DULL SUNDAY

...6:38 May 23, 2010

This was really a dull day, unlike those previous sundays that every minute of it counted!.. obviously, because tomorrow is not a working day to me anymore..

Anyway, buong araw akong nakatanga dito sa room ko..., kausap ang wala.. Lumabas dn pala this morning, when I had my breakfast at about 10:30am, brunch na pala yun.. I bought manila bullettin, at nascan ko na rin yun and even submitted application online... Mahapdi na rn mga daliri ko sa kakasurf ng internet, palibhasa sira ang mouse ko kya sa touch pad na lang umaasa... touch pad??? hahaha... where did i get that term? not that techie, so I dont really know the specific name ng mga parts ng kung anu ano...

Eish.. i'm so bored........... nakakainis at nagugutom na ako, tinatamad bumaba!!!

GUeSs wHo iS oN mY DeSktOp

.....c",)

you are my shooting star, you gave me light but gone so fast,..unlike other stars, you are not to make my wish come true, how could you..when you are actually the wish I wished....

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL

My night maybe dark right now and my star is cloaked with nimbus. Witches and goblins mock me and telling me I can’t make it. But I wont listen, I won be stopped. I love my life though I cursed it sometimes. It’s a life given to me, so it’s mine. Hazy and uncertain, I know it’s wonderful. I cried ocean of tears, broke my wings and fall, life is still beautiful. I may not be as pretty as those princesses in an enchanting castle, but I am fine. My prince, he might be lost, but I’ll be waiting, if he wont come, then that won't  cease me from smiling.

Life is not only about winning, it’s all about living. It can be meaningless if we let it be. No matter how complicated and mysterious it can be, it goes on… So why live it melancholic when you have the option not to…?

Perfectly imperfect it maybe, but life is still worth living. Today might not be what I want it to be, but  I won’t stop believing, someday, everything will be alright…

People I'm gonna miss

WHY DO I GO CRAZY OVER KIM NAM GIL as BIDAM?

To make this clear, I am in love with Bi Dam and not to Kim Nam Gil.

I can’t really explain why I feel this being thrown to the evergreen every time I see Bi Dam. Despite his untidy and muddled looks, seeing him is breathtaking. Today he’ll laugh and play around, after a while you’ll see rage from his face, absurd but real, cynical but sympathetic, mysterious. He’s actually a man between evilness and kindness. At the very young age, he had killed many lives.. And still killing…(of course with reason). This is so ironic, I hate blood, but why does he looks more enchanting with those bloods almost covering his face every time he fights… And those eyes, those eyes you can never read… he’s a paradox..

Now, why??? Crazy fool!

SA MGA NAG-UUMAPAW ANG CONFIDENCE JAN, PAHINGI NAMAN! haha