It’s been a while since I last wrote you, and I shouldn’t be writing you anymore. I should have moved on by now… I thought I did.
I was thinking of writing you few days ago informing you that your presence bothers me no more. Not until today, when I saw you hurting because of “her”. My mind says, you deserved that, you somehow must feel that pain coz you’ve caused me that too, now we’re even! And I should be happy but I’m not, coz my heart is breaking too.
When I saw you looking at her, with that rage and pain in your eyes, it broke my heart! It disheartened me knowing that your heart belongs to someone and not me----
Anyway, I shouldn’t be blaming you for my own heartaches, it’s not your fault, maybe I misinterpreted everything, I assumed that you liked me too. And even if you chose me, still, I can’t let you in in my life.
Yes, maybe we we’re meant to be, but cannot be together… I would be so selfish if I won’t let you find that person that could be at your side for the rest of your life.
So even it cuts so deep, I still wish you happiness with someone else.
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