2/27/2011

i planned not to go out today...i thought of just doing my stuff at my room... internet surfing..  blog and read different people blogs... but our aunties visited us, so instead, we did this....

ang nagagawa ng long bond paper

I wish I have my internet connection at office and my seat is not next to my seniors so I wont be doing this.

 

I found this piece of paper on my drawer yesterday and I can say those dates and time indicated in there were really one of the dull and boring moments at office… that's when you’re done with your task and just waiting for files or plans to work to.. errr… I wish I could complain for that.. hehe… here’s the content:

 

5:05 PM 2/8/2010

I am thinking of anything that might divert me from this false headache I feel right now.. I call it false because boredom caused this.. Wish I can go home now.. I feel like throwing up.. this moment is so stressful, (though I’m not doing anything)….

                  

2/9/2011

And just another dull moment, I don’t wanna grow old fast, but its so ironic that I wished time would run faster during office hours.. that means six times a week.. so lame!

 

I am thinking of something to post on my multiply site but I had ran out of thoughts, it seems that I am draining.. Oh I wanna be happy ;)

 

7:28 2/10/11

 It’s 7:28am and I wished it’s already 5:30pm. Gosh, I’m still really sleepy.. I have a feeling this would going to be a bad day.

 

2:44pm

Another dull moment, just finished something and I don’t know what’s next.. I’m thinking of  Spaghetti or Pizza at Sbarro this weekend.

 

2:58

Damn! I’m so sleepy. I just wanna get out of here. I want my bed. I want to sleep.

 

3.50pm

Suddenly I want to go visit Dubai.. why can’t I.. Anyway, I’m so hungry..

 

2/12/2011

2:22-weird time. Anyway, I’m not doing anything right now but making some notes to my self on my Papemelroti notebook.. sana 4 na,, I’m a bit irritated scanning my computer, searching something interesting, not on the net ha, just the files saved here and to the neighboring computers using “my network places”.. maybe I’ll copy movies na lang.

 

3:22 PM- countdown to 4pm.. just finished copying one movie and the first chapter of Cinderella’s sister on my USB.. I would love to watch movie right now but my seniors are sitting just next to me.. still, its office hours but I’m not doing anything naman.

ordinary saturday

8:33 pm on my pc… lights off.. Spaghetti and iced tea on my side.. still wearing the shirt I am wearing at work today, but had my jeans replaced with pambahay…

So what’s this all about?? Just nothing… I just want something to post in here right now… maybe about my itinerary today, though there's nothing really interesting.. Nothing unusual… who cares anyway?? Hehehe

Same work at office.. had lunch out with my officemates at SM Makati, ordered sizzling squid. Back to work. Packed up before 4pm, had a glimpse of Cinderella's sister on my computer… then time out!

Headed home kasabay si sol.. But I thought I’ll go straight home, but I suddenly craved for spaghetti, decided to cook.. yeah, I rather cook my own rather risk eating pork somewhere… yun mahirap dito… so I’ll be buying the ingredients I need..

Robinson Mall..  again.. I been there for 3 consecutive days.. today is the third. I thought I want to buy books ON SALE, but till now I haven’t got any.. thrice na rin ako nagpabalik balik dun.. You know I love books (even those at children section) but since I have no time to read, I decided not to purchase any..

Yun lang.. now I’m eating my spaghetti.. it’s not as delicious as the last spaghetti I cooked… (I’m bad at cooking! Hehe)

So.. that’s all folks. I’ll be watching movie after this…

(multiply is not behaving..gonna post this later)

just bored

9:25 am. There are moments when I open my eyes at morning, or I’m on my way for work, or just strolling aimlessly somewhere, riding a jeepney, window shopping and wherevers,  --when thoughts keep on raining on me… and I’d think I would blog this later on. But you know what, when I open my computer, words seem to fade just like bubbles you blow on the wind. Maybe I’m just so busy of many things, physically and mentally, I’d stay at office for almost 11 hours a day, Monday to Saturday, I got so tired that words like disappearing ghost when I’m about to put them into record.

