Wednesday, December 24, 2014

December in Primea

It's been the 5th time I am observing December in Discovery Primea Project... maybe it would be the last.. I hope it will.. kinda overstaying and extending too much... as mentioned in our poster during our site christmas party  yesterday "last na to".



Our Company Year End Party at SMEX MOA last Sunday.. Our first time to celebrate it in SemiFormal Attire (Filipiniana), maybe because it's our 30th Anniversary.



And my first time not to join the group presentation.. I'm too old for that.

Throwback! Here are the recap of my previous December in my current company: (top picture: Site  Office / bottom: Company)

2010

2011

2012

2013

That's it. Anyway, there's no Christmas in our religion... my participation is just for camaraderie sake.

I feel a little nostalgic.. this is also my first December that I'm not going home because I chose to be somewhere else...

Anyway, Happy Holidays everyone!




Sunday, December 21, 2014

21Dec14


Today:  Had our Company Year End Party... you know that feeling when you thought you looked just fine the whole day but you're actually not??? Hahaha... you feel like you want to restart the day again but you just can't... I'm not really a "make up person".. sometimes I feel like more terrible looking when I put make up on.. or because I don't know how... look at my pictures above with my friend.. I think I lost my eye brows!! Haha

Anyway, if I looked awful today, damaged has been done...I couldn't do anything about it.. so get over it, move on and wait for my brows to grow again...hehe

Good night! Tired much.

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

17Dec14


TODAY: Done with my cost report.. started doing Monthly billing... yes, I'm tired! Booked some hotels for our tour next week .. I hope it will be smooth sailing.. and the picture above, I'm still working when these two kept on disturbing me.. they can be so annoying sometimes ahaha.

A bit upset with someone too. 

WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN TO SOMEONE: It's not always what you see is what you get... sometimes, my actions are not truly what's in my heart, but its something you made me feel that I should do...

REMINDER TO.SELF: Don't be so hard on yourself understanding different people's behavior... you're not even a psychiatrist. Some people are truly bad, narrow minded, selfish and inconsiderate.. that's natural, that's who they are and you couldn't stop it..  but you can control your temper and emotion towards them. Don't let anyone ruin your self esteem.

Good night!

Saturday, December 13, 2014

12.13.14


TODAY: Yung totoo, wala ako sa mood magblog kaso sayang yung title.. its 12.13.14 pala ngayon.. haha.. Bago ko sana simulan ang blog na to eh makakain sana.. nagugutom ako!! Kaso, my ref is almost empty... haha... naggrocery naman ako kanina.. pero puro chips at chocolates naman binili ko... I had early dinner sa landmark, sabi ko magluluto na lang ako.. kaso sinumpong nanaman ako ng katamaran.... pagod lang ako! Sensya na kung natatamad ako.. hehe... so eto, kelangan magselfie kasama ang personal ref na to.. haha


Nabusy ako sa paggawa ng cost report.. natapos naman kaso wala yung magchecheck... kaya diko pa rin naipasa.. tapos, ano pa ba??? Wala na.. haha.. susulatan ko na nga lang yung soulmate ko.. wahaha

LETTER TO SOULMATE:

