sayang naman yung holidays...  kasalanan ko ulit.. :(

This morning while on the way to the office, I decided not to take a taxi.. ayos lang magpa-late.. While on the bus, I was thinking of crossing the busy streets of Villamor, sana may makasabay ako.. at that state of thinking.. the bus stopped.. and there goes Mela! Tuwang tuwa ako nung makita sya.. parang ang liit lang ng mundo at ang konte lang ng FTI buses para makasabay ko sya...  wala lang, maikwento lang.. ang babaw lang kase ng kaligayaan ko.. kahit ang lalim lalim ng iniisip ko..  :)

Sa office, almost everyone naghalf day.. pero Mela, Glenda and I stayed a bit longer.. in the afternoon, we ate at the nearby Shakeys.. tapos uwian na..

Tapos.. tapos na.. inaantok nako.

GOOD NIGHT!

20th of Dec

This wonderful song before I sleep...

Meet you in my dreams.. my guardian angel.. (chos lang!)..

18th of December

5:50pm

It's their xmas party here in PP3 project... I joined the exchanged gift and even that awkward  game! And now they are currently still partying and drinking... while I am all alone in the staffhouse.. killjoy right? Haha..  I'm  much enjoying being alone here..

That's why I am so unlovable!.. I'm not enjoying mingling with other people na diko kaclose, introvert nga kase ako! Haha... although my other friends are still there, majority are strangers to me pa rin.. It will take too long before I'll get comfortable with them.. and I know exactly na hindi masyado maganda yung ganon.. kaya lang ganon ako e.. kaya kahit ikaw, surely you wouldn't like me.. kung pwede lang ipa ban yung negativity ko sa blogger eh baka wala na rin ako dito.. hahaha..  thank you for being so patient about me.. haha.... tnx tnx! Kahit pa parang sarili ko lang kausap ko dito...  but I'm not crazy...

9:54pm

Good night!

16th of Dec

I miss my bed!! Two straight nights in our staffhouse... kaya namiss ko dito...  I haven't had a good night sleep last night... parang oras oras akong nagigising, namamahay ako pero okay na rin yun... ang hirap daw bumyahe kagabi!

Anyway, Mela and I met madam at Glorietta after work.. namiss ko rin dun.. lahat na lang namimiss ko... hehe..

Makwento lang to: I was sitting on a bench waiting for Marj and Mela kanina when a guy passed by telling me "wag ng malungkot"... what???? Ako ba kausap non? Haha. Late reaction na ko.. siguro bugnutin at wala sa mood yung pagmumukha ko kanina...Naalala ko nung college, a stranger told me the same thing... I don't exactly remember his words.. parang "smile naman jan".. I was walking on a covered walk nung nasalubong ko sya... nasabi ko rin nun, ako ba kausap non??? Haha.. now, I'm wondering... how do I really looked like kapag mga ganon moments.. haha

Anyway, I missed saying my unspoken messages to some people... so here we go again ..

1.  I'm still not comfortable being with you, pero kelangan talaga kitang pakisamahan..  hindi man ako maging kasing vocal, kasing ingay mo but  I wont let you make me feel down.. 

2. Sensya na! I really can't be like that... kaya dimo siguro gusto yung presence ko... sensya na talaga.. sana dimo maisip na unprofessional ako.. ganto lang talaga ako.. in time... (if may time).. you'll realize that I deserve (what I should deserve).

3. Ako pa rin to. Pagod lang minsan...

4. I miss you to the moon back! Chos lang.. pero totoo.. sana alam mo.. pero syempre dimo malalaman, walang parang para malaman mo.. at dimo na kailangang malaman dahil di mo rin gugustuhing malaman.. gulo ko noh? 

5.  E di wow.. hehe

6. Thanks for always being there.. kahit you are so annoying sometimes... thanks for not changing kahit soon magbabago na buhay mo... you're one of those few good friends I will always treasure...  naaappreciate ko yung concern mo saken.. kahit minsan nakakairita.. naappreciate ko yung alam mong di ako okay kahit wala akong sinasabi... to your new life's turning point.. I wish you happiness! HBD! 

Yun lang.. haha.. Good night!