ECHOS LANG!
Laugh at me, I’m acting like I’m a decade younger than my real age. Haha… am I highschool again? Haha when the anti stalking law be approved, I might find myself in jail.. hahaha..
I started calling this person my soul mate when we make salubong almost everyday at the same spot, at the same time…I’m on my way to our project site, and my Mr. Soulmate to his project site too, I think he’s an architect…. but suddenly something changed, I don’t know, maybe he changed path or schedule, hindi na kami nagsasalubong, baka natakot sa akin, I was obvious, I knew it.. haha..
he works there and I work at the place where this photo was taken
I haven’t seeing him for months, I thought he resigned or something, but then I saw him again. Madalas ko na ulet syang nakikita, but this time after work na… past 6pm mon-fri, and past 4pm on Saturday… wahahhaha
Hahahaha… do I sound like a real stalker here?? Whatever! D’on’t get me wrong, but I’M NOT DESPERATE TO KNOW HIM. I DON’T WANNA KNOW HIM ACTUALLY. I’m just putting meaning to coincidental things, masalubong mo lang araw araw sa isang lugar, sa parehong oras, soulmate na! haha
this is just a post for nothing!
You were once a reason why I smile
A reason why my heart throbbed when you’re around
You made me feel like I’m a fool
You puzzled me, but I was happy
Now, you’ve hurt me, how could you?
Like a child sitting on the shore
Throwing stones of pain, hope it will vanish so soon
Like a wonderer who thought the calm sea is friendly
When the truth is, it could drown her if she falls
Yah, you shattered my sweet dream and turned it to a nightmare
And now, I’m so sick of your presence
It’s a torture seeing you
I can’t run away, but to taste the bitterness
I could only pretend everything is fine
Coz soon, I know it will, surely I will
Coz I’m on my way to forgetting you.
Whoah! I just had my biggest heart break.. it’s the worst I find hard time dealing with it. I can’t believe my self I got so affected… I feel like a loser, its like you wanted to get weak but you just couldn’t let anyone see. You’re about to shatter but you must cover your self with disguise.
This could be a challenge to me, it would be the ultimate pretension I would ever put my self into, I have no choice but to face it. I couldn’t run away, I couldn’t hide. I couldn’t show my rage, I don’t even have the right to.
All I wanted now is the time to move fast, its the only thing that could heal this.
Surely, I will be okay.
