how do i look today

It’s not that I’m running out of topic, just the time, and that’s so disappointing. I’ve so much in mind nowadays that I want to blog about, or put into my diary, but time wont let me..  so instead I would do the easiest and maybe absurd one. That’s how do I look and what did I do today.

Anyway, I’m giving myself the right to post a picture of me this morning and you guys have no right to complain.. hehe

This is how I looked like when I woke up this morning, about 10 am, I can say I still need more sleep at that point of time, it’s the only day I could rise from bed anytime I want. I just love Sunday.

I haven’t combed my hair nor washed my face yet. Obvious.

Then later this afternoon, together with my buddy next door, we watched Kung FU Panda 2 at SM manila, its been a long while since the last time I treated my self a movie in a big screen. I had a great time anyway.

FROM PRADA TO NADA

Just watched this romantic comedy movie during our lunch break in office today, a "riches to rags film".

This is a story of two sisters living in a mansion, like princesses in their ivory castle. Everything seems to be so perfect, until their father died unexpectedly, living them almost broke. Luckily, Nora and Mary have a good hearted aunt to fall back on. They packed their things and move into their aunt's humble house.  Nora could stand it, but not Mary, she just couldn’t accept that they are now out of their comfortable world.  But later on, they’ve started learning the other side of life.

I enjoyed watching it. And it made me value more the essence of sisterhood. The relationship and status of the two sisters is somewhat like me and my younger sister too. Nora, the older sister, is the old fashioned one, has no boyfriend (of course not till the end), serious about life and career, and a bit dorky and dull, and her sister is none of those, o at least… and we’re a bit of that too..

HOT ISSUES

After doing the first impressions, now I’m going to be like Harriet the Spy again. But this time,  our victims are those I believe are in hot seats in office…. I hope no one would sue me for clandestinely observing this people… hehe.. Actually I’m just having my insight in here and still would tag this to people I’ll remember. No one’s really telling me to spy, I just wanted to.

First in line is of course the one with the highest rank, Sir Frizan- our project manager. If I wouldn’t listen to what people say about him, then I wouldn’t think he’s a bad guy (not exactly), though he kept on teasing me of whatevers, I thought he’s a good one. But these past few days, I’m starting to notice and realize his ways. But don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that he’s some sort of a monster hiding in a gorgeous mask, may kapintasan lang. Maybe they’re right that he’s biased in evaluating his people. He wanted to create a harmonious working relationship with the Primea team, but it seems that social clique would still be around. Yun lang naman, but I’m not mad at him.

Engr. Waldo. Este Boss Waldo. Would it be necessary to become arrogant and bigheaded if you’ll get promoted? Look, no one really envies him, its just that nakakairita lang pagiging mayabang nya. He changed his ways so sudden, as in kagulat gulat. I know, maybe its his way to gain respect from his subordinates, but he must be careful, instead of respect baka sama ng loob lang abutin.

Aimee.. Our new employee, na para daw may dalang sumpa.. hahaha… hmp, I don’t  want to say anything against her that’s why I must not keep this long, sa utak ko na lang. Honestly, I don’t really like her, so bad we are in the same department…. But I'm open to the possibility that my first impression to her would change too.

Architect Arleen. Actually I thought she’s the last person I would get along with. If you have read my first impression to her, I stated there that I’m irritated with her ways. But you know what, she’s one of my close friends in office now, she didn’t transform into someone but I saw the good side of her. Kaya kahit may tantrums sya, I still don’t drop her into my friends list. And there’s something in her manner that somehow I’m a bit of too. Kaya minsan naiintidihan ko sya, kahit pasaway sya minsan.

Maam May, my direct supervisor.  I’m a bit alarmed in how we approach each other. It’s been almost a year but still I’m not comfortable with her. Honestly, I’m intimidated in her. I was so glad then that I’ll be in her department, but it seems that 1 year is my first week yet. We rarely talk to each other, usually in connection to work only. Mas maingay pa nga ako sa ibang department e. I really can’t figure out why, mabait naman sya.

All I can say, nobody is really perfect. Wherever our journey take us, we’ll meet different people—those we’ll hate or like.

How about me? How these people see me kaya?                                                                                                            

BASTA LANG MAY MASULAT

30 minutes to go and I should be sleeping... work again tomorrow, and surely I'll have that Monday morning sickness as always, a slight anxiety.. hehehe.. parang ayaw pumasok.

I'm supposed to watch a movie with ate Vicky, yung Sweet November, kaso its already late, some other time na lang.. I've been watching so much love stories huh, last night, the classical movie LOVE STORY and this morning, a Taiwan movie, SECRET... love stories make me sad, hahaha..it's making me feel how loveless I am.. hahaha

Time runs so fast, inversely proportional with my progress, I guess.. I'm a bit sick in here, emotionally, mentally and even physically yata, but I'm trying not to. I still fight my negative attitude towards life, hahaha, of course I must. we must see the beautiful side of life, haynaku magdadrama nanaman.. enough, cut this crap Ash!

Okay, okay, okay!!! I'm going to have a good week ahead, I must be strong and confident. I must not care about the mean people that surround me, I must not get myself infected with bad vibes. I wont let anyone outsmart me, never... but I'll be kind and I'll be fine...

Good night!

SECRET

Before I’ll take my side on this movie, I would like to thank Jeny Santiago for recommending me this, and downloading it for me.

This fictional and romantic film is something extraordinary.  Though I had already an idea as what’s really going on, I mean, my presumption is right, I knew it from the start that the girl is really not existing on the present time,but still you wouldn’t guess the “how and why” at first.

At some point, I was so elated with the main cast expressing their affection to each other, endearing but not so vulgar---I hope you got my point, I really couldn’t find the exact word to describe it. I’m such a big fun of Asian love story movies (exempt our very own, hehe), they’re able to deliver the story in such light and appealing manner, at sometimes I thought I could relate.. haha.. and the Cinematography, its next to perfect.

Secret reminded me of two movies,  IL mare/Lake house and Before You Say I do for the dramatic twists and “time travel thing”.

The movie conveys the magic of music.  The “secret “is actually a piece (in piano) that has the power to take the one who plays it backward or forward in time.  Unfortunately, Lu Xiaoyu and Xianglun, was a victim of such. They became lovers 20 years apart. But in the end, they will be reunited.

 Anyway, just watch for it, it can be nerve disturbing and confusing. Surely at the end part, you’ll ask questions like these, what about----? What will happen to---? How would---? And etceteras, but it seems that the leading cast would just answer you back “it doesn’t matter, as long as we are together again” hahaha.

That’s why, it’s a secret huh? it will leave you wondering.

To sum it up, the movie is nice.. And so with the sky, the sea, the wind, the nature you’ll see in this piece of art.

Once again, thanks Jen!

dull day

i woke up as if it monday, you know heavy hearted.

I know something is wrong with me, i mean, health related but i'm afraid to consult a doctor.

and tomorrow is friday again, reporting. I know i must do my part, but my senior decided to let "girl" do it... sir might question me. bahala, im soooo tired.

Wala nanaman akong masulat

If only my multiply site is a piece of paper then I must be flooded with crumpled papers here. Wala nanaman akong masulat, kanina meron, ngayon wala na..