The Last Day of Feb!

Before the last day of February, here's the last night singing trip at Centerstage Jupiter Makati...

  

It was nice there, we had fun, I ruined songs.. haha.. we needed it, I needed it, I was feeling stressed....  and it helped somehow...

Today:

Late at work. (As if its something I should be proud of hehe)

Work mode. Too silent.. many were absent.. Been repeating the song Photograph by Ed Sheeran as my background music while busy working!.

Now at my fathers hotel room..  after more than a month, glad he's back from his research work at Japan.... I'm envious, he had experienced snow and probably saw Cherry Blossoms too (but surely those trees didn't catch his interest ). That was actually the first thing I asked him, if he saw cherry blossoms?

Thanks to him, I've got Japan yen added on my collection.

Now, just watching the replay of The Walking Dead.

And I need to sleep. Good night!

25 Feb 15

Woke up 4:03 am... I thought I could sleep back.. I had not. I'm having a good night sleep recently.. but today, what's the 4:03am about?? Then I realized, I'm thinking a lot nanaman.. grrrr..  I need to do something that would calm my bothered senses...:)

And as early as this, someone is just so disappointing.. hehe.. how can I stop hating you. Haha..

..this person is so unpredictable! Am I following him already?? Ahaha.. sometimes.. he's a big "turn off" too I wanted to unfriend him or unfollow him.. but sometime, there is "something" about him.

And because I couldn't sleep back.. its killing the time.. sorry for this. Haha

I think ill go to work early

2:39pm

Working on the productivity rates of our project, its making my eyes hurt as well as my heart.. haha!.. this should be anticipated  at the early stage of the construction.... But I didn't know that before, no one told me.. Now, how can i get the actual rates when we're almost completed.. errrr.. they should have told me before... mag mamagic nanaman ba ako??

3:30pm

Stealing pics of my officemates.. hehe.. busy working on report for the meeting tomorrow.

7:30pm

Home. Errr...the traffic jam bugged me! I had a long walk too because the first Jeepney I rode in got his tire busted... Now, I'm hungry. I didn't eat at Glorietta because I'm still stuffed when I left the office... now I'm hungry and I lost my energy too.

10:14pm

"A real woman avoids drama, she knows her time is precious and she's not wasting it on unimportant things".  This is such a nice quote, and its like telling me to stop blogging too.. because I'm such a drama queen here sometimes.... but I can't stop! Not now.. maybe tomorrow? Haha...  for me pouring my drama here is much better than ranting and growling somewhere...  anyway, its just between the two of us, right my dear blogger??   And for me,  doing what I want to do is not a waste of time....

GOOD NIGHT NOW... SLEEP WELL ..

23Feb15

5:45am
Why Monday really breaks my heart???

7:40am
Yeah, it still breaks my heart.

9:46pm
Yah, keeps on breaking my heart... but now im gonna sleep well.

Good night!

22 Feb 15

10:08 am

Good morning Sunday!

Sunday is always my favorite day... But there's irony there.. I think a lot! I'll feel a bit disappointed , then I would ask, how come I'd love Sunday so much???

As soon as I open my eyes, lazy rising up.. I would just grab my phone, open facebook... Sometimes, I would just say, I'll stop facebooking, this is not healthy... Seeing different people's status makes me say these : I wish I was there too!, I wish I have that too, I wish I am loved that way too, I wish I have those kinds of friends too...... blah blah and the sort... you'll see people just right there not even saying hello to you.... duh?? Why would they say so, these are just facebook friends... not really my friends.  Maybe only 10% of these are really my real friends and only 5% knows me well, the rest are just acquaintances.

All right, maybe facebooking is really not healthy..  but the good sides are--

Without it you'll totally like an outcast, you wont know what's going on in the world, ignorance is terrible,

Feeling a little envious is not totally a wreck, you would also have your dreams of wanting something or going somewhere, it could be a motivation. When your directionless, it could give you the idea. Just don't forget what your heart truly desires, don't cover it up with what other people are getting, you think it would be yours too.

