Todays' 5 in 1 Blog

Everyday I have a thought of blogging about this , about that.. but I always ended up with nothing... maybe I could do it now, all the things I wish I had blog about.. It's too many so it would be a little of each topic...

So here are the 5 topics I'm supposed to blog about but my idleness outsmarted me... so I'm just in the mood now.

1. I was thinking about blogging about my almost 6 years employment at my previous company. Write about my friends, my enemies???, (haha), the unforgettable moments, my experiences, my headaches, even my heartaches and blah blah... but I guess 6 years would be too long... so I'll sum it up in saying my 6 years in that  company is a bittersweet momentous that had molded me into someone better.. During my stay I have said about my regrets (that what if I just went to abroad where I will be earning more)... and though I still feel a bit of that resentment up to now and at some corner of my self there hides this "what if"..  I'm comforting myself not to think about too much...

2. Since I quit my job as Cost Engineer/ Quantity Surveyor... I thought about blogging of my dream job... I've said it many times that I wanna be a travel blogger...or I wanna be a writer, I want to write stories... maybe write about my dreams, if I can't make things real then maybe I could put them into tales..

I wanna be a  fruit picker too.. (oo nga! Pero dapat sa New Zealand, haha.. or basta imported yung pipitasin kong fruits)...I would worry less, I'll be seeing more of the sun, more of the God's beautiful creation..

And my childhood ambition, to become a teacher, I lost that dream long time ago when I entered highschool. But now I'm loving it again...

3. Have you heard of Korean series Descendants of the Sun? I've been so inlove with it. I might be loveless nowadays but its as if I'm not because of it. I know the story was so good to be true or likely to exist in reality but watching it made me feel alive. Haha... But now, I've reached its end.. but I still want to watch the Tagalog dubbed version.... excited!

4. Almost 2 months of being jobless but still I'm not that bored yet even I stay mostly at home or went out just to eat with my mom.. Had a lot of bonding with her (kain lang ng kain)... I haven't even had a met up with my old friends here (konti na lang sila!)....

Also, there are 3 newly born kittens here at home that make me so gigil all the time... but I have to control myself not to touch it a lot since I'm carrying my niece a lot too...

5. Just read somewhere that if you don't know what could make you happy then try helping others... Who wouldn't feel better when you made someone happy because of you diba? So do not be so selfish.. do n't think that because you aren't happy with your life then you should let others feel that way too.. maybe you could send gift to less fortunates.. yung mga ganon.. so, send me gifts! Haha.....just kidding,  I am someone who doesn't demand on anything , to buy me this and that.. if I want something, I'll get it with myself... (buti na lang di ako materialistic or else baka maghirap ako haha) pero kung makulit ka  to buy me a gift.. then send me ticket somewhere! It will make me absolutely happy! Haha...

Good night!

7th of July

I'm supposed to blog last night but I enjoyed watching Descendant of The Sun..

Yesterday was the Eid'l Fit'r.. usually, my family are having a beach getaway during that day.. but not this time...

We just went to the province (as in really rural)... there's a baby goat there (ano nga ulit tawag sa baby goat?)...basta ang cute nya... lots of butterflies too... tsaka pangwrong turn lang yung scenery..

Then enjoyed eating durian and buko juice while on the road..

Then home again.. watched Decendants of The Sun...

This scene made me laugh.. when she had to look at his picture... and the only picture she got was this Xray.. haha

This remind me of my foolishness too.. when I was kinda admiring someone too.. haha

I put a smile on his signature and connected my signature to his(spare the pink line para maprotektahan yung signature ko at yung pangalan nya..haha) ... Don't worry, he didn't know that I did that .. because these request forms are being compiled by our warehouseman signed by the one who requested something before I sign it.. (yun lang, naalala ko lang, just like her l, that's the only thing I got, our only connection.. haha.. pathetic me! Pero wala na yun).

Anyway, its 10:42 pm.. watching this again. I'm inlove with it.

2nd of July

.....hmmmm.bukas na lang. :)

27th of June

Hey, I don't wanna lose my passion in writing, not even busy but I don't know why I struggle for topic when I'm just home... struggle is actually not the right term, coz I'm not even thinking!!

Not bored yet!! Yes, you read it right.. almost a month of being unemployed and still not bothered about it.. (actually, medyo bothered naman, ayoko muna isipin) not even sending my job application for the local offices/agencies here... I'm still enjoying being a nanny to my niece.

Watched finale of Game of Thrones Season 6 Final Episode.. it was a good ending, yung tipong I CAN wait for the next season.... because it could even end that way... coz they've got what they should get...

Unlike The Red Wedding Episode, one of G.O.T seasons finale, yung kase parang natrauma ako sa ending, lam mo yun? Parang walang justice yung ending.

Seasons 6 Final Ending is more of "getting what they deserve"... Jon snow and Sansa won back Winterfell, The Red woman being thrown away for her wrongdoings, Cersei had her revenge but she lost her all her  children, the revelation of Jon Snow's real mother (sya nga ba?), Arya killed the killer of her mother and brother, and  blah blah blah... I'm kinda sleepy na.

GOOD NIGHT

June 20?

Somebody asked me "how are you today?" -- then I was thinking kumusta nga ba ako?

For the past 6 years, today superseded my maximum of 7 or 8 number of days vacation from work... Supposedly this is the time I'm making my drama of being back to Manila... but today I'm not.

Anyway, how am I today?

I just spent the whole day sleeping, bantay baby (I thank God for giving us her, I don't get bored), and fasting ofcourse.

Then just a while ago, I watched S6 Episode 9 of Game of Thrones... I think it's my favorite episode for this season... yung tipong kulang na lang magrolling at tumbling ako while watching it... haha.. surely, if I'm still at the staffhouse while watching that then my room mates would laugh at my reaction.. Would you blame me? that episode is truly  breath taking and heart breaking.. at some point of it, I told myself why am I watching this?? Why do I let myself get so affected...?? I got so freaking mad with Ramsey! And that moment Rickon (tama ba spelling ko?) died tsaka nung si Jon Snow seems suicidal na.... nadurog yung puso ko... haha

But in the end, it was worth it..I thought they will lose it,  buti nga sayo Ramsey, you deserved it... at least makakatulog akong mahimbing.

Anyway, before I sleep, naisip ko lang.. will I dream of WJL again... ? I said I wont write anymore about him, when I left Manila, iniwan ko na rin sya (chos! Haha). .. I don't think of him that much... but why am I dreaming of him for consecutive days now? weird! Namimiss ko ba sya? Or namimiss kaya nya ako? Haha! Asaness kapa! Erase that thought! ..

My Mom just told me to sleep, it's almost midnight!

Sige, good night!

19 June 2016

Done watching episode 1 of Descendant of the Sun.. :)

Good night!

It's Pay Day but Got No Pay Anymore

Yeah, it's supposed to be pay day today but I'm not receiving anything today..  so this is what I get after deciding to quit my job... no work no pay! Haha

But I don't wanna focus on that.. because in return, I don't have to count the few days that I have to return to Manila... You know how I hated that moment I have to leave home.

Maybe in a month or two, I'll get really bored if I don't find a new job... but for now, I don't job seek yet... I'm still enjoying my free time... 

And I don't think if I'll ever get bored when I have to watch over this little cute baby.. my first niece!!

Aside from being a nanny...  I never get to miss a selfie! Haha  (sorry naman.. nawiwili lang ako dun sa app).

And meet my new officemate!