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7:30am

"Dear you,

Where could you be? Haven't seen you since I came in..I couldn't look at your area. If only you knew how I forced my self to go to work everyday despite me not enjoying almost everything in this project, but because I knew I'll be seeing you.. then I am good.. I'm gonna endure the stress I'll be facing..

6:07pm
You've been around but I didn't succeed looking at you straight in the eye, I'm such a coward! :)... we've crossed our way today many times, we almost bumped at each other when I went out from our department and you're at the door coming in, I've spoken to someone at the other department and you came near us... but still I didn't get the courage to look at you... I've got only 3 months stalking you around :) then I won't be seeing you again.. I'll try my luck tomorrow, I must not waste my limited time... I'm missing you already.

Me. "

28Feb16

Today's selfie! Haha.. sorry I have to post this.

Before this day ends, I wish tomorrow will be a better day ... Good night!

The Annoyed Girl... is Me!

I thought I am.. or maybe I'm just trying to be nice..  but there are times that I couldn't help it but be bad when I'm annoyed..

I'm sorry for what I'm about to say.. gusto ko lang magcomment sa mga nag p-PDA na sakay ng jeep!! Haha.. This is a normal scenario I can encounter everytime i commute.. mga lovers sa jeep na kung makapag Public Display of Affection eh wagas.. pero yung kanina is the most irritating couple I saw.. kissing and hugging and making whatever annoying scene as if no one's around... alam mo yun? Kahit wala naman sila ginagawa sayo, naiinis ka sa kanila... parang gusto mong magburst out at ipagsigawan na "...oi, kayong dalawa!!! Get a room!! Nakakawalang gana kayo! Ang traffic na nga, dumadagdag pa kayo sa di kaaya ayang tanawin! Umiinit ang dugo ko sa inyo... errr!"...

Pero naisip ko rin pag sinabi ko yun, eto reply nila sa aken... "oi, ikaw, magtaxi ka! Bumili ka ng sasakyan mo.. sayo ba tong jeep?!! Bitter ka ba teh.. ingit ka lang teh, kase wala kang lovelife''!!..

Hahaha... tapos pag sinabi nya yun.. sasapakin ko sya!! Hahahha.. joke... I've never sapak anyone in my entire life baka ngayon pa lang... pero dapat kasama ko si Margaux.. I need a shield.. haha.. kaya ko lang naman magmaldita sa mga strangers pag anjan sya.. hahahaha

Anyway... meron namang couple na maayos tingnan... yung di kailangan ipangalandakan sa madlang people na lovers sila.. kasi nakakairita.. nakakaturn off.. hindi ako bitter, sounds like lang. Haha... pero if in case, ako? Ayoko ng ganon.. yung tama lang.. siguro sasabihin mong kaya nga wala ka non kase wala akong kasweetness sweetness na taglay... e d wala! Haha.. basta.. sana hindi ako maging ganon... ayos lang naman yung, "you and I against the world, wala  akong pakialam sa sasabihin nyo.. basta masaya kami"... ayos lang naman yun, kaya lang utang na loob naman... wag yung sobrang o.a...

Wala sanang lumalagpas sa dapat babaan  sa sobrang annoyance.. oo, dahil sobrang nairita ako.. nakalimutan ko bumaba ng jeepney.. as in sobrang lagpas na.. sobrang ang layo na ng narating nung jeep bago ko narealize na lagpas na!! I had to take back another jeepney...

Kaya kayong mga o.a sa pag pi PDA.. konting delikadesa naman.. hahaha.. sorry ha.. tao lang ako.. I'm being pissed off sometimes. :)

23 Feb 16

How to start and end my day????

Ganti ganti lang ba to?? Haha

Good night!

Lost in Hongkong & Macau

I've been wanting to visit HK, I tried to invite possible travel buddies but they just can't make it. I was hopeless.. 

Then just a week before my actual visit to HK and Macau, a former officemate (our project nurse who was transferred to other project) asked me to go to HK...  Though I've been wanting to say yes, I was hesitant first... we got only 1 week to prepare, no plane tickets yet.. our target date will be on the Chinese New Year (Feb 8)... it would mean EXPENSIVE! .. but I ended up saying yes...

Next thing is : We booked a flight... Looked for an agency for our land arrangement (airport transfers, Half Day City Tour and Disney)- that's for our first day.. second and third Day will be our free time.

And the story started...

6th of Feb. I still had to go to work till 4pm and headed to airport after working. Glad my current project site is just across NAIA 3.

Arrived at HK airport around 10:00pm... It was too cold out there! Temperature was ranging from 11 to 16 degrees...

View from our Hotel Room.. Rambler Garden Hotel.

Our first day itinerary was arranged by our agency.. the half day city tour and Disney..

We are fetched by our tour guide in our hotel past 8a.m along with other Filipino tourists who also avail the package..

Our first city tour stop started here.

Next stop:
On a jewelry souvenir shop

3rd stop:
Midpeak of Victoria.

4th Stop:

Boat ride.

5th stop:
DisneyLand!

Anyway, meet my travel buddy... someone you won't expect me to travel with because we are completely opposite in so many ways... like she's on heels & boots while I'm on sneakers, she would spend so much time in putting make up while I couldn't even put powder on my face or comb my hair and so on... haha.. but our differences didn't matter,  we had fun!

Bringing back the child in me at Disney!

Feeling like a princess! Haha.. just wanna apologize for that awkward pose.

Fireworks!

2nd day
No more tour guide this time.. just us off to Macau. Took mini bus from our hotel.. to the train station... to there and there..

We just kept on asking.. too many Filipinos there anyway... like everywhere you go..so asking wasn't really that tough..

We took a Ferry to Macau.. travel time is just an hour... and we docked at Macau Ferry Station 1:30pm.

At the Station.. there are various buses from different hotels who offer free rides. We hopped on a bus going to Venetian Macau...

The Venetian.

Surely you can't help it but take a selfie when you get there.. so don't blame me for this.. haha

After consuming our very limited time at the Venetian, we took a taxi going to the other side of Macau.

We stroll around Asia's version of Las Vegas , got lost there, got hungry and got tired! But it was all worth it.. The specific places we visited are St. Paul Ruins---KoiKei Bakery--- Senado Square...

Our Macau tour was exactly held at the 1st day of Chinese New Year, maybe that's why there are too many people at that time..

From the Senado Square, we walked all the way to the Lisboa Hotel and took a bus there going to another Ferry station..

The scene at the station.

Before 9pm, we're back to HK.

3rd day.

We went to the Victoria Peak --- with someone I just met that day.. it was my friend's deal.. she just met him thru Wechat.. At first I hate the idea of letting him join us.. he's a complete stranger!!  But what can I do when he's already waiting for us at the hotel lobby.. ? my friend explained that she didn't expect him to show up.. Honestly, at first, I was reluctant... but he seems nice and harmless... and we didn't wanna be rude too...

At the end of the day, we are glad we let him join us... he became our tour guide, we could  be lost if he wasn't around..  and I wasn't  wrong, he's harmless... it's nice talking to him.. I could say, that sometimes talking to a complete stranger is a good experience.. just be cautious!

With him.. sorry, I couldn't even remember his name.

 At the Peak!

Then we walked around the busy streets of Nathan and Mong Kok... Then back to the hotel..  My friend extended her vacation to Shenzen so I was left alone waiting for the service to pick me and will send me off to the airport (part of our availed tour package)..

Souvenir!

My HK-Macau Trip is something I would always remember.. it happened a bit impulsive, only a week preparation but no regrets for that.  It's quite expensive there too and the locals aren't that accommodating, even smiling seems so hard to afford as well.... but don't mind them, if you want to have a quick break from your busy days, I would still recommend HK and Macau as places you can visit..

HBD Margarooo!

Teh!!

I know you're so used to me doing this stuff (the writing chorvaness) and surely you're expecting it as well noh?? .. I could write on some ordinary days.. ngayon pa kaya?? Haha... are you sick and tired of reading my blah blah blah.? Haha.. I hope you're not! Number 1 fan kaya kita or should  I say, ikaw lang talaga ang fan ko! Hahahah.. I don't mind.. alam mo namang I wasn't seeking for readers I just love writing... kahit ayoko ko nga pabasa sayo eh binabasa mo e.. ai, wait.. di pala ako ang bida dito ngayon. Haha

Soo?.. happy birthday teh.. 39 kana!!!! Hahahah... jokes.. Anyway, what I am about to say you've probably heard from me many times... alam mo naman ako paulit ulit... just wanna remind you.. minsan kase nakakalimot ka... so eto yun..

I know I've offended you, hurt your feelings many times... surely there are times you've doubted our friendship kase minsan inaapi kita .. haha...  sorry ha! Sincere yan! Totoo.. pasensya kana if you're witnessing the worst side of me. Pati rin naman yung best.. hahaha.. and I am sooo Thankful that you've accepted that... there are too few of you who know me that well... kaya thanks talaga..  (ano nanaman to.. hindi nga ako yung bida.. haha)

Back to you. Ang blog na to ay para sayo nga pala..hehehe... Syempre, I'm wishing you whatever your hearts desire (bago yun ah. Haha).. parang naubusan na ako ng words of wisdom eh..  can you just read back this notebook I gave you?? I've said enough there.. it's been a year na rin when I took this photo and wrote everything in that notebook... in just around a day or two.. nauna pa nga syang matapos dun sa "notebook na iiwanan" diba?? Haha

Actually gusto ko lang maisingit yung selfie ko.. hahaha.. diko talaga maiwasang ibida yung sarili ko.. nyahahha...

Syempre di makokompleto to pag wala yung mga pictures natin.. nakakahiya naman kung selfie ko lang yung nanjan...

For the days we've been together are one of my best days... kahit hindi halata.. I truly madly deeply (one of my fave song nung 1st year high ako) appreciate everything you've done for me... pano na ako kung wala ka? Haha.. Pano ako makakakain ng masasarap na pagkain na luto mo pag wala ka... ? na kahit gaano pa ako sinusumpong ng pagiging abnormal ko anjan kapa rin.. paano na?? Haha..