And get connected with those 5% good friends of yours.

Now, facebook would be totally unhealthy if  I wont rise from bed and get myself a breakfast! Good morning again!

10:39 pm

I thought I'm gonna write a lot before this day ends.. but I'm just too sleepy.. It's a typical Sunday anyway, Here's my sleepy self in black and white.. Good night!

19Feb15

Today:

It's Chinese New Year... so its a holiday...

It's my brother's birthday too... so we went out to do a little shopping...

Now, spending my time music tripping and writing..... and selfie-ing..

That would be all. Good night

HBD Margaux!

Dear margaux,

Before I'll get my speech started, let me first  post pictures of us, lam mo na, the traditional way of greeting friends via social network...

 

At mabura na lahat ng pictures sa cellphone ko wag lang mawala tong picture na to... last year pa toh,,, diko pa rin alam bakit ganyan kinalabasan mo.. haha

So yun lang. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hehe  (yun na yung pinakaspeech ko).

Sincerely Yours,

Ash

P.S. ang dami nyong nag birthday ng February... I ran out of words. .  Kaya wala na akong masabi. Hehe..  See you soon! We miss you na... may gift ka saken, maeexpire within a week kaya magpakita kana!.. love you much! Ang haba bg P S ko.

15Feb14

Hey

It's Feb 15!!! Alam na, you're getting old.. (and so do I) haha... this one's for you, but I hope you're not reading it but how can you not when I'll be tagging you haha...

Maybe we're not like those typical sisters who are so emotionally attached to each other, we're close  like we have no choice because we're the only girls among us seven.. haha.. we don't even have a lot of things in common, minsan you acted as if you're older...  you're much organized, you hated to see our room messy (na ako minsan ang dahilan bakit magulo.. haha), you're matakaw, kita naman sa katawan, haha, mas marunong kang magluto, you're shopaholic, you love dressing up,   you're much braver, there are things you learned first , you knew how to swim (marunong ka nga ba? Haha), you first learned how to have a good posture (at lagi mo akong sinisita if i walked ungraceful), you first learned how to drive a car, you're much adventurous, you're more of a risk taker... remember our first zip line experience? Yung kelangan isa isa? I'm supposed to do it first kase mas matanda ako, haha... but when I was  already up there to gear up, sabi ko "ah, hindi, ikaw na mauna".... anyway, ako naman tig gawa ng assignments mo, kaya okay lang.. hehe... and the things we have in common is that we both love to travel, we love cats and we hate hate lizards.

Yun nga, sabi ko nga, di naman tayo masyadong emotionally attached,  i mean verbally hindi nga siguro.....  parang puro joke lang tayo, there are things we don't talk about... ewan bakit, maybe because we don't want drama!  and maybe we don't really need to, because we know each other deeply even without saying anything.... chos! Haha...  di nga tayo mahilig magdrama sa isat isa diba?? Haha

   

Happy Birthday!.. yun lang, wala na akong sasabihin..  baka mapa "ewwww" pa tayo sa isat isa... basta alam na! Hahahah

14th of Feb

30 minutes to go and 14th day of February is over..  it's valentines day for them! Yes not for me, glad I don't celebrate valentines day...

To whom it may concern,

I'm speechless.

Sincerely yours, 

Me

Happy Friday D 13th!

Sabi mo wag kitang batiin sa facebook kaya dito na lang. Alam ko tamad ka magbasa, pero wala kang choice kundi basahin to...(basahin mo!!! Masasayang effort ko. Haha)

Dahil birthday mo, you deserve to know some things that I don't tell you everyday, kahit na alam mo naman siguro.. 