Alam mo ikaw! Nakakainis kana minsan, sana taga Pilipinas ka lang kase magtatagalog muna ako.. ahahah.. oo, nakakainis ka... kase sa kaibuturan ng aking puso eh ramdam kong di ka naman nag eexist... wala naman talagang ikaw! Wala namang soulmate soulmate... para lang yan sa mga hopeless romantic, para sa mga tanga.. ahaha! At yun ang nakakainis, nagiging tanga ako.. gusto ko pa ring maniwalang anjan ka lang.. 30 years na nga yung sinasayang ko sa pag aakalang merong ikaw.. pero sana nga anjan ka lang, hinihintay kita... pero ang hirap ko ring hanapin, lam mo ba yun?? Nasa maling lugar ata ako e.. wala ka naman dito e.. wala ka talaga ano? Hehe... yung totoo kase naniniwala ako na kahit di kita hanapin, eh magkikita pa rin tayo dahil yun ang tadhana natin... o diba? Ang tanga ko ulit? Haha.. ayos lang.. kesa naman mapunta ako sa walang kwentang tao.... minsan, feeling ko wala rin naman akong kwenta, kaya dapat may kwenta ka..hahahaha... joke lang... seryoso, di naman mataas ang standard ko gaya ng iniisip ng iba, din rin ako choosy, sino ba naman ako para magset ng standard?? Isa lang akong pangkaraniwang nilalang, walang super powers, ni hindi ako marunong mag ayos ng buhok or mag-make up.. maglipstick nga lang ako e, nagkakagulo na sila... walag sanay na makita akong nag-iinarte.. hehe.. maarte ako, pero hindi physically.. di rin ako marunong makitungo sa ibang tao.. di rin ako mahilig mamansin or magpapansin...  ayaw ko rin ng nililigawan ako.. ahaha... or baka kase ayaw ko rin dun sa mga nagtangka..kaya hindi ko na pinapatagal, pinaparamdam ko na lang or sinasabi ko ng deretso na ayaw ko.. arte noh? Gusto ko kase ikaw at ikaw lang talaga.. haha... Feeling ko kase pag dumating ka, alam ko na agad na ikaw yun.... ang haba pala ng nasulat ko sayo.... makakarating ba sayo to? Or pag nagkita tayo papabasa ko na lang yung mga sulat ko sayo kaso eh, baka wala naman talagang ikaw.. pero hayaan mo na ako maniniwala pa rin ako...  good night na sayo!

Thursday, December 11, 2014

I don't know...


Just read that somewhere.. and whoever wrote that, here's from me to you... "I don't really know mine either, so you're not alone... and maybe its alright, we don't really have to try too hard to know...all we have to do when life knocks us with uncertainty is to breathe, let go, trust, carefree, take a break, stop thinking for a while, inhale exhale and smile away those unwanted thoughts"... and I'm trying too...

anyway.... TODAY:  Yap, I was busy but I still had the time to participate in this  funny conversation.. I'm not joining our Christmas Presentation this year... but during our meeting this morning, my boss told me to participate because our team is lacking with participants... but no way, I'm not joining still.. haha.. I can't!.. I won't.... and my so called friends are teasing me....

That's it! Haha... see? I didn't join the practice.. kasabay pa rin nila ako! Ahaha


 Ayun lang.. alang kwenta yung post ko.. haha

Good night!







Wednesday, December 10, 2014

10 Dec 14

TODAY: I'm trying to make each day different so I could write something new at the end of the day... but I always end up with same old stories... like how busy I was during work, my typical dinner with my friends after work, like how my heart keeps on breaking for the things I can't get...(because I'm not doing anything about it) hahaha.. but good to know my heart still manages to work and I still breath.. Thank God.

Anyway.. here's my picture for today.. haha who cares about my picture??? I do.. haha

The one at left, a photo of me at the male's quarter while waiting for lee.. wahahaha... keep that a secret.. I'm not supposed to be there... blame Lee.. he kept me waiting outside so I went in...

The other one, just now.. so pissed off with my pimples... grrrr... why o why can't they leave my face? It's making me more ugly!!! Hahaha...  oh, I'm sorry if I keep on saying that.. I love myself..


WHAT'S THE HAPPIEST THING HAPPENED TODAY:
I can't remember.. but this conversation made me laugh out loud all by myself.. haha

REMINDER TO SELF:
You're not just nobody...haha.. you are amazing! Chos!

LETTER TO SOULMATE:
I maybe crazy for I keep on writing you. I miss you ( even though I'm not sure who you you really are).. sorry for being so corny...I hope you're okay..

Goodnight!

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

9Dec14

REMINDER TO.SELF: Remind your.self that its okay to lose something... even if you don't deserve it, just let it be.. everybody loses something they value and cared about... ask anyone, I bet no one would answer that they haven't lose anything in their entire life. So its okay, let it go... stop growling, it will only make you more disturbed and it wont give you peace.... don't complicate things, just let it go!... things really do come and go....

TODAY:
Good night!