echos!

NAIINIS KASI AKO!

anong oras na at gising pa rin ako??! naiinis kasi ako, di ako makatulog.. naiirita ako...

ayoko tong nararamdaman ko, ayoko neto.. nakakainis talaga.. sana pag gising ko bukas, ok na ako.. errrrr.......

Another letter for EXJR

It’s been a while since I last wrote you, and I shouldn’t be writing you anymore. I should have moved on by now… I thought I did.

I was thinking of writing you few days ago informing you that your presence bothers me no more. Not until today, when I saw you hurting because of “her”. My mind says, you deserved that, you somehow must feel that pain  coz you’ve caused me  that too, now we’re even! And I should be happy but I’m not, coz my heart is breaking too.

When I saw you looking at her, with that rage and pain in your eyes, it broke my heart! It disheartened me knowing that your heart belongs to someone and not me---- 

Anyway, I shouldn’t be blaming you for my own heartaches, it’s not your fault, maybe I misinterpreted everything, I assumed that you liked me too. And even if you chose me, still, I can’t let you in in my life.

Yes, maybe we we’re meant to be, but cannot be together…  I would be so selfish if I won’t let you find that person that could be at your side for the rest of your life.

So even it cuts so deep, I still wish you happiness with someone else.

the stupid girl is back

I’m trying to comfort the person who actually got no idea that he once hurt me so bad… he’s in the situation now where I was recently into…. I don’t know if I’m being a fool again … I could scold myself for that.. and I should be happy that I don’t have to make a move to make us even now that he’s been hurting too… but instead my heart breaks because he’s breaking his heart too..

 

 

what did i do with my 6days vacation home?

i never gone anywhere... just home, shop, at my sister's store and nowhere...

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QUESTION OF THE DAY

What will you do when you don't find happiness  in the place you are at now, you dreaded each day you wake up but you have no choice but to stay.... oh, stupid! surely you have the choice, you're just too coward in taking that risk, instead you just have to watch the clock runs so fast and tadan! another wasted time.....

Now tell me?????

Flight back to Manila later

... yap, im going back to manila (sigh)...

one of the worst feeling I'm always encountering--- leaving home.

and i don't know why I couldn't get used to it. i'm always fearful of things that I might miss, that if I leave home, everything wouldn't be the same when I get back.

O dear God, as always, I'm asking for Your guidance, shower me Your blessings, knowledge, wisdom, courage and confidence, and above all, Keep my family safe and healthy.