I want you to know that I am thankful we became friends, you are someone I never thought I would be comfortable with.. kase naman magkaiba tayo ng status sa buhay, iba yung mga paniniwala mo, ang ingay ingay mo at ang tahimik ko, medyo mahiyain ako medyo makapal yung face mo ahahaha, madrama ako ikaw hindi, ako tinutupad ko yung mga sinasabi ko ikaw you keep on changing your mind gaya ngayon sabi mo magpapakita ka di naman pala! Hmp! , may mga bagay na okay lang sa akin pero hindi okay sayo and vice versa! You know how annoying you are kapag mga ganong times! Kapag inaasar mo ako or iniinsist mo yung gusto mo, yung sinasamahan kita magpaikot ikot sa Mall pero wala ka naman palang bibilhin Haha.. lalo na kapag sinasabi mong dapat ganito ako, dapat ganon... and blah blah blah...  oo, you're so annoying sometimes, hahaha, but that tested our friendship.. ayos lang, dimo na kailangan baguhin yun, tanggap ko ng ganon ka, basta wag madalas ha, naiirita din ako... hehe.. at the end of the day, despite our differences, we still managed to keep our friendship alive, chos! alam ko kahit medyo iba yung response ko minsan, I'm still aware that you just want the best for me in your own way.. At kahit nasa ibang project kana..  dimo pa rin ako nakakalimutang kumustahin.. ahaha..  and I thank you for that.... salamat sa mga advices mo, at sa mga reminders mo... salamat din sa pagtyatyaga sa kaartehan ko, lam mo namang sa inyo ko lang ginagawa yun. 

You know what I admire about you?? The way how you balance things, how you value your family and your job at the same time. You may never handle things perfectly at may kung anu ano pang intriga, lam mo na hehe, you still get yourself composed and unaffected... keep that up! 

Madam Marj, keep safe always! Kayo ni buchuchay! Wag masyado magdiet kase wala namang effect haha!  Stay happy always.  Once again, thank you for being there, you may not be a perfect friend, wala naman kasing perfect, all I want from you is to be true, and I know you are.... 

If you need a friend, andito lang ako...  mamimiss kita, lipat staff house kana, magleleave ka pa.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you! mwahhhh! Hehe

Here's my most favorite photos of you... ganda mo jan ah! Hehe

Favorite ko rin to! Jayden, ikaw ba yan?

At eto pang mga pictures na to:

Yung mga moments na busy ako sa area ko at bigla na lang susulpot.. manggugulo, iinumin ang kape ko at mag-aaya umuwi kahit dipa ako tapos magtrabaho.

Pero isipin mo yun? Kahit busy ako, nakukuha pa rin natin magselfie??? Haha

Yung mga food trip natin na minsan napapawaldas tayo .. haha.. 

Salamat sa pagpipigil nyong wag umorder ng pork kase kasama nyo ko.

Eto yung nagulat tayo sa bill natin, napilitan akong gamitin yung credit card ko kase nadecline yung sayo kase expired naman pala! Haha

Salamat sa pagsama mo saken sa mga unlimited kainan pag gustong kong kumain ng marami dahil depress depresan ako.. nasisira ko diet mo! Haha

At marami pang iba.. nakakapagod magcaption.. alalahanin mo na lang kung saan saan at kelan tong mga to.

Ayun lang.. marami pang iba kaso nakakapagod din magcompile ! .. ang o.a ko noh?? Eto rin pagkakaiba natin, ang galing ko sa gantong kacornihan, ikaw hindi, yung letter na ginawa mo saken, 10.5 years mo ata bago natapos . haha.. 

Anyway, napahaba pa to, baka nakatulog kana... yun nga, dahil di ka nagpakita sa araw na to, yung gift ko sayo kay Lee ko na lang ibibigay . Haha... joke! Sige happy bday ulit!

12Feb15

Just so overwhelmed that the Ayala Entrance is now open!! Isang tawid na lang to glorietta.

