I MUST BE HOME

if there weren't changes on plans, maybe I am taking my flight home today..

holidays are coming and yet i have to spend it here in Manila while everybody is having their vacations (sigh), i'm a bit guilty..

MY APRIL FOOL's MONTH

one of my foolish act just hit the April Fool's month... what a coincidence! haha

I'm a little uncertain in posting this kinda absurd stuff in here.. I'm a bit ashamed of myself, haha coz this is something silly...

I agreed in an outrageous contract--- a six hour relationship with someone... i know that wasn't serious at all, but still I can't believe my self I got involved to that.. he's actually my officemate.

This guy is actually the same guy whom he's friends, who happens to be my officemates too, tried to pair us in a date last february, on valentines day, but I didn't agree. and they must be kidding us lang naman siguro, ofcourse I didn't take it seriously din, sabi ko na lang, pataba muna sya... may masabe lang. 

Okay, let's get back to the story. It's been a week now since the foolish thing happened.. that's during the company outing... he's so drunk I guess that drove him to such craziness..  some are already in their respective rooms, we are less than 20 na naiwan sa cottage, videoke and nagpapakalasing!.. ooopsss, I did'nt drink any alcohol that time, nakikisama lang ako.

He sat beside me and declaring, oi, kami na!!!... I was a little shocked but a thought interreptud in my consciousness, sige trip lang to, so I answered back, sige 6 hours lang!... and you must be 6 inches away please!.... Yun na...

I thought it wouldn't be an issue... because of those pictures and the tsismis, we are now subject for kantiawan... They even came up with a theme song for us... yung may lyrics na... "magkasuyo buong gabi, masayat magkatabi, magkayakap sa buong magdamag......", they kept on playing the song all over again... sabi ko na lang, magkatabi lang, walang magkayakap, magkasuyo at hindi magdamag!!!'

Now, i dont know how to handle it.. nahihiya na tuloy ako dun sa officemate kong yun... though minsan nakikiride na lang sa jokes.... I told him. "oi ayusin mo 'to!' then he answered me back, "konteng tiis lang, lilipas din yan"

that's it.. aint that stupid??? hahaha

 

FRIDAY

.. i just can't think of any appropriate title on this piece I'm about to post here.. or i could have put the date as title as what I used to do...

well, anyway this is just nothing.. just having a moment with my old school diary thing...

i feel better now than yesterday...

i  have my iced tea on my side... and not so usual, the TV is off at this point of time... I kinda got bored and a bit irritated on those tv shows na sinusubaybayan ko.. kakairita!... ang pangit na... yung Che che bureche na lang hihintayin ko, matutuwa pa ako..

and the funny thing.. been listening to an old OPM song, as in paulit ulit! more than 10 times na ata... hahaha....wag ng itanong ang title, kabaduyan lang! hahaha... i had it downloaded the other day...diba, effort??

hmmm.. what else? wala na.

4/14/11

Hi diary, I'm breaking my heart again, i'm feeling really bad...

DATEM's Primea Team beachcapade 2011

Here in Coral View Morong Bataan is where we had our company outing last weekend, I thought I would about to miss it as I've mentioned on my previous blog, read here.

I have so much to say but I'm kinda tired right now.. hehe... anyway, we had a great time though....

Some pictures here...

THE PLACE I'M ABOUT TO MISS

CORAL VIEW, Morong, Bataan- this is the beach resort i might miss if I wont join the company outing (Discovery Primea Project) this weekend. Actually i was so fixed with my decision that i'll involve myself in our team's getaway  not until yesterday. Some of my girlfriends/officemates are not going... so how'd you think would I serve myself with that? Though the rest of the boys are cool and accomodating, still i'm not that comfortable with them... so? what shall i do?

our project manager even bothers our conscience for not participating, he asked financial assistance and solicitations to our director and the subcontractors, yet we are not going?? haha... he said next time he would do it by himself and with our Project architect only.... 

Hmmmm.... i love the sea.. but i dont wanna look out casted as well.. hehe... i got those pictures above from the resorts website.

4/5/11

i thought i would do some sort of blogging tonight, or whatever you call this.. i thought i would paste here how bad i felt earlier today... how undecided i was to join our company outing this weekend (still undecided).... how uncertain i am for my future plans....

but instead.... i have my laptop open, facing the television, facebooking and this!

i haven't said good words or any productive thoughts yet... but i'm sooo sleepy already..

that's all i got for now.