1:05 pm. And now, im just stealing a moment here in office doing this.. but have it posted later on my laptop. I got no internet connection on my computer.

 

So what? It’s 1:11 pm.. Goodbye lunch break.. my head aches a little from my not so comfortable nap on my table. I was watching Cinderella sister during the break but later on I decided to take my self into slumber but I didn’t make it well..

 

It’s not that I’m not busy like other times, but I don’t feel like working on this. Finished updating weekly labor cost. Now reviewing my CHB rehashed from basement 6 to 13^th floor. Still waiting for Justin of TSG to update me of the elevation of guardhouse and level 14 to 67^th   …. And helipad too… I don’t think there’s CHB at helipad..  so erase that.

 

Maam leneth is absent, she’s not feeling better, her seat is just adjacent to me, she wont be seeing me doing this… hehe… Maam May at my back, but she’s out right now.. maybe having some sort of reckoning meeting with DLS. So this mean, I couldn’t post it for everyone, or else I’m dead. (Exaggerated!)…

4:47pm. Countdown to 5:15…sol asked me what time were going home.. we agreed to that. I left my phone anyway

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yah, i did that today! out of boredom maybe.... proof below.

i lost a phone again?

So true, nothing lasts forever.. What more for material things.

 I lost my other phone, and my smart SIM card that I kept for more than ten years now was on it. It disheartened me.

The last time I saw it was this morning when I’m about to report for work. I heard it beep for battery low alert, maybe it was a sign telling me not to bring it with me, but still, i had it with me (if i remember it well).

But when I reached office, its no longer on my bag... Got no idea how did I lose it. It’s the second phone I had put into waste, remember the first one last November… careless me, I thought I’m not.. (sigh)..

I’m still hoping it’s just somewhere here in my room, misplaced..(I wish).. or just at my messy drawer at office… or someone with good heart return it to me..

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I'm just forcing my eyes to keep it wide open right now since I am so sleepy already, but on the other side of me, a voice is telling me to write something here.. it's like, just pouring down some negative energy.. haha.. not exactly the right term.

you know, having some rants here had helped me lessen my burdens sometimes.. so here's one.

Just feeling really bad this afternoon, somebody had unintentionally (i hope so) expressed something that had hurt me badly.. I shouldn't be upset, I must not.. but i cant help it.. I'm not mad at the person as well, but the "issue" was so hard for me to accept .. and I was a little humiliated too... i didn't even know how to react, how would I response right at that very moment.. i just found myself cracking a fake laugh... thinking I'll be more shamed if I would overly react on that.. so i kept my mouth shut, hide the tears that almost fell, acted I'm not affected... sorry I'm far from being insensitive. tsk!

Anyway, I know you dont get me, you should not have read this...

BUT I'LL BE FINE... I MUST.

Just a post for Valentine's day

i woke up with “Monday morning sickness” again.. the feeling of uncertainty, as if you were wrong for choosing the place you are  at now, it’s a sudden anxiety. But later on it will just pass… anyway, that’s not the topic here, actually I don’t really have a topic for this, just doing a post for  Heart’s day.

 

So, it’s Valentines Day, that guy from one of our sub contractors reminded me of that this morning, nagkasabay nanaman kasi kami while on my way to the site. And si “soulmate” nasalubong ko nanaman sya. I think soulmate is working on the other project site somewhere there in Makati Ave, he’s maybe either an architect or engineer din, madalas ko rin kasing makasalubong yun, that’s why I’m calling him my “soulmate’- another soulmate nanaman. Tsk! Hehe

 

So where am I on Valentines day??—nothing extra ordinary, same old days!! Hehe, oops, I planned to treat my self a Pizza in Sbarro, but surely magmumukha akong tanga na kakain dun mag-isa, with lovers on queue for sure…kaya some other time na lang.

 

Happy Valentines day na lang sa lahat!!!