11 Feb 15

Today:

5:50am
Finally I've decided, I'm not going to work today.. I'm upset, .. so I'm not feeling well... So I wont go to work.. ( devil smile?? Haha)

Although, I'm having a hard time everyday reporting at work, I still go to work, I still do what I should do.. kahit hindi ako masipag, nagmumukha akong masipag...I'm just being responsible. And its not me who run away from her task.. pero today I'm just really upset. Kaya magpapasaway muna ako... we had this conversation yesterday with my boss. He wanted me to attend a meeting na alam ko P.M yung dapat umattend.

Sir: oi, ikaw ang umattend bukas.
Ako: bakit ako? Pang P.M yun e. AYOKO
Sir: Kase inuutusan kita. Bakit ayaw mong pumunta?
Ako:  ayoko... marami akong gagawin tsaka meron naman schedule yung mga cost engineers para dun a
Sir: inuutusan nga kita, ang tigas ng ulo mo.

I shut my mouth, but i silently told my self.. "hindi lahat ng iuutos mo ay gagawin ko".

Haha.. i don't intend to go absent today... i don't wanna appear like i'm running away from attending the meeting ... (ayoko naman talaga! Haha).. but when i woke up this morning... narealize ko, ano naman kung maiisip nila yun?! Okay na rin na mafeel nila  na hindi ko gagawin lahat ng gusto nila..kesa makipag argue ako na di ako aattend sa meeting, di na lang ako papasok!.. minsan ko lang naman gawin to.. maybe its not the right attitude. But its not also right to be soooo trying hard to be perfect.

I'll take this day to renew may super expired na license na lang.

9:07pm
About 30 minutes ago when we got home.. my brother and I had bonding moment.. we renew our professional  licenses.. and we went to Robinson Mall... had merienda and watched movie... itreat ko raw sya kase resigned na raw xa??? What???. He mentioned to me that he's resigning, kala ko joke lang...  yes na, ako na ang manlilibre.

We're supposed to watch Jupiter Ascending but its no longer showing, wala ng ibang option..kaya kahit awkward manuod ng Pinoy love story with your brother, we watched "that thing called tadhana"... haha...

Honestly kahit medyo boring as what my brother said (pero ako, hindi naman nabored)...maganda naman yung movie, it was intriguing din kase...its about two people who met at the right timing despite their different views in destiny... yung isa naniniwalang pag mahal mo dapat gawin mo lahat at yung isa, naniniwala na hayaan na lang ang tadhana, kung kayo, kayo talaga.

 And because of this movie, I think I wanna go to Sagada... what about my tadhana? Hahaha.. nakakacorny yung mga ganong movie.. dapat nagsstick na lang ako sa mga horror, action, thriller at sci fi movies.. haha

And hey.. ang cute nito..kaya diko napigilang magpapicture.. haha... dont mind my graceless posture..

10:30 pm
late na..time to sleep... im gonna sleep well, kahit pa feeling ko, di ako papansinin ng boss ko bukas..

Good night!

7 Feb 15

YESTERDAY:

I'm supposed to blog last night but I was so tired and my head ached a bit when I reached home. We had our cost engineer's meeting, and you know how I hated being in the head office having meetings .. haha...

Aimee fetched me at the site so we could go together and had a chit chat on the way.. We talked about our Quantity Surveyors... we talked about how we missed our ex team mate, Jonathan, how he worked so well, how he made my life not so hard because he knows very well what he's been doing and I don't have to exert too much effort in supervising him... I've learned from him too, there are things he knows that I don't... I hope he's
 doing fine there in abroad.

As for my new QS, eerrr.. haha! I hope there's no way for him to find this website or else I might offend him.. he's too forgetful! I need to forcefully sharpen my not-so-keen memory because he keeps on forgetting the things I'm telling him, when I asked him about "this and that",  he would just stare at me for a couple of seconds as if I'm a big question mark!! Grrr... haha.. (buti na lang kamukha nya si Xian Lim.. ahaha)...  how  many times did I tell him to write things??!! (which sometimes he does naman)..  he's been with me for almost 3 months and yet, he keeps on interchanging things.. i keep on explaining things over and over again and he forgets that... feeling ko tuloy hindi rin ako effective... i don't find him exploring things on his own, he's doing what I am instructing him naman and was able to finish it but I don't see the eagerness in him... he dislikes what he is doing,  he hates filing, he hates paper works, he hates just sitting there!! Ramdam na ramdam ko yun and I'm disappointed. ... I don't want him to pretend that he loves the job but I hate him too for making me feel that he doesn't like what he is doing.. maybe he's good at other things, maybe he's better at site... but not on that position next to me.. naisstress lang lalo ako!! Kaya namimiss ko tuloy yung ex QS ko! I need someone like him... but it's exhausting to train someone new rin.

Change topic. Also yesterday, someone made me feel that being nice is nice...  sometimes, i hate being nice because people get to abuse you, or you'll be taken for granted... and i'm even feeling guilty for being such... now I'm atleast not.

TODAY:

Work mode. Music tripping. Grocery.. movie...

and good night!

4Feb15

Today:

Wala na akong masabi. Yan lang. That says it all.. Good night!

3 Feb 15

2:07pm... yes i'm busy and happy at the moment.. i don't know why.

6:55pm. Jollibee time! Haha

ako: picture tayo

sila: aiii... ayan nanaman.. haha

haha! E nakikiproject din naman sila.... alam na, pag kami nagkahiwahiwalay... at least maraming pictures..ahaha

8:04pm

home!

 10:23pm

oo nga naman pala, I haven't said my good night pa pala.. so here's my good night hug for anyone who might needs it.. ahaha..  guess, I'm just really happy today.. 

And.. saying something to someone about what you feel is much better than keeping it.. siguro nga i've kept so much.. hahaha..  good night again.... sleep well -- whoever you are! :) 

1st Day of February

How was your first day of February? Mine started with these funny faces.. it's like I couldn't get out of my bed this morning  if I won't do it.. haha.. vain?! I know.. spare me this one, minsan lang naman.. haha.. minsan lang ba? Yah, I heard you! I just want pictures of myself, yes a lot of it, annoying I know but I'm sorry  i cant help it .... because sooner or later, I might look different... like when wrinkles invades my face.. haha

Then accomplished my Sunday task.. a little cleaning, pick and deliver my laundry, cooked something for breakfast, cooked spaghetti, yes and a lot of food tripping.... I was feeling great today I ate a lot... unlike other people, they eat a lot when stressed, depressed and upset... but in my case, I do the otherwise... I can't eat well when I feel bad.

Then had a movie marathon... I started it last night... and because I missed me saying my comments on movies.. not really reviews because I'm no good at criticizing or examining the quality of movies,  just what I do remember about them... here they are,  it would be quick, I'm a little sleepy..... 

John Wick -- it was okay, or maybe I expected too much because its  Keeanu Reeve's, and his other movies are way too extravagant than this... but the dog here, too adorable.

American Sniper -- nice one... but not too nice for me when my QS told me that he found it too much nice.. he overrates it.. haha.. para saken ha!

Equalizer - a saying by Mark Twain at the beginning.. two best things in life are the day you were born and the day you'll know why.. so I got curious how it relates to the movie, and had figured it out.

The Hobbit 3 -- you'll know its real love when it hurts so much???

Dawn of the Planet of the Apes -- surprisingly, I loved it! This is my favorite among the five.. I never expected I would enjoy it... it made me laugh sometimes and find it like " oh my, apes with a gun??? And they could speak??? What a joke" Haha... but I got the message.. sometimes you don't have to look literally on the content of the movie, look deeper. While watching it,   reminded me of this conflict happening now in Mindanao, why did I say so??? Just watch it!

That's my first day of February.. anyway, For some, its the love month... for me??  it's only the second month of the year and will suranother bloody valentine.. hahaha..

and now, I'm really sleepy. GOOD NIGHT!