My Cooking Talent

I don’t really cook on usual days… aside from, feeling tired after work, I’m such a lousy cook as well.. hehe

I know little about cooking, plain rice, fried egg, fish, chicken—stuffs as basic as that, that’s all I know, and sometimes I couldn’t even perfect it, I unintentionally overcooked them.

And because of that, I hardly save money because I tend to eat anywhere, different fast food chains and resto.. (but not those really expensive one, or else I’ll end up broke), I’ve got few choices as well for I am trying really hard to get rid of foods with pork related products.

Since yesterday was Sunday, I cooked ground beef with carrots, potatoes and other seasonings, what’d you call that recipe? I don’t know… The outcome? Too oily.. hahaha… but enjoyed it.

And today, (holiday), I made sweet and sour fish, I haven’t tasted it yet, I’m not hungry yet. And I don’t think I was doing a good job on that, I overcooked the fish (again)…

Picture? No way.. I’m being lazy doing that right now, and what for? I know I wouldn’t make a good presentation.. hehe

Got to eat my dinner now..

BYE 26!

These pictures were taken between August 9 2010-August 8, 2011.....
I dont think I'm a narcissist, ofcourse I wanna be beautiful, who don't want to?? haha... though I'm really not..., and i don't even exert effort to be one... hehehe...

anyway, just posting pictures of me here before wrinkles or any sign of aging will finally come into my life.... wahhhhhhhhhhhh....

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You want to know the purpose of your existence right? Why don’t you go out of your shell.. try getting away,  your fate must be in other place.. see? Your about to rot here.. this is the right opportunity, your family is supporting you.. you wont grow up in here… and everything will happen if it is destined to, whether you’re  here or out there.. and now, you might be  confused whether life is a matter of choice or fate…treat it equally but don’t take it too seriously, you might end up confused all over again…

 

Hey, your batchmates might earning a lot of money now, Marnelli in Los Angeles, Ermelyn almost circumscribed the Earth, you’re friends and classmates in UAE who are nurses now, and the girl, a civil engineer too in Dubai… and everyone else… now, what do you want to do, just wait for your deterioration?

 

 

Go, spread your wings and soar, don’t let your wings just fade in oblivion, you can do it, just trust your self.. if they can do it, you can to…

 

I saw the starry and the blue and made me wonder where you are, are you looking down at me too? So, I sent a message to the

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There are lot of things that are missing in me, career, lovelife, wealth and so much more.. but if I’ll be ask for only one, I would rather answer, it’s self confidence… this is the root of many misfortunes in my life.. I cant get a good job because I am not confident, I don’t deal with other people because I don’t want to be rejected.. I don’t take risks because I don’t trust my self…there were times opportunities knock on my door, but due to my uncertainties and hesitating actions, I refused that offers. It took me hundred of years before I came up into a decision, and when I did, still doubtful. I don’t know, if I will ever change, I wanted to but again, I’m not confident to make that change and it’s being so late not…