You're such a nice person teh.. you deserve a happy ending.. kaya lang matagal pa ang ending eh.. haha.. alam ko.. naiinis ka rin minsan kase parang di ako seryoso when you need someone to talk to.. pag may pinagdadaanan ka.. pasensya na if I can't comfort you the way you want me to...kase diba nga.. one at a time lang sa atin ang pwede magdrama?.. di pwedeng sabay.. okay???... pero I'm always concern about you kahit mukhang hindi naman...pero concern ako ah!! Hehe

Lagi ko naman sinasabi sayo na I'm not sure if I'm being a nice friend... may choice ka namang i unfriend ako.. haha.. but I am sooo sure that I love you that much my dearest friend.. stay the same.. tibayan mo pa yung loob mo sa lahat ng bagay.. sa lovelife  mo..  pati na rin saken.. kase sinusubukan kong wag masyadong maging mean sayo kaya lang I keep coming back on being me!! Haha

Happy birthday!

16Feb16

Today, aside from our bonding moment.. I've talked so much to them.. kelangan lang maglabas ng pagka-upset..

Lam mo yung--- alam mong mali yung ginawa nung kateam mo pero di mo sya pwedeng ilaglag kase kateam mo nga sila?? So instead na ilaglag mo sila, tatahimik ka na lang.. ai, di pala ako tumahimik.. I have to defend us.. ang hirap lang.. kase alam mo naman sa sarili mo na hindi dapat ganon... instead of getting credits... para tuloy di ka nakakapagperform ng maayos... basta... somehow, my fault.. I should have insisted nung una pa lang.. kaya lang since ayoko naman masyadong mainvolve, hinayaan ko na lang... tsaka I was absent nung ginawa nila yung report na yun... tapos na! Haha.. Lam mo yung ganon?

Why am I saying this? Siguro para iclear ko yung sarili ko? Hindi man sa kanila.. kahit sayo man lang.. I mean kahit sa sarili ko man lang.. pampalubag loob.. haha...

Antok nako. GOOD NIGHT!

How to be Single?

How was your heart's day???

As for me, aside from I'am not observing Valentines day, I'am not feeling inlove at all.. haha.. (mukha lang) chos lang!

I had a long day and the pictures above explain how my day was.. I slept over at my friend's place last night... I loved to eat there kase.. haha (parang patay gutom lang kung makikain) feels like haven't eaten for days.. I am so deprived of eating lutong bahay food kase..

I left their place early because I had to meet my friend Dinah at the airport..  while waiting for her, I had my remaining Hongkong Dollars converted to Peso (speaking of Hongkong, my blog about it is so much in pending mode.. sorry!.. ).. Then Din and I met, it was a quick one.. as in Hi! Hello! Goodbye lang because she's in a hurry. She gave me that Australian currency, a post card and a chocolate as pasalubong...

Then after parting ways, I went straight to Glorietta.. I felt really sleepy.. kulang na kulang ata ako sa tulog. Haha..  But I had so much activities today... Paid my credit card bills, My plan, claimed my NSO birth Certificate, stroll at National Bookstore, developed some photos.. and watched a movie.. "How to be single".. --- I had fun watching it..  Ayoko sana manuod today dahil inaantok nga ako tsaka surely madaming magde date.. But I was so tempted..so,  I didn't care about them... nanuod pa rin ako.. brought too much food inside the cinema.. burger, fries, popcorn and a drink...

Then went home.. washed my uniform and send my other dirty clothes on the nearby laundry shop..

And took a selfie! Spare me this one. Haha

There.. that's how to be single.. honestly, I don't really mind being single at all... I just had a hard time explaining to  people why oh why??? Errr! I know it sucks sometimes to feel that way... I would lie if I'll never felt not worth it or don't deserve a happy ending lovestory.. pero ganon talaga.. not everyone is blessed... pero okay lang naman din ako dun.. I  rather be like that than be with the wrong one...than be with someone else's option... be someone else's "no choice"... or just settle to anyone you met or they'll pair you to... just because you need to.. because everyone's having their love life...  I can't be like that.. swear, I'm not picky ( why would I be choosy when I'm just nobody?)... maybe I'm just hard to find.. I appeared like I'm a monster (don't you think?.. haha)...  coz I'm not really looking for anyone.. If he'll come then Thank God.. If he won't then maybe I wasn't meant to be with anyone...Maybe it's not supposed to be that way, maybe my point of view isn't right... but that's who I am.. and  I only want to be with someone I'm truly inlove with (in a good way)..

So, to the love of my life.. be well always, even you can't find my way. You may never get the chance to know it but I'm always inlove with you... :)

Time to sleep now... dapat kanina pa.

Good night...

12Th of Feb

I was late this morning.. my 4th late for this Month.. it's only the 12th of Feb...  kahit magrerrsign na ako.. ayoko naman maging pasaway.. haha

I'm Finally Quitting My Job!

Yes, you've read that right, I'm quitting... longest time would be this coming May... I'm just hoping I wont change my mind... haha... I must not change my mind because I told my bosses already... after I told them.. I felt relieved..

I'm praying that I am making the right decision..

Umaarte